Friend's Choice Lover

Friend's Choice Lover
Prologues


Safiya Khanza Ayunindya's


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You know....


I am Safiya Khanza Ayunindya, just call me Khanza. Brown-haired girl who has an advantage. My advantage is being able to see creatures that cannot be seen by ordinary eyes.


That's just my advantage. Yet... I don't know what shortcomings I have. My parents said, I have this advantage because of the descendants of my great-grandfather. But, no matter what I am, I must be able to accept all of this with a chest of air.


My parents didn't know how to get them to remove my excess. What are their powers that are only as human beings. They just resigned and hope I can deal with it sincerely and gratefully, because rarely people in this world who have advantages like me.


One more thing you need to know....


I have a friend, his name is Satya Dimas Adriansyah. He was the most loyal friend compared to my female friends.


To me..


Friends are places where we can lose everything. Whether it is joy or sorrow. You guys are lucky to get a friend, especially if he is a man.


Friends are different from friends. Friends are loyal people, not just in need or need. But, the friend always gives us the best spirit, advice and support when we are lost.


Not only that, friends are people who can make us cry and laugh at the same time, like as a partner, lover and family.


Not infrequently if in this world, a pair of friends prefer to live together, because they already know the advantages, disadvantages, and character of each.


You don't have to dodge if you have a taste for your own best friend. Moreover, your best friend has given a sense of comfort to you.


Same with me. I wanted to express this feeling to her but, I couldn't bear to say it. Especially now that I'm far away from her. I can only rely on fate in the future. Would I be able to meet him again and tell him this feeling.


What I am currently thinking, is he still the same as before? When I fell, he always helped me and worried about me. And now, is he still the same Dimas who always helped me when I fell? Does he also still want to help me fight those invisible creatures? And is he still the same Dimas I used to know?


Really am... My mind is turbulent. Now I am 13 years old and precisely I am sitting on the bench of Junior High. For 8 years also Dimas and I have been living this friendly relationship.


Does he still remember me? Is he thinking of me too? What the hell is he doing there?


Question after question always comes to my mind. If only there had been a cell phone, we would have been preaching to each other.


All this time I always search his name on facebook, but I still do not find his name. Where is he now? Disappear now?


All this time I kept thinking about her relentlessly, the various ways I kept looking for social media about her.


Till....


2 Years passed and I finally found a new account on facebook about her. I immediately made a friendship with him and immediately inboxed him without hesitation.


I often take her, but somehow she always avoids me and I don't know why. I was so missed, but I shouldn't be selfish because I was afraid that she would stay away from me because of my over-indulgence.


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Satya Dimas Adriansyah


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I myself Satya Dimas Adriansyah, just call me Satya, because the name Dimas is only for Safiya. I didn't call her Khanza because her special name in my heart is Safiya. Fiya and I have had a friendship of about 8 years, maybe....


I didn't think much of him, but he was the best friend I had in the world. Very caring, friendly even though sometimes angry... Haha...


Now I've been sitting in 10th grade High School majoring in IPA. I didn't think time would pass so quickly. I always felt, now I'm in an LDR relationship with Fiya, I don't know if she has any feelings for me or not, but I definitely love her.


The first time I created an account, the first one to ask for friendship was her. At that moment I thought, is he okay there? How could he live this very complicated life on his own?


Is correct...


I know its advantages and disadvantages. The advantage is that he can see what I cannot see. I'm really proud of him, he's great at fighting it. Most children would be afraid if faced with creepy creatures. Different from Fiya, she was very brave than I thought.


The weakness I knew from him was that he was the one who was most afraid of losing something valuable from him.


Why would I say that?


At that time we were in 4th grade, she loved her grandmother the most. Until one day his grandmother died. When his gaze was empty, he did not eat and did not drink, but I was always by his side.


I was confused at the time, very confused...


I cried in front of him until I said "He's not my friend anymore". Instantly Fiya regained consciousness and immediately hugged me. She cried so much that our parents cried.


I persuaded her to eat and took her for a walk around her house and she innocently said to me.


"Why can't I see my grandmother"


I was confused at that time, I just thought hard beside him while twirling my eyeballs indistinctly. At that time I did not know anything and maybe because I was too b*d*h about death so I answered.


"I'm not dead, so I don't know"


That's the answer, but he even cried so while shouting that my own parents even scolded me. What I was thinking when I remembered that incident, was I wrong to say that?


I've told her enough. There are many memories we made when we were kids. Most importantly now, he should be better than he used to be.


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