
Today we leave from the house of the senses.
After breakfast we left because of the distance.
"Make you." Suddenly senses gave me a box of chocolates
"Eh... Still no surprises, yes, "I'm happy.
I opened the chocolate box and I ate a chocolate ball.
I feed my senses too. There is a feeling of comfort, when I feed my senses like this.
Arriving at my office, I saw Dani and dimas leaving together.
"Yes udh, I'm leaving. Thanks for the surprise semalem." said I.
Cup
I kiss indra's left cheek.
"Again dong.." joked him while thrusting the other cheek at me.
"Udah.. Shame many who see.."kataku dodge.tambut open the car door beside me. indra hold my hand and then change to kiss my forehead.
"Brains of heart, baby. If there's anything about me." he said before I got out of his car.
I nodded with a smile.
I then screamed at the dimas and Dani who was about to enter the lobby.
They're looking at me.
"For nis. Girang really.." said dimas.
"Ciee. dapet brown nih.pantes seneng bgt" chirped dani.
"Eh, for dong.." pinta dimas.
"See, one but. Not much." I said.
They took each one.
We walked into the elevator.
In the office there are mia, yuli and fitra.
Then we started working.
While busy doing some work, I suddenly became nauseous.
Why yes?
Don't let me catch a cold, I thought.
I ran into a toilet not far from our division.
"Nis, why??" yell mia.
I threw up in the sink and wanted to vomit, but no one came out.
Duh, why else..
After my nausea was slightly gone, I returned to the room. With gontai steps, while holding my head and stomach.
When I sit in my chair..
Yuli looked at me in wonder.
"Why nis?" tanyakanya.
"Don't know. get in the wind time yes.want to vomit, but no one came out." I said limp.
"Nis.." screeched mia while walking over.
"What??!" i'm vexed.
Again not because of gini even he ngajak becanda.
"Don't don't." he interrupted while looking at me with his eyeballs widened.
"Don't do what??"i wonder.
"You." he said again.
The others turned towards me with the same look as Mia.
"Hamiiiilll" yelled at everyone at the same time and then looked at me happily.
'Yeeaaaaayyy' they said while jumping happy.
"Eh. uh.. Not necessarily the time" I'm not sure.
"That's you, sure.sure!!"yuli said zeal.
"Yuk, we buy a testpack.."refer fitra.
Everyone stared at the strange image.
She smiles.
"Saking his screech guys, will be a nephew," he said softly with a crisp smile.
"Go on, get home from work." I said.
Wonder, I'm pregnant with them.
Uh, yeah if pregnant anyway.
From morning until noon I always drink warm tea brought by Mr. Dikin.
At lunch, a friend of mine treated me special.
Prepare a seat for me, wipe the table for me, order food.
They're just too much.hehehe.
Arrive when you get home from the office.
Indra has come early.I ran a little towards him.
"Hi darling."whom.
Then I hugged him.
Suddenly my feelings became was. My heart was beating faster, my body was shaking and sweating coldly.
What pain am I really in?my thinking.
"Why you?"asked indra astonished to see the change in my face.
"Eum.. Not feeling well ndra. yuk just go home," ask me.
He looked at me in surprise and took me in the car.
We then went home, senses a little speeding up the pace of his vehicle.
To get home faster.
My chest is getting claustrophobic.
Arrive arrive..
'bruugga!!'
Our car was hit from behind by a bus. Our car is smearing.
"Aaaahhhhh "yelling me. Indra tried to control the steering wheel but like it was difficult.we hit the road barrier.
My eyes blurred, then it was all dark.
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I smell a typical drug.I open my eyes slowly.
The atmosphere was different, unlike in my room.
Don't let me stay at the hospital again.
When I opened my eyes wide, it turns out my guess was right. I was at the hospital.
My legs hurt a lot, even my whole body.
What the hell happened to me? I tried to remember, but all blank.
"Nis, are you aware?alhamdulillah." said a man who looked foreign to me.
I was still watching the conditions around me.
"I'm in the hospital again?"my many.
"Yes, you were in a coma for 3 days" he said.
"Where is Adam? papahs?brother Yusuf?"my many.
"So they came home first, but they're coming here soon. Patience, yes" he said familiar.
I was just surprised to see his behavior.
Papah came with Adam.
"Are you aware of Nisa, Ndra?alhamdulilla," said brother adam happy.
The man smiled and nodded.
"Nisa's here again, sister.."you're confused.
"Yes, you crashed yesterday deck.. Oh yeah, ndra, have you called the doctor yet??" ask brother adam.
"So Indra has told me brother, just come here again."
"Sir .. Who is he?" I asked while pointing at the man who had been in my room.
They were all silent, as if they couldn't believe what I said.
Even the man you call senses, take a step back with a pale face.
Soon he came closer to me.
"Nis, you're kidding me again right?? Not funny ..ayo dong, stop kandain me.." he said as he grabbed my hand smiling bitterly.
I threw his hand.
"What the hell? who are you ?hold me..
Papah, brother.. Who is he??" I asked while trying to sit down.
I saw her shedding tears, somehow my heart ached seeing her cry.
But I really don't know who he is.
"Nis, don't you know the senses??seriously??" ask brother adam.
I nodded confidently.
Indra covered her mouth with her right hand while continuing to retreat in order. He looks very frustrated. Then sat in the corner of the room while covering his face with both feet.he cried. brother Adam approached him while trying to calm him.
Papah came out of the room screaming for the doctor.
Soon the doctor came and checked my condition.
"We need to check in more detail sir. It's possible that Miss Nisa had an anterograde amnesia. So this is a condition where bu nisa has a memory disorder of past events still attached so tightly to her memory. Only, he can only remember the past while the recent events even can not be remembered at all" said the doctor.
"Yes Allah.. So he doesn't remember me because I'm in the present doc?" indra stood up, approaching still with glassy eyes.
"It seems so sir indra, later I will check again for more details." said the doctor.
Before long Shinta and Yusuf came with some people.
"Nis, do you know them?"ask brother adam.
Those who had just come were confused to hear Adam's question.
I was quiet for a while.
"Sister Shinta same brother yusuf aja I know. who else?"ask again.
Brother Yusuf frowned, then looked at his confused senses.
Everyone was crying to see me.
"What the hell is this?? blahin sis"paksaku. Brother Adam approached Brother Joseph while whispering.
Brother Yusuf who understands my condition is approaching.
I'm nodding.
"But who is he?"ask again.
Brother Yusuf glazed with glass, his lips trembled with his tears.
"He, indra.. Your husband." said brother yusuf.
"Huh?? a husband? when did I get married? am I still in college??"I said confused.
"Doctor.. "The father asked for a doctor's explanation again.
"It seems right my guess, ma'am nisa has an Anterograde amnesia." the doctor was more convinced by his words.
"How do you heal Doc? he can remember everything again, right??" ask brother adam.
"Insha Allah.. Just give it to God.. And try to cultivate memories of lost memories, so that mom can remember them again."
"Thank you doc.." said papah.
"Tok, nisa can go home." I said with a look. I was already feeling terrified as some astral figures started to approach.
"Aaahhhh... That.."yelling me while pointing to the door of my room room.I saw a pocong figure standing, the cotton in his eyes was dislodged, but the cotton on his nose was still there.
I thrashed until my infusion came off and shed a lot of blood.
Indra swiftly approached and hugged me tightly.
"Udah, no papa.ada I'm here.you don't be afraid.. Calm down.." whisper it in my ear.
"I don't want to go home here." I whine.
"Yes, we go home." he said again.
It feels comfortable to be in his arms.
A couple of nurses came in to treat a torn wound because of my loose infusion. After treatment and in plaster, I was finally allowed to go home, but once a week I had to check up to find out my progress.
Sis Shinta with the 2 women helped me pack.
I looked at them, trying to remember, but I'm right2 forgot.
Brother Shinta saw me looking at the 2 people beside him approaching,
"Nis, knowin, this is rahma's sister, brother joseph's wife.. Next to him, ma'am Marisa she's papah's wife now." said brother shinta.
I just kept quiet, tried to digest what happened to me. Maybe I really forgot the memory.they both hugged me pity.
Indra came in, then nodded to Shinta, while brother adam, brother Yusuf and papah were seen discussing seriously while sitting on the sofa.
"Where is the wheelchair?"ask shinta.
"No need. let the senses go" he said while looking at me deeply.
I think I was treated that way by him.
We got out of the room and headed to the parking lot.
A state of silence as the senses carried me to the parking lot.
"Aren't you tired? far away "my words tried to open up the chat. My face and face this time were very close.
"No. I always bopong you gini, every time you enter RS nis. Not tired at all" he said with a smile and looked at me deeply.
Seerrrr
My heart rippled to see it. Maybe it's true that he's my husband, and maybe my dad and my brother lied. But I can't take it yet.
Arriving at a car, indra opened the passenger door for me, then sat me in the seat with a heart.
Others ride in papah's car and Yusuf's sister.
Then the senses turn around the car and get into the driver's seat.
"Who's home?" ask her with a smile.
I'm nodding.
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Pov indra's
It was like being hit by lightning in broad daylight.When nisa doesn't remember me, she has amnesia. I feel like my heart is broken.
But, I will not give up. I will continue to love her as always. I'll remind you again of the memory between the two of us.
Like when I lost my memory, I was sure that Nisa would remember me one day too.if she didn't remember me, I will make her fall in love with me again just like when we first met.
She also had a miscarriage.
I did not expect nisa pregnant. it seems that nisa also does not know her own pregnancy, the doctor said her gestational age is only 3 weeks.
And because of that accident, I lost my son, the fruit of my love for nisa.
Arriving home, kubopong again nisa. because her legs still hurt. There is a slight crack but said the doctor will quickly improve.his feet are still wearing a cast.
I only had a small wound.
Until my room lay nisa on the bed and I covered her legs.
"Want a drink? or eat something?" soft ask.
"cold milk.." she asked, while continuing to look at me .
"Okay.just yeah.."
I went to the kitchen to get her some cold milk.
Mamah, papah, kak adam ,kak yusuf kak shinta and kak rahma who stood outside the room looking at me pity.
"Prophe ndra." said brother adam patting my shoulder
"Yes sis.."my heart.
Then I went back to the room with nisa's cold milk order.
"Nih... drink yes. slowly aja..sayang.." said I.
He was silent for a moment.
"I'm sorry, you can't call me rich just now.
There was a bitter taste in my chest hearing the rejection from nisa.
"Yes, I understand, I'm sorry" I said, looking down.
"I'm sorry, I really don't want you. Even if we're already married.maybe I'll slow down again.so as long as I don't know what.. Not like a husband and wife in general."his words made me frown.
"You mean?"
"Eum. I. I'm still confused.so....."
I put my index finger in front of Nisa's mouth.
"Sst... Yes, I understand. I won't call you baby anymore. But please allow 1h. please.."my request.
"What?"
"Let me always be by your side huh. I'll make you remember all of it. I can definitely nis."My dear.
"Eum.. but if I can't take anymore gmn?''
I was silent for a moment staring fixedly at his eyes.
"No problem.. I'll make a new memory in your mind.It's clear, we're married. Whatever happens I'll always be next to you.." I said.
He licked his lips, like he was thinking for a moment.
"Yes has been, can.. "She finally agreed.
"One more," I said as he drank the milk in his hand.
"What else??" tanyakanya.
"Never refuse all my attention.."
He was stunned, then drank out his favorite cold milk.
And ended with a nod, although it looks a bit doubtful.
After the milk ran out, he lay down.
I went to the sofa next to the bed next to Nisa sleeping.
I picked up the pillow earlier and it looks like starting tonight the sofa is a new bed for me.
The light I turned off. The condition of the room that had been unable to make me sleep.
Many times I have fixed my sleeping position.
But always uncomfortable.it feels if hugging nisa, surely I immediately fell asleep as usual.
"Indraaaa.."call her.
My eyes that I had forced closed suddenly I opened wide.
"Yes, why?"my many.
"Isn't you sleepy yet?"
The question is quite tickling. It looks like he's the same, but he can sleep fast, just like me.
Even though we are one of the couples who are easily closed when the night is late.
"Not yet.can't sleep.are you?" askaku.
"Same.. We just talk yuk.I'm still curious about all the things I missed.." he said.
With a burning spirit, I got up and sat on the sofa.
He turned on the light next to him.
I'm still sitting on the couch.
"What do you want?" soft ask.
"Eum.. Uh, you moved here deh.biar nice to talk. time away from gini" he asked as he patted the bed next to him.
I smiled happily, at least it's a good start for me and Nisa.
Immediately I move to bring my pillow to nisa's side.
"Okees... What do you want?" ask me while fixing my sitting position facing him.
"Eum...we marry how long?"
I smile.
"It's not long, it's only been a few months"
He was silent for a moment.
"Where do we know?"
Then I told you the beginning of our meeting, then became familiar and until marriage.
He listened carefully to every detail of my words.
"So, if I touch you, 'they're gone?" he asked as if he could not believe it.
"Yes like that.. "My eyes are relaxed, so I lay my tired body next to Nisa.
He's still asking me very detailed questions.
I answered in accordance with the reality.
Until 00:00 in the morning, I saw nisa began to yawn. Maybe the influence of the drug has begun to feel now.
"Udh malem nis, sleep is. You still need a lot of rest. bsk we continue talking." I said.
"Yeah.I've been sleepy"." he said and corrected his sleeping position.
I covered nisa, and then I kissed her forehead.
At first he was a bit uncomfortable, but he saw me not doing any more rejections.Maybe he remembered my request earlier, not to refuse all forms of attention from me.
I went back to the sofa because it looks like Nisa can't sleep in bed with me yet.
Good night honey's..