
I feel uninspired at school today. I feel reluctant to leave. But I can't possibly be truant either. Especially today there is a replay.
Since morning I have been quiet. I'm still thinking about yesterday's events.
"That ... What the hell are you? Really messy today?" kiki asked in a whisper - whispered afraid of being caught by the Master Maam who was watching us daily replicates.
"Not whatwhat. Not feeling well, Ki," I told a lie. Kiki still looked at me with a look of disbelief. It was as if he was trying to get into my mind through the glare of his sharp eyes.
I turned away from him, as a strange smell smelled at the base of my nose.
What else is this! A woman arrived - suddenly flashed into the classroom. The invisible woman walked without her hand.
Glacier!!
"Ngapain is also the devil here!" my inner.
It was as if he was looking around for something. I looked down, because I was so lazy to have to deal with something like this. Especially if there are lessons in class. My focus will be divided. After all this broad daylight why use nongol everything! Wonderful deh.
The break bell rings. Danu and Dion go straight to the OSIS room. Me and Kiki are still in class.
"Tha, yuk canteen. Doni has been waiting for me" he asked.
"Eum... No, Ki. you are. I'll go to PERPUS, "I said.
"Why? You're really sick, Tha?" ask Kiki while sticking the back of her hand against my forehead.
"I'm okay. Go to the canteen. Poor Doni wait," forced me.
"No ah. I'll give you a chance, Tha." Kiki then wrapped her hand around my arm.
"What the hell ah. It's there! Meet your boyfriend. Later ngambek. I'm okay once, Ki. Really." I kept trying to convince him.
"Seriously?" ask her while looking me in the eyes. I nodded weakly. "If there's any story dong, Tha."
"Yes, I'm okay. I just want to read it in the library. It's there ah." I pushed his body slowly, as a form of subtle expulsion. I deliberately avoid crowds and friends, because it deliberately wants to avoid Radit. Kiki finally went to the cafeteria, albeit with a confused face.
Classes were deserted, all went out with their own affairs. It usually ends up in the cafeteria.
I close my sweeter which I keep wearing from morning. It feels cold today. Though the sun had appeared and gave her warm rays since then, but somehow I felt cold. Maybe I was sick. I kept walking out of class, to PERPUS which is not far from my class.
The atmosphere of PERPUS is not too crowded. There were only a few people I saw reading quietly.
I took an interesting novel off the bookshelf then sat away from the others. I feel like I want to be alone today.
There are times when we are just friends with solitude. To understand what we really want and who really cares.
Someone pulled a bench in front of me. I didn't see it because I'd rather be immersed in this book in front of me.
He sat down, his right hand placed on the table. Since the table wasn't too big, I could see how his hands were shaped.
It's filthy! His entire hand was dirty and his smell was rancid at once rotten.
I slowly looked at the owner of this hand in front of me. I gulped, saw the figure that had appeared in the classroom, now it was in the library.
He looked at me sharply with his long hair unraveling randomly - a scramble covering part of his face.
'Where's my hand...'
'Where's my hand...'
He just kept asking that. I had to close the book I was reading and then I slowly moved away from it. I stared at the figure, afraid to arrive - he approached me. I walked backwards out of the perpus. Some of the people there looked at me confused.
No matter what was on people's minds, I knew I had to leave right then and there. Until the door of the porous, I turned around and ...
I fell because I hit someone. Radit hugged me. I even glared in shock to find it in front of me at this moment.
'I feel like I want to avoid this creature too. Why is he even nongol here?'
"What's wrong with you, Tha?" radit was confused.
I immediately let go of Radit's embrace."It's okay" I said and left in front of him.
Radit pulled my hand back.
"You why the hell? From yesterday was weird! I'm wrong What is Tha, to you??come say. Don't get me. I'm confused, Tha," she asked a little pleading.
"I'm okay, Dit." I tried to let go of Radit's hand that kept holding me back who was about to leave.
"lik! There may be nothing. I beg you, Tha. Tell me where my fault is. Don't think gini," his whine.
"I'm okay. I'm just not feeling well anymore, Dit. Yes, I am tired. Go back to class first."
"You sick? What pain, Tha? Have you taken your medicine yet?" he came closer to me and looked at my face from a close distance.
I automatically backed away a bit.
"Yes, let me anter" he said, pulling my hand.
"Eh... But, Dit...."
"Why again? Come on, I'm anterine" he said, then turned to look at me.
"I ... I'm laper," I replied spoiled.
Radit smile. Then random shuffle my hair. "yes yuk, canteen first"
Radit was still holding my hand to the cafeteria. I tried to let go of Radit's grip. But he kept coming back to take me.
Until the new canteen he was about to let go of his hand. We then headed to Arden's desk. Everyone's gathered there, except me and Radit.
"Bright... Here you go, where the hell, Tha?Radit nyariin you know from earlier" said Dedi.
I just smile. Then sit next to Arden. I leaned my head against Arden's arm.
"Why?" asked Brother Arden while stroking my head gently.
I shook my head but drowned my face in her arms.
"Dec... What the hell is it? Dit! You want me!?" asked brother Arden staring intently at Radit.
"I don't know what, Den. Seriously.
Suddenly there was a smell of rancid, and Arden's arm was hot. I'm gonna put my head on looking at Arden. Brother Arden's face is pale. I finally took my hand off my brother Arden.
When looking to the side. That figure again. I screamed and went back to hiding in my brother's arms. Brother Arden then looked over.
"There is none" he whispered
"Why, Tha?" ask the others compact.
I'm crying instead. Duh, how to be a gini crybaby huh. And that leaves them confused. Because this is the first time they've seen me cry.
"Udah, Deck. I'm leaving, right?" ask brother Arden and hug me.
The bell went in.
"Yuk, you go to class, brother Arden" took me and took my hand. Another friend of mine walked to you, taking me to my class too. These ten of us are famous throughout the school. And no one dared to look for trouble with us. It has been proven from yesterday's problems, and it is reinforced by our background, all martial arts masters.
Arden and I have been studying karate since we were in elementary school. Danu and Dion studied pencak silat.
Dedi studied taekwondo. Doni studied Jujitsu. This is because Doni's parents often go to Japan. And Doni's father is also a jujitsu master. Well, the kind of martial arts that are rarely heard of is indeed.
As for Radit, he was the most numerous among us, besides studying pencak silat he also studied Aikido, jujitsu and judo. He really likes Japanese culture. That's why he fits Doni so well.
And maybe because Radit is more often alone at home, so that not only basketball is an escape, but also martial arts.
When we were going to my class, we passed by Alya.
Brother Arden and Mba Alya throw each other a smile.
However, back I saw a figure who continued to follow Mba Alya. And what surprised me was that she looked a lot like Alya.
"Eh ... Alyas. Where are you going, Al?" Suddenly, Dedi blocked the path of Mba Alya.
"God! What the hell! Move!!" snapped brother Arden.
"Cie ... Someone is belain. Okay sorry, please continue the journey Miss Alya." Dedi stepped aside and slightly bent his body and told Mba Alya to pass.
I kept looking at that figure.
"Sir ... mba Alya twins?" my many.
"Huh? a timing? He's an only child on deck" Arden said in shock.
"Well, who's that?? Take a look, brother, "let me know.
Brother Arden opened his third eye and looked at Mba Alya who was walking away.
"Yes Allah. How can I not fathom ya.." muttered brother arden.
"Eh, Alya's followed by the devil, Tha?"ask Doni curiously. Follow staring mba Alya who is getting farther and farther.
"Ih, time anyway. Even though the child often to the mosque. "
"No guarantee, gaes. But how can you, Den?? Tha??''
"Mending brother asked. He doesn't really have a twin, "my advice.
Brother Arden just nodded.
As I was about to enter my classroom, Radit pulled my hand again.
"Eh. uh... What the hell is that? Hold hold?" asked Arden while pointing at Radit's hand.
"Just a second, Den, ah!" grumbled Radit upset.
Arden and the others laughed and they waited in front of my class talking. I don't know what was said, I didn't hear it. Meanwhile, Kiki immediately entered the class because he forgot to do the task.
"Later yuk road, Tha. I have two tickets to see" he said, then showed me two tickets to the movie.
"Eum, sorry, Dit. I don't want to watch anymore. Next time, yes," I replied lazily.
"Hm, it's okay if you don't want to. But then I'll go to your house, yes," he said again.
"As much as you."
"I don't know what my mistake was, Tha. Maybe I made you angry or sad. Maybe I didn't intentionally do it. I am a fool. Who can't do anything right. I can only apologize. I'm sorry, Tha. If I have the same fault with you. I will try to improve my attitude and nature if something makes you uncomfortable" he said seriously and at length
"Harj, Tha! "Dedi's object peeked out
I was quiet for a while.
"I want to go to the hill of Trenggulasih," I said for a long time did not have the heart to also act cold to Radit. However, this is not entirely his fault.
Radit looked at me with a sparkle.
"OK on my way home from school I'll go straight to your house, yeah. We're going there" he said.
I'm just smiling. Then get into class. Radit went back to the others and it seemed like they were going back to their class.
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You must know the pain of unspeakable love.
A love that can only be caught in silence.
People even said silently. But I don't think that happens in love.
For love must be expressed and abstinence brought to silence.
For love should be expressed, then proven by attitude and deeds.
That's how love should be.
But I really don't have a choice. Pardon me!
And...
Forgive anyone who is serious about apologizing and let life go forward into a new story.