ENTANGLED IN ADULT LOVE
A STUNNING TALK

"Why have you been quiet since..?" Arshlan kissed Lana's crown, which was leaning at no distance above her chest.

"What do I have to say, sir..?"

"Usually you always have a stock story that is not important." said Arshlan joking.

Lana snorted little hearing it. "Yes, all of my words are nonsense in your eyes, so it's good that I learn to be quiet.."

"Who told you that..? I didn't even order you to shut up."

"Say sir, all my talk is unimportant. I'm sorry sir, that I've been talking too much about unnecessary things. I admit, I do not know about business, politics, economics, everything.I'm just a stupid girl who dropped out of college, who does not know anything.." said Lana.

As Lana spoke, she said all those words without anger. The girl was busy playing her index finger on the surface of Arshlan's breastplate, but somehow Arshlan felt her heart ache to hear her words.

"You're insinuating me, aren't you..?"

"No Sir.." Lana immediately looked up a little, looking at Arshlan with a rippling face. Just for a moment before he looked down again, playing his index finger again.

Arshlan certainly did not know, that the more days Lana always felt her confidence was getting worn down.

Feelings of inferiority..

Become benalu..

Always ignored..

Not considered..

And not needed..

All these feelings often stopped in the depths of his heart, making him always ask why he was always in the wrong place. A place where he is always unwanted, unneeded, and always betrayed.

'What the hell is wrong with me..?'

'Why is it that wherever I am, I have always been a pathetic figure..?'

'Why is my fate so much al..?'

Funny and naive. How can it be armed with love and all his passionate feelings, he ever dreamed of being a woman who deserves a Mr. Arshlan..?

Now Lana only realized it after passing a few moments together. It turns out that a Mr. Arshlan is not just an ordinary established man like other businessmen.

The man is too great.it is too high..

Mr. Arshlan is not a man he can seduce with the word love. He's a very special man. She has everything, while Lana is the opposite.

Even though Lana was crying blood, it was still impossible for her. The two of them could never be as level and worth it.

"Sir, I'm actually starting to learn to accept the truth about who I am.."

"What do you mean..?" Arshlan had to suppress her voice in such a way, if not to look stunned.

"My point is. From now on I should know myself.."

Arshlan was silent to hear it. His pair of eyes only looked at Lana without a word, but there his heart was slashed, without him knowing the cause.

"Master, I don't want to argue with any women anymore. Every time I go out of control, I regret it. I was like a madman who was showing me how low my self-esteem was above all my stupidity. I must have embarrassed you for all my behavior all along. A respectable woman will not beat her neighbor even if she is angry.Honored woman will be rewarded according to her good speech, as well as her attitude. My attitude does not reflect the respectable woman at all.I do not come from a good family let alone being.I also dropped out of college.it feels like none of me can make you proud. You're right, I don't deserve you.."

"When did I say that..?" arshlan said slowly. "I've felt like I've never said anything like that." she said again.

"On the same day before I did anything bad to Miss Maura at the Black Swan villa, you asked me about how tomorrow you find a good woman, will I be able to accept it, and stop chasing after Mister..?"

Lana was silent for a long time, and so was Arshlan.

I don't know.

During this time Arshlan was so strong as to push Lana away, while without realizing it, it was herself who was increasingly attached to the girl so closely.

"So you want to say that you're starting to want to get out of my life..?"

There's no answer. Again, only the tip of Lana's fingers felt still above her chest, spinning slowly in the same place.

Arshlan grinned. It could not be denied that their conversation had made him even more upset, so his ego began to ignite.

"Finally you start giving up apparently." sissed Arshlan. "Good, but baby, your terms for me are too much. How could I possibly find a woman worthy of the first time I could tell you to leave, when you know for yourself.In this world, such a woman's stock is almost extinct."

Lana's speechless.

'really..? are my conditions too heavy..?'

'Why is everyone impressed like I did it on purpose in order to hold Mr. Arshlan for as long as possible so as not to tell me to leave..?'

'In essence, this man has no intention of even holding me back in the slightest.'

'I really am a pussy. I clung to Mr. Arshlan's life like a flea, and made myself comfortable in my own way..'

'While apart from channeling the naf su, there is not a single taste that can make Mr. Arshlan turn to see me. Love me sincerely..'

Lana bathes with a broken heart. Lana can't even imagine if her life will return to the beginning, where she is just a cheerful Lana without caring about every issue of life, before he knew love and was infatuated with a man, who would only embrace him when his inner needs were urgent to be met.

"Have your mother meet me tomorrow at lunch" Arshlan said, ditching all of Lana's daydreams.

"What..?"

"There's something I want to talk to your mother about."

Silent.

"Lana... You hear me..?"

"Okay, sir, I'll tell you to mom.."

After listening to Lana's reply, Arshlan had shuffled away from the girl's body before she actually got out of bed.

"Where are you going..?" asked Lana stunned to find Arshlan who had risen from the dispute.

"I have to go.."

"But it's late at night.."

"Tonight you want to stay here or go home..?" ask Arshlan without hinting at Lana.

Lana fell silent, only staring with a confused look at Arshlan who was busy picking up her clothes one by one and putting them back on.

"Lana's.."

"I'll just go home." said so while joining inching on the bed.

Now replace Arshlan who was fixated on staring at the girl for a long time.who was picking up one by one her clothes scattered on the floor, and wearing them in a slow motion..

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