
...Even if I am not with you, at least I can make you happy and smile, and provide comfort even from a distance....
...~Satya Dimas Adrian ~...
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FLASHBACKS
As usual Dimas escorted Feni, no longer dropping off Fiya because more people cared about him.
"Sat, I want to go to the park first. You don't mind, do you?"
"All right."
Dimas did not feel objected even though because Dimas was having free time. He went to the park with Feni. They sit on a bench. Feni continued to stare towards the sky which at that moment was very bright.
"Sat.."
Dimas reflexively looked at him without answering anything.
"Lo again marahan same Fiya, or you are jealous because Fiya there is a sneakin."
"You mean?"
"Don't shut it off from me Sat. Lo his best friend must know more nature. And you know not Sat, he kept telling me about lo, berandai - if you move here again and he most awaits lo Sat. He also once said, after graduating from here he wanted to continue the university with your house so he could stop by your house."
Dimas smiled slightly hearing Feni's words.
"Will he miss me so much that I was taken into his wishful thinking?" inmost.
Dimas let out a long sigh and looked towards the sky which was now partially covered in clouds.
"Gue denger your conversation with Fiya after from UKS, I know what Fiya means. Indeed I made him in an uncomfortable position, so I had to stay away for a moment so that he was comfortable. Although it is not me who makes him smile, but I must be able to keep it even from a distance. It's true, we're both not marahan, just keep your distance."
Feni nodded her head in a nod while listening to the explanation Dimas gave.
"Keep, you've joined the recruitment of PMR members, right?"
"Yes, I'll come."
"Thank God."
They end the conversation and ask Dimas to drop Feni off.
FLASHBACK OFF
...*****...
Dimas returned to the class after the recruitment of new members was completed. So did Aldi who was sitting on his bench. Dimas also chose to put his head on the table with his hands.
Before long Fiya and Feni came and sat in their respective places. The position of Dimas and Aldi is still the same, namely exchanging seats. Feni who saw Dimas close his eyes shook his body slowly.
"Sat, you sick?"
Dimas woke up and sighed and raised his head which hurt a little.
"No, no."
Not long after the teacher came to start the morning subjects.
"Emmm.. Za, you sit behind me, I want to talk to Aldi."
"Yes can."
Fiya also sat behind and between the two just fell silent.
...*****...
The return school arrives, and Fiya prefers to use her taxi. Dimas who saw it was astonished and met Aldi for a moment with Feni.
"Fiya went home alone?"
"Yes, I have business so can not nganterin, Fiya also choose to go home using a taxi, it's a coincidence."
Aldi put on his helmet and then turned on his bike.
"Yes, I'm ahead."
Aldi leaves them both and then Dimas and Feni also go home. On the way, Dimas was confused by Fiya's attitude lately.
"Ehm.. Emm.. Fen, do you think Aldi and Fiya have any more problems?"
"I don't think from Aldi's expression and answer."
"Go home, right?"
"Yes, just go home."
Dimas also escorted Feni as usual. Feni got off Dimas' motor and as he passed by, he suddenly tripped over a rock and Dimas deftly held his hand not to fall.
"Be careful Fen, you're not papa, are you?"
"Gue is not papa. Thanks."
"Yes alike. I'm saying yes."
Feni nodded and saw Dimas leave until he got away from his house.
As soon as he reached his home, his sister greeted him with a smile.
"Why smile on your own?"
"Mas tumben is not the same brother Khanza?"
"Yes Sat, he hasn't played here in a few days. You guys fighting?"
"Not really, ordinary. I went to the room first, huh mah."
"Yes there, it will come down again nganterin this cake to the house of Khanza ya."
"Why not mom?"
"That's not marahan, why bother?"
"Yes, I'll take you."
Dimas went to Fiya's house after he took a short break and changed his clothes.
"Assynolajet. Mama Ova."
"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. Satya boy, let's go in"
"No, Satya still has business. Satya came here just want to nganter this, told mama earlier."
"Oohh, don't stop by. Fiya there's the room."
"Let him rest mah, I still have business, next time, I'm sorry."
"Yes, papa."
"Wa'alaikumsalam."
Dimas does not forget to kiss Ova's mother's hand and then leaves Fiya's house disappointed. Dimas was eager to see Fiya, yet he hesitated to see her.
......*****......
The next day, Dimas sees Aldi walking alone in the school corridor. Dimas ran to chase her.
"Is it not the same?"
"He refused, he said he was a little late."
"Ooh.. I see."
"Why is it not the same again?"
"No papa, I've been busy lately."
"Ooh.."
"Gue first."
Dimas leaves Aldi to his class. Dimas was waiting for Fiya, his feelings started to be anxious and worried. Feni came and sat on his stool.
"Look at Fiya?"
"Well, he didn't say the same to you?"
"Say what?"
"Khanza didn't leave because she wasn't feeling well."
"Dam."
"Why?"
"Gue someone is missing. I'm gonna let you know, tell the teacher."
Feni just stayed in place in a daze. Dimas cradled his bag and then ran out to his class. Aldi who saw him running through it only shook his head in wonder. Aldi walked into his class and approached Feni who was sitting alone.
"Where is Satya going?"
"Something is missing."
"Ooh.. So. He said Khanza's a little late, but how come it's not there yet?"
"You don't know, Khanza's sick again."
"ill? From when?"
"No idea."
"Haisshu.."
Aldi was also about to leave with his bag, but Feni held his hand.
"Where are you going?"
"Khanza's House."
"Teacher is coming in soon."
Aldi quickly threw Feni's hand and walked straight out of his class.
On the other hand, Dimas also arrived at Fiya's house through a rat road so that the distance he traveled was quite close. She went straight inside Fiya's house and she was shocked that Lastri's mom was there too.
"Moment"
"Khanza's sick, why didn't she say it to Mama?"
"I don't know Fiya is sick either."
"Loh Satya, why don't you go to school?" mama Ova said when she saw Dimas neatly in his uniform.
"No papa Va, Satya happens to be here, who knows Khanza wants to eat. Sana Sat, try you to go to her room to persuade her to eat. Mama's permission to go with the teacher if you don't go in."
Dimas nodded and placed his bag next to his mother.
"Mama Ova, here the plate let Satya persuade."
Mama Ova gave her tray to Dimas. And Dimas immediately went up to Fiya's room. Dimas opened the door of his room slowly and saw Fiya lying behind him.
"I said I don't want to eat."
"He's sick, you have to eat."
Fiya's eyes immediately widened upon hearing an unfamiliar voice sound in his ears. He turned around and sat down, but suddenly his head felt like it was spinning and he was holding his head. Dimas put his tray on the table and helped him lean on the headboard.
"Eat yes, let's not get dizzy anymore."
Fiya.
"Your eyes are swollen, you're crying."
Fiya kept shaking. Dimas also let out a long sigh and took the porridge in the tray and scooped it into Fiya's mouth.
"More.. Akk."
Fiya shook his head and pushed the spoon slowly. And looked into his eyes disappointed.
"Do I have to get sick first for you to come here? Do I have to get sick first so you can pick me up again? And do I have to get sick first for you to see me?"
Fiya's stifled tears trickled down and Dimas, who saw her, felt guilty for walking away from her. He rubbed his tears with his thumb, but Fiya threw them away.
"Why Hah? Why did you meet me.. Hix.. Whyyy?.. I'm not your best friend.hiks.."
Fiya hits Dimas in the chest, and Dimas hugs him.
"I'm sorry Fiya, I know what your position is, and I'm trying to appreciate you being comfortable."
"Basic fool hicks.. I don't want to be away from you anymore.. Hicks.."
"Hit me, but please don't be mad at me."
"How could I be angry with you? Hix...How does.. Hicks.."
"I'm sorry, sorry.. I promise I won't stay away from you anymore."
Fiya hugged her and shed his tears on Dimas' chest. Dimas stroked his head and back.
"Stop your tears, don't cry anymore. I'm here right now, if there's anything to say so I don't stay away from you anymore. Eat first, if not tomorrow I move out of town again."
Dimas' simple threat made Fiya nod and eat the porridge with a Dimas feed. They were unaware of Aldi's arrival at the door. Aldi who wanted to enter was forced to go back down.
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