For A Husband Who Doesn't Love Me
04. Kirana Adila's

On the last night of the tahlilan event, Maira and Hidayat were reunited. Maira timidly stole a glance towards Hidayat who was sitting in the group of men. But suddenly his gaze was caught quickly by Hidayat.

The gaze of the man he likes looks sharp, has a meaning of dislike to him. Maira quickly lowered her head. His heart was racing full of anxiety.

When the show was over, and the worshippers had also returned home, Hidayat pulled Maira aside. Maira. His heart was increasingly made unbecoming by Hidayat's attitude that felt so hard and rough.

Maira did not dare to ask. In front of the man of his heart, he could only hide his joy.

"Maira knows right, what is it that you want from Maira right now?" Tanya Hidayat started.

Maira lifted her face, trying to dare to look at Hidayat's face.

"Can Maira help Brother?" Hidayat looked clear.

"Ba-help what, Bang? If Maira can, Maira will definitely do..." Maira replied.

"Reject_"

"Eh you're here..."

Hidayat did not have time to express his intentions, Bu Zainab suddenly came to them.

"Mother?" Hidayat and Maira looked at each other simultaneously. Hidayat was getting nervous. He felt that he was being caught by his own mother because he intended to incite Maira to refuse an arranged marriage between them.

"This life, how naughty... Comeon, in... It's not time for you to be together with Maira..." Omel Bu Zainab pretends not to know his son's purpose.

"But, Mom..." Hidayat looked disappointed. She was completely given no room by her mother to derail the match.

"Look, Yat! What if someone sees you? You want to marry Maira because of the julid talk of the neighbors who have misunderstood this?" Bu Zainab's question sounded worried.

Hidayat only fell silent, then breathed heavily after his mother died inside while holding Maira's hand. He walked back a few steps, then squeezed his hair firmly. He looked so upset, but there was absolutely nothing he could do.

Hidayat began to move away from the neighborhood of Maira's house, then he reached into his pants pocket and took his phone out of it.

His thumb was shaking playing the phone. He looks hesitant when staring at the screen of his phone is in a contact that says 'the beautiful actress'.

A few seconds later he was convinced to contact the contact.

His phone rang, and did not wait for long for his phone to be picked up from across the street.

"Assalamualaikum, Yeah..." A greeting was heard by a woman from the number she called.

"Greetings, Kiran..." Hidayat replied with a face filled with worry.

"Everything's fine, right? Why call now?" The voice of the woman he called Kiran sounded worried about him.

"I was betrothed, Kiran..." Hidayat. His jakun moved up and down, several times he gulped in restraining the turmoil of his own feelings.

Suddenly they were silent to each other even though the phone was still connected. The atmosphere was suddenly silent for a moment.

"Kira?" Repeated again after a few seconds did not receive an answer.

"What's wrong with me, Yat?" Suddenly a sad question he received.

"He's the brother of the late bang Ajiz, Kiran... That's Maira... Mom wanted me to marry her. I've tried so hard to resist, but I don't want to listen at all..." Hidayat explained.

"You didn't tell your family about me?"

Hidayat. He goes awry hearing the sadness behind Kiran's voice.

"I don't think it's time yet, Kiran... I guess I won't be asked to get married soon..."

"And now?" Kiran's voice began to sound resigned.

"I can't refuse my mother's request, Kiran... I don't want him to be sick. Ever since Zahra's departure, I never saw another smile on her lips. Let me follow my mother's will this time, Kiran... I'm sorry..." Hidayat said bitterly. He let out a heavy sigh after saying words that had actually hurt his own feelings.

The phone is decided unilaterally from across. There was no explanation, not even a plea for Hidayat to try to avoid the match. He realized that the woman he had just called was very disappointed after hearing from him.

Hidayat sat down behind the fence. His heart seemed to be breaking into pieces. He himself had just felt this pain of heartbreak because it was not sanctioned by parents.

"Did this hurt, brother? But after that still happy brother with bang Ajiz..." His weakness while propping up his forehead which felt heavy for a moment.

***

Kirana Adila, a beautiful actress who plays the character of Habibah in the film is not the fault of breastfeeding mothers. The film based on the novel by Zahrana made him selected as the female lead.

Kirana began to get to know and even get so close to Hidayat since the filming of the film. They often met on the set because Hidayat was the one who always accompanied his late brother there.

Kirana looked at her cell phone screen which showed a picture of Hidayat there. He looks sad. His eyes are red and teary. Just now he got the news that his lover was going to get married because he was betrothed.

Kirana remembered Hidayat's promise to wait for her to be ready for hijab, then left the entertainment world and they would get married afterwards.

He started to sob. "Why does this keep happening to me, Lord? What's wrong with me? Not veiling, doesn't mean I have to be punished constantly, does it? Everyone I loved left me... I'm holding out like this for my family, God..."

The atmosphere in his room turned gripping. Sendu was filled with sadness. I don't know what he's hiding in his chest, but he looks so unacceptable with his current destiny.

Kirana is beautiful. She is an actress who is often betrothed to Arya Irawan, a famous actor who is often juxtaposed with her in various films or soap operas that are popular in recent years. But who would have thought, in the real world he even established love with Hidayat secretly.

Starting from the chat, their relationship is getting closer. They even committed to getting married after Hidayat graduated from college, while Kirana solved her personal problems that kept her privacy from anyone.

Kirana's phone shook, she lazily opened it. A notification of an incoming message filled his phone screen.

"Have you sent the bill this month, Kiran? Shopping for your brother and sister please as soon as you transfer... Mama doesn't have any more savings..."

Kirana only read it, but she seemed not interested in replying to the message from her mother. Suddenly his tears just flowed, and then sobbed, making the atmosphere in his room even more tense. He looked so pitiful, even though the rooms and houses he lived in were so luxurious and elegant. No one knows what makes it so.