
...Losing a friend is more painful than losing a friend. Because one friend is loyal, and the other only acts as a traitor....
...~Safiya Khanza Ayunindya~...
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A television news made me look at it straight away and cut my conversation. The feeling that made me instantly anxious and agitated immediately hunted me down. It was a strange and unusual feeling.
"latest news. Just had an accident on the xxxx road. The accident occurred as a result of the wild racing of a teenage boy.... Blah.. Blah.. Blah.."
I kept looking at the news in detail without knowing the circumstances around me. I'm just focusing on the victim. My eyes widened as I looked at the exact same victim's watch that Dimas was wearing. Instantly my body shook and immediately shouted his name.
"DIMAASSSSS.." I cried, and unconsciously my tears fell.
My body was not strong enough to stand until I sat on the floor crying. My mind is scared, I can't think. Many asked me who it was, but I really couldn't think of anything.
All the family went to the hospital and I was just thinking about Dimas, Dimas and Dimas. Heavy rain flushed the city all of a sudden, adding to my chaotic thoughts. I looked at my watch too. I panicked and was shocked when I saw my watch that had stopped for some time.
"Why did my watch stop?" inmost.
I took my watch off and tried to fix it. I opened my watch cover and changed the battery. I changed the time, still not beating. Until we were unaware we arrived. I got out of the car last. My family ran to the emergency room. A few policemen were also waiting for us to arrive outside the room.
Papa Kenzo immediately ran towards him and grabbed the shirt of one of the policemen on the spot.
"How is my son's condition doctor!!" papa Kenzo said with emotion.
Several other policemen helped separate Papa Kenzo and the police in his grip. And questioningly I kept staring at the two without stopping with my tears continuously dripping down.
The powerless little brother Dimas also hugged me suddenly. And before long, the policeman spoke, and made our attention really go to him.
"Sorry, the victim died on the spot" the police said.
"Deg"
My heart stopped instantly, I was limp, and so was Sintya who sat down as I sat down. I was crying on the spot. Sintya got up and hugged his mother who was being embraced by my mother.
But all of a sudden, Mama Lastri pulled me to my feet and "Plak..". His hand slapped my cheek, right in the same place, at the time my sister died and was slapped by my own mother.
I held my cheeks slowly and looked towards him. His face was full of anger and disliked me. Indeed 'what is my fault that I should get this treatment?'
"Your ways.. Hix... Satya is wretched... Hix... Because of this clock, all this happened to my son." said Mama Lastri while showing the clock that has been cracked and the fastener that was cut off.
"Then my son is close to you, you always bring bad luck... Hix.. All because of you... The son of a fucking carrier..."
Those words immediately made my heart ache. I cried and looked at him in disbelief. The person I always thought of as my second mother, it turned out that I had mistaken her.
"Now... You get out of here... So is your family... Hix.. You have no place here... Go!!"
Mama Lastri pointed behind me. I slowly stepped back and left the hospital. I can't say anything. My parents called me, but I ignored him for being so hurt.
"Dimas, why would you leave me here alone. I haven't been able to tell you my heart, but why did you leave? Whyyy?.. You know, now that I'm lonely, a lot of people are starting to hate me now. I have nothing more in this world. No friends and certainly other friends also hate me, just like your mother who hates me so much. This is so unfair.. I'd like to catch up with you, Dimas... Hiks.." I said in my heart while shouting.
I broke through the cold rain and kept holding onto the watch that Dimas was wearing. I ran without direction, without knowing the time must have been very late. I kept running and subconsciously crossed the road, but suddenly, I was limp and my body was not strong enough to stand. Not far from my distance, there was a car that was not clearly visible in my eyes because my eyes also blurred, until I finally was unconscious.
...*****...
Satya Dimas Adriansyah
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After a hard blow, I didn't feel any pain. I got up and saw the damage done to my bike. I was a little relieved that I survived, but my gaze was turned to him broken legs, head, face lying behind me. I crouched down, and I was about to pull his hand, but I couldn't hold it.
"Through." I said.
I held him and looked at the clock lying next to him. I took it, but I couldn't take it. I looked at my own pale-looking hands.
I slowly retreated, and before long a police motorbike approached me, and I was able to break it. I looked at myself and then I walked slowly backwards and then just looked at the people around me who were beginning to swarm my body.
"I'm no longer human."
I followed my body which was separated from my life. Until the ambulance came to take my body to the hospital. I stood in front of the emergency room, many little children passing by in front of me, as well as many curious spirits wandering around me. This was new to me, and when I saw them, I remembered Fiya.
"What about Fiya? I'm sure he's not okay."
My family came soon, and I went into hiding because I didn't know how to teleport like Aldo. I saw my family from a distance, all of them crying no exception with Fiya.
I also felt sad and guilty when my mother slapped him. But all I did was shut up without saying anything. Shut up and can't help Fiya. And maybe, this is the position of Fiya's sister when Fiya was slapped by his own mother.
I followed Fiya who was crying, even I could hear her heart. I feel very, very guilty and uneasy about leaving Fiya just like that.
"Sorry Fiya, I have no intention of leaving you. I'm sorry, because I didn't think my life was enough to get here either. So, please calm down."
I said in my heart, but he suddenly lost his way and was about to cross, but suddenly he fainted with the arrival of the car that was about to hit him. And the car came to a halt at the exact same time as Fiya who had fainted.
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