
Double ups.
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The knock on the door of the room was able to disperse the concentration of Leo, who had been disturbed since then, while staring at Victoria in silence.
"Let me open the door."
Leo got up from the edge of the bed and went to the door.
"Mommy?" leo's brows linked to see the figure of Lana standing upright in the door frame, smiling.
Hearing that, Victoria immediately rushed to Leo.
"Say Ruth, Victoria's awake ...?"
"I'm awake, Momm. Sorry I fell asleep."
Leo had not had time to answer it when Victoria who was suddenly beside him had answered Lana's question first.
"It's okay, Vic. Mommy just wanted to make sure because John's doctor had arrived."
"Doctor John?"
"Mommy insisted on calling John's doctor to come, because it was so worrying about you" Leo said, staring at Victoria.
"Leo said it right, Vic, your health has been disrupted lately. But Leo said, you always refuse whenever he wants to ask you to check up ..."
Victoria was silent for a moment, slightly bowed.
Lana was right, because in fact Victoria always refused whenever Leo wanted to call John's doctor, to check his health condition.
So far Victoria doesn't even know what to decide and do. Whether he should tell the truth or keep it to himself until the deadline that Victoria herself did not know.
What happened to Victoria was a second pregnancy, and her feelings remained the same as the beginning of her experience, more than five years ago.
Anxious, agitated, restless, and the most stifling of all tastes was that Victoria felt like she was in a great fear.
Fear of unwanted return ...
Fear of rejection ...
Fear of facing all his fears alone ...
"Vic," Leo's touch on Victoria's shoulder has awakened Victoria from a painful reverie.
His body gesture that was aghast even, came as a surprise to Leo and Lana as well.
"Vic, what are you daydreaming about?" ask Leo to be astonished.
Victoria shakes her head. "No ... I'm not daydreaming .." he said.
Seeing that scene, Lana exhaled her breath slowly. His eyes were directed towards Leo.
"Leo, go see John's doctor in daddy's room. Tell me to come in ten minutes."
Leo looked at Lana for a moment, but Lana rubbed Leo's arm slowly.
"There's something mommy should talk to Victoria about first. Come back another ten minutes." concluded Lana later, who greeted Leo's nod despite still with a face filled with curiosity.
While Victoria stood with a careless look on her face, waiting with a thumping chest, what her in-laws wanted to talk about, within ten minutes.
"Well Momm, I'll be back with Dr. John, after ten minutes" Leo said obediently.
His pair of eyes watched Victoria who was still bowed.
Leo touched Victoria's cheek for a moment, before finally moving out, leaving the two women with minds covered in a million questions.
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Silent.
A pair of Lana's eyes were staring straight at Victoria, who was sitting down with two fingers tied together, not infrequently twisting each other, each other, describes the typical gesture of someone who is in a nervous situation.
Actually Victoria did not know what the in-law wanted, but asked for ten minutes openly to speak with four eyes, clearly making Victoria's mind inevitably worried.
"Victoria ..." call Lana after almost a minute has passed for free.
"Yes, momm."
"Vic, mommy knows that it's not that easy to tell Leo everything, especially mommy. But, on the contrary ... It is not wrong that from now on, you also try to open yourself ..."
Victoria raised her face a little. He tries to defy Lana's long-time glitter, but in reality Victoria feels inadequate.
As a result Victoria was again bowed, when she realized that she did not even have the courage even though only to see each other.
"What happened to you now .. You must have known."
Victoria's face lifted a little to hear the sentence that impressed to the point.
Victoria suddenly felt her lips become twisted. He was increasingly unable to say anything.
"It's not the first, and at least you must have suspected something. You always say you're okay, and you always refuse whenever Leo wants you checked out by a doctor. You're too persistent in hiding everything ..."
"Momm, I ..."
"Momm, I don't understand what mommy's talking about .. I .. I ..."
In a panic Victoria tried to refute him, but in the end she again bowed helplessly, finding the look on Lana's face that actually looked so calm.
"I'm sorry mommy, Vic .. because in the end mommy has to do something that violates your privacy."
Lana clasped Victoria's fingers, forcing her daughter-in-law to look at her.
"Mommy's so curious, that without you knowing, mommy's been telling someone to follow you for the past few days."
"A-what ..? T-but what's mommy doing it for ...?" Victoria was shocked to hear Lana's confession.
"To know what mommy really wants to know" concluded Lana, her tone did not change in the slightest, staying calm as at the beginning.
Victoria's face was confused. Still do not understand the intention of Lana who has admitted that has ordered someone to watch his movements lately.
"Three days ago, mommy got a report that you had gone to the pharmacy to buy some pregnancy test kits ..."
Victoria's breath was slightly choked to hear it, barely believing that she was really being followed to such a detail.
"At last night you and Leo were staying at xx beach, mommy also had someone search your apartment, but they found nothing there ..." Lana paused for a moment, watching Victoria's paled face hear all her words. "But finally mommy found what mommy wanted to find, when you fell asleep. Here in this room, exactly in your bag ..."
Victoria simultaneously smothered her mouth. Now he has understood one hundred percent, where exactly the direction of Lana's sentence.
Lana was right, about three days ago when Victoria stopped by a pharmacy, deliberately bought some pregnancy test equipment.
But within three days, in fact he was so afraid to face the reality of what he feared.
Until this morning, in the end Victoria had done the test on her first urine when she and Leo were still in one of the xx hotel rooms, and the results of the test have been hidden Victoria in her bag.
Two test kits at once and both have shown the same two results.
Positively.
Then the scariest thing happened, when various bad memories, about how he had received the greatest rejection in his entire life, replayed in Victoria's mind.
Rejection and humiliation, which had eroded his entire sense of confidence, damaged the firmness of his soul, hurting his entire heart chamber without being left out.
Imagining all that bitterness, it felt like Victoria wanted to run away, get away and disappear.
"For a while mommy always thinks what makes you hide something so important, until finally mommy realizes it. That the only reason that made you do it was because you didn't have the confidence, as part of this family. You still doubt that for today and forever you are the daughter-in-law of the Arshlan family. Victoria, you're Leo's wife, and that won't change until anytime ..."
Two clear fruits flowed together from the corner of Lana's eye.
Really Lana feels very guilty, has made Victoria experience a trauma, in which there is also her who has contributed and participated.
"Victoria forgive mommy. Mommy caused everything, so you've experienced very bad things in the past ..."
"Mommy, no, don't say that .." In a flash Victoria's face had been soaked by tears. He felt unable to see how Lana was crying while apologizing.
"The wrong mommy, Vic, for all your misery so far, please give mommy a chance to make up for it ..."
"No, momm, don't talk like that anymore, I'm guilty because I didn't listen to mommy's warning before. Whatever it is, forgive me, momm .." said Victoria in a hoarse voice.
Lana nodded quickly. "I'm sorry Mommy also .." said Lana later, replying to Victoria's embrace tightly. "Victoria please .. never be afraid and alone again, because from now on, mommy promises, will always be by your side ..."
The two are now hugging each other, sobbing full of tears.
But different from before, because this time the cry of both is a cry of happiness, while the two hearts have agreed to forgive each other, and organize the future as well as possible.
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Doctor John was about to leave, after examining Victoria, and Leo led him to the door.
"Doctor, what's going on? Is my wife okay?" leo asked with a curious face.
Since then Leo has been outside, because Lana has forbidden him from entering the room.
"It's okay. Everything is good." replied Doctor John with a smile.
"Then why did mommy keep me from coming in? What's the matter, doctor?" leo asked again, still curious.
"If it were, I don't know, Mr. Leo. You better ask the reason directly, to Mrs Lana." replied Dr. John again with a smile dikulum.
It was a futile effort, if Leo tried to find a clue, because in fact John's doctor would never say anything to Leo, according to his promise to Lana.
Joan ... Joan ...
Doctor John honks his horn twice as his car passes over the front porch, where Leo is seen still standing there, waiting until Dr. John actually passes.
Leo even raised his right hand as soon as the sound of John's doctor's car horn sounded.
"This is a pleasant surprise for you, Mr. Leo. When you find out, I'm sure, you'll be very happy ..."
Doctor John muttered slowly behind the wheel, not forgetting to smile ...
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