Dear Me Jesselyn Anastasia
Just Want to Be Happy

Jesselin Anastasia (POV)

I spent the day alone with a mother. I am grateful to have a mother who loves me so much, I know she has many dreams for my life. After my father died in a work accident, my mother had to bone down to meet the needs of both of us.

I don't really remember the last time Dad was with me because he left when I was a kid. But I knew he was a man who loved his family so much from the way his mother recounted every memory of him while still alive and how happy he was when I was born.

Dela and Neta are my best friends, we have been friends since we were in Junior High School. They were the ones who were always there when I couldn't tell my mother about my problems.

They always say that they are very grateful to have a friend like me without them knowing I am the one who is very grateful for having them as friends.

Dela who was born from a family is but does not look at the status of making friends. Neta is always positive-minded and ready to help me in lessons that I do not understand.

Me...?

I just want happiness to be with me and the people I care about.

I have more colorful wind.

I don't dream of myself being awesome.

Being simple without having to hurt others, was enough for me.

There was nothing different from my days until my mother asked me to continue school in the capital.

I didn't want to but mom kept convincing me, I didn't know what she was thinking at the time.

I was forced to agree to my mother's wishes. I'm leaving on my school-up holiday for five more days.

I left without telling my friends and I regret it.

I was so scared in the airport crowd. It was a few hours after I arrived but no one came to pick me up. I don't know who picked me up, mom just said that I would be picked up by relatives from dad and they also have my picture because mom sent it to them.

Only their daughters know that through social media.

When almost crying someone shouted my name which immediately made my legs solid again. It turned out that he was Om Bagas a relative of the father, he hugged me like his own son and calmed me down which began to cry.

I am very happy because aunt Lena, wife of om Bagas and sister Nadya her daughter welcomed me with pleasure.

Everything went the way I wanted, I thought. Until the next morning I woke up from my sleep because the sound was so strong and I could hear two people arguing on the ground floor.

I was a little scared until I finally got down for breakfast. It wasn't the three people last night who were so warmly welcoming to me that I met at the dinner table but someone with such a sharp gaze, as if wanting to tear me apart right then and there.

Handsome even with a face that is still shabby because of waking up.

A glance of my mind flew out of nowhere but his gaze returned to make me realize.

There was no response when I greeted her as well as when Aunt Lena approached us at the dinner table. Munkin because it was the first meeting I thought but the attitude of Leon's brother made no difference until now it's been three months we live in the same house.

I still wish that Leon would accept me and hang out with me. I really want to have an older brother that I can protect like my other friends.

I want her to be able to think of me as her little sister too. If I can get along well with Nadya's brother I should with Leon's brother I can, that's what I think.

I always try to greet her every time I meet her, join her conversation with Nadya and ask her what she is doing. It was all in vain and there seemed to be such a huge distance between us.

I was so happy when Bagas told Leon to take me to school during his work visit out of town.

Yeah, I'm the only one who feels it differently from Leon's very objectionable brother. Even though Leo was forced to do so because of the uncontested orders of Bagas, I am very happy that Leo will be taking me to school in a few weeks. I can't wait to show her off as such a handsome and cool sister to my friends.