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'You've got a lot of lovers..'
'But I'm the only one, who loves you sincerely.'
'Even though I can't give you a matching love,'
'I know, I understand.'
'Maybe you've been trying to accept it..'
'But it is I who cannot reach your heart.' - (Lana).
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"Master, may I ask you a question? this is the last thing I want to know.."
"You want to ask me what else..?" arshlan asked with concern, while looking at Lana deeply.
"Sir, did you really never love me in the least..? is there not the slightest bit of sense of Master's heart to maintain this relationship..? do I really not have a chance to be with Mister..?"
Arshlan melengos annoyed. "At a time like this, such a thing still wants you to ask." he hissed with an indifferent face.
Lana looked at Arshlan after goal, but the man looked cold and flat.
"The answer is clear. I don't love you." concluded Arshlan as if numb.
"But all this time.."
"I've been having fun like always. What do you think you are beautiful..? so that I can fall in love..?"
Again Arshlan's sentence pierced the heart of Lana. "So when you proposed to me in the morning and asked me to get married.all those beautiful words were a lie..? then when the Master praises and worships when we together wade through the beauty of love..all that... fake..?"
"When did I ever say I love you..?"
Lana.
'Never..!'
"Never..!'
'Even when they are at the highest peak tempestuous, where I so often express love.. Mr. Arshlan never once replied to the expression of all my feelings in the same sentence.'
'All right. 'cause in fact, all this time I was the stupid one..'
Lana bathin. A clear circle fell back from the corner of his eye.
"From the beginning my intention was just to make love to you. I was determined to propose to you, because you always refused to make love. What else do I want from a woman besides making love..?" Arshlan smiled with a mocking face. "You like it too, right? you're the one who kept on making the conditions that I should marry you first and then get everything. You said you were willing to do anything to be with me. make great love and have a future that no longer lacks.."
Lana was downcast receiving all the painfully endless sentences.
Everything's true. What Arshlan said was nothing wrong.
Arshlan was right. All this time Lana who continues to seduce Arshlan every time.
"Lana, from the beginning you were looking for a good life and have a lot of money. And today, I have made it happen, by living your dream. It's more than enough, as long as you don't become greedy to master something that until then, can never be yours."
Sentence after sentence belongs to Arshlan is not like a sembilu that continues to incur wounds, tearing Lana's self-esteem one by one without remaining.
"I hate you, Sir. How can you say so many cruel words." sizzled Lana slowly.
Arshlan threw away her gaze, while Lana's sentence was heard again.
"Sir, from the beginning I saw you at the club that night, I fell in love. From then on, I kept chasing after you like crazy. I clung to you, did all things beyond reason, kept showing that my love was so great, hoping to be reciprocated with the same love at some point. Sir, I don't know that you've been doing a lot of things to get me into trouble. I hold in my belief that only I can love you sincerely. But my dear.in the eyes of the Master everything I do, is nothing more than my selfishness and greed to have more than you can give.."
Lana sighed for a moment, while Arshlan was stunned for a long time.
It complicates Lana's life by sending her to Black Swan's villa, leaving Lana by the river so that Lana has to travel many kilometers to walk home, dragging Lana to the wedding altar for revenge, confine Lana without eating and drinking for more than twenty-four hours, bringing another woman, befriending Maura, acting recklessly..
Suddenly all the series of bad deeds filled Arshlan's mind one by one.
"It's okay, sir. I know myself enough, because in reality I am not the right woman, who can make you fall in love and love me unconditionally. I'm not worth it.."
Then Lana was seen wasting her breath heavily, before finally reaching for the document that Arshlan had wanted her to sign.
'Does it all have to end like this..?'
'Do I have to give up..?'
The corner of Lana's heart melts in pain.
Lana was powerless to look at the parting documents in her hands, but on the other hand she had no choice.
Arshlan's unanimous determination truly reflects that Arshlan no longer wants him, even though he has given up all love and affection.
"Master, all this is not because I don't want to stay and fight anymore. Not because my love is just too bad. But because I don't want to make your life difficult because you have to live with an unworthy woman." Lana closed her eyes for a while before she spoke again. "All right, I'll sign everything."
"Good." concluded Arshlan. His gaze fell just like that along with the pain that filled the entire room of his heart hearing Lana's final decision.
"Yes, Sir. I understand, because it looks like faster is better."
"What do you mean..?" Arshlan. Especially when he looked up to find Lana's pale face again, Arshlan even saw Lana rubbing her cheeks violently.
"That's what you want..? get away from me as soon as possible..?"
"Of course."
Now Lana smiled wryly realizing Arshlan's face even looked flatter.
"Sir, you won." without waiting any longer Lana had lowered her head toward the document that Arshlan had sent her, read it in passing, then mindlessly crossed out several points of agreement at once regarding the material contained therein, he said, leaving only one point about going abroad, and living away.
"Why did you cross it..? it's an official document."
"I don't need any of that" said Lana, putting her signature on the seal without looking. After finishing Lana also put the pen back on the document.
Arshlan was silent, and so was Lana. But their pair of eyes were now looking at each other without a word, while their bodies were each sitting rigidly on the table.
"Sir, do you feel relieved now..?"
Arshlan did not answer him, his gaze shifted when he saw the face of Lana that was filled with wounds.
"Sir, promise me in the future you will live well. Because from this moment on, I will promise to disappear forever from the life of the Master." Lana kept looking at Arshlan who no longer looked at her, continuing to throw her face away.
That's so..
In the end, Lana had to give up to follow Arshlan's wishes, even though her heart was not willing.
For Lana, life without Mr. Arshlan..
It is no different than death..
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