Dear Me Jesselyn Anastasia
Regretted?

H - 3

This morning sun looks so bright, ready to encourage you to start a long day. The girl held up the blanket wrapped around her all night. The curtains covering the window of his room opened the window, allowing the morning air to fill his room.

He went to the bathroom, cleaned his body and gave a fresh feeling to the body that has been heavy and tired for several days but never once he showed in front of anyone.

After completing the ritual in the bathroom he also changed into casual clothes because he would not do activities outside the home.

Chequelek

"Geez!"

The girl was shocked when she just opened the door.

"Sister Leon was nothing, early in the morning, standing in front of my door."

"sorry"

That voice, a voice that was usually indisputable and full of emphasis turned into such a lethargy. That ever-excited tone of speech turned so uninspired.

Not to mention the face of the catfish and panda eyes in both eyes add to the impression like a frustrated person. The clothes used since last night were still attached to his body, meaning that since last night the man had not cleaned his body.

With a gontai step Leon brought Jesselyn back into his room.

"What the hell, brother, what do you want?" jesselyn doesn't like it. "If aunt saw how? If anyone wants to talk, let's go down."

"So soon, please?" pinta Leon restrains Jesselyn, who walks back to the exit.

"The door I open first."

Jesselyn opened the door leon had closed while taking her into the room.

When she turned around, Jesselyn found Leon in her bed, staring with his eyes in dark circles.

"What's wrong?" ask Jesselyn lazily.

Actually when he saw Leon standing at the door of his room, Jesselyn was so curious about Leon's disheveled appearance and dark circles in his eyes. His face looks tired especially his heavy eyes like last night did not sleep.

I want it to feel like Jesselyn asked but she paled because she was lazy if she had to argue with the man again.

These few days of being together with Leon preparing for marriage really makes him tired, not to mention the jealous and possessive nature of Leon makes him lazy to argue.

"What's wrong?" repeat Jesselyn because Leon hasn't answered her question.

"Not me but you. You why?" ask Leon to turn around.

"You mean Leon, I'm fine" Jesselyn said.

Jesselyn tidied up her still-cluttered bed, taking her eyes off Leon who kept looking at her with his disheveled face.

"Because of him, right? Aye?"

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"Leo"

"Stop, brother! Why talk about Leo?" sergeant Jesselyn doesn't like it.

"If it wasn't for him let alone trying to make you change your mind."

"Sister, please, me and Leo are just friends."

"If it's just a friend why don't you tell me I found him a few days ago and just the two of you? I know you two promised a meeting and I tried not to bother because I believe in you but your talk last night kept me thinking" Leon said at length.

"So, you know what makes me talk like that not because of anyone else but because of Leon's own brother" said Jesselyn.

"What am I really doing?"

Dizziness and indignation, that was what Jesselyn was currently feeling. He massaged his temple while looking down, choosing a word that would not be too harsh to express all what he felt while Leon's matted face grew tense.

Jesselyn's voice boomed all over the room and even her voice went down, drawing the attention of the people there.

Lena and Nadya looked at each other while they were setting the dining table. Hearing the commotion from upstairs the two ran away from the work they were doing.

"What I do because I love you and you know it."

Leon's soft voice sounded full of pity, although he did not like and accept hearing what Jesselyn said but he tried to calm down so as not to make mistakes that later made the girl even more angry with him.

"Darling? Does baby have to be like that, huh? Brother Leon knows no, what Leon's brother is doing is not making me closer but increasingly uncomfortable and can get away from Leon's brother. Make the distance that is near become more and more ja...."

"Stop!" leon's screams covered both ears. He could not bear to hear what Jesselyn said anymore.

Leon shuffled to the floor until his butt was flat and felt the coldness of the floor so cold in the morning. With both hands he brushed and grabbed his coarse hair. His head seemed to almost explode not strong to hear what had been in his heart. The girl he will marry in two days.

"You must have suffered so much holding everything back all this time. You must also be sorry and tired of this relationship" said Leon lirih with a raucous voice. Unknowingly his tears spilled but he swiftly wiped them and with all his might held back so that the clear grains did not spill again.

"Repent? Meaning what?" lena asked confusedly hearing what Leon had said.

"You guys, early in the morning it's been a fuss like this," Lena stared one by one the couple was looking for an explanation from the two but unfortunately no one opened his mouth.

Nadya only saw from the door but she was quite tense with the sight before her eyes. Even he did not realize if the jar of jam nenas in his hand he had not put it when running up earlier.

"Why be quiet? Soon you're getting married but why fight like a kid?" lena looked at the two.

"Sorry ma, Leon's wrong."

"good. It's great that you know what you're doing wrong even if you don't know what it is."

Leon got up and struggled to hold his body that felt so heavy. Her footsteps were so heavy as she approached Jesselyn who had been bowing silently since the arrival of her aunt.

"Solve your problems and get off breakfast" Lena said, leaving the two behind.

They let them both solve their own problems. He hopes that both of them will be more mature in responding to and making decisions about a problem both they do themselves and those who come from outside.

"Come on, don't snack" said Lena patting Nadya on the shoulder.

The atmosphere of the room turned silent. Leon stood right in front of Jesselyn and stared fixedly at the girl's face while the one stared at turned her face did not want to see each other.

"I love you and I'm sorry that the affection I have makes you so uncomfortable and maybe burdened."

Leon wiped away the damn tears that were without a cue slid flat on both of his cheeks.

Jesselyn remained silent and threw away her gaze from Leon. Leon dropped his head on Jesselyn's shoulder and again the damn tears seemed to race down her cheeks.

The girl's still body trembled as she felt the part of her shoulder that was not covered in wet clothes by Leon's tears.

He wanted to say something, but somehow his lips were so weak and heavy to say.

Long enough the two were in such a position until Leon slowly raised his head.

Cup

Leon kissed the girl's forehead in front of him for a while. Sweet and soft kiss to convey the affection that is in his heart. Leon pressed their eyebrows together, cupped Jesselyn's face and stared at the two girl beads.

Leon smiled as the clear details returned to action for the umpteenth time.

Slowly Leon lowered the hand that had been gently stroking Jesselyn's cheek.

"I'm sorry for everything" asked Leon to wipe his wet cheeks.

Jesselyn was in contact when Leon's hand did something. His eyes were round in disbelief but it was as if there were thousands of needles sewing his mouth not to speak.

Cup

"You are free now."

Stepping heavily, Leon leaves the room and its owner.