I'm Too Tired of Trying
6. fairy tale

" pa mama where " said Alia to her parents' room

" mama again with Alina, why "said her father

" no , Alia to the room first yes" said Alia lying

" Lia here "call her father, and she approaches her father

" what's going on" said his father, who was followed by a trouser from Alia

" can't lie later his nose is long like Pinocchio, want "said his father softly

" no that, actually I want to be in a fairy tale bacain before sleeping with mom" said Alia sadly

" why is it sad there is papa, come here papa fairytalein" said his father raised Alia to his bed and lay down next to his father

" emang papa can "said Alia softly

" can dong" said his father smiled, his father began to tell stories , what makes Alia fall asleep is actually her father can not storytelling but Alia enjoys when her father stroked her hair gently because she has long not felt so , because her mother is always busy with her sister , she did not rebuke her mother because her sister was smaller and needed more attention but over time she felt that she also needed her mother's affection

" sorry" said his father after seeing Alia who was fast asleep, then kissed Alia's forehead and slept beside Alia while hugging her

morning 🖤

" loh why Alia is here" said her mother

" yes, she was going to sleep with you but since you were with Alina so she slept with me" said her father

" sorry" said his mother

" it's okay he must understand" Alia's father said as he looked at her

" i know she always understood" said her mother approaching Alia

" honey woke up" said his mother while stroking Alia's hair that made Alia wake up

" let's go to room , Lia will have to go to school" said her mother softly

" let's help mama be ready" said her mother who made Alia happy, when going Alina came

" mama, I want to eat" said Alina

" just a minute, after mom helped Lia "persuade her mom

" no I don't want to " said Alina

" dear don't gini" said his mother softly

which made Alina cry

" it's okay" said Alia softly

" sorry yes, later ready to be ready with aunt yes" said his mother

" it's okay Alia can be alone, mama invited Alina to eat first kasian she was hungry" said Alia smiling

" yeah Lia to the room first yes" said Alia smiled and left

" honey can't do that" her mother told Alina

in Alia's room

" first use this, then this" said Alia wearing her uniform while watching the video tutorial, actually he still can't wear his own uniform because of his multi-layered uniform and quite complicated but if he continues to can't who will help him there's no way his servant will continue to help him because every the day he was going to get bigger so he thought that he should be able to do everything himself

" ultimately, now lives the hair and then the shoes" said Alia happily while she was combing her hair she was a little in pain , because he could not use his own hairband he also used hairpins, then wore shoes easily because he often wore them himself

five days later 🖤

Alia looks happy to see the decor of her house because she thought even though her birthday a few days ago but her family still remembers her but after some time it turns out the party was not for her but for her sister , Alia forgot that her sister's birthday was only three days with her because before her family never celebrated Alina's birthday because she was a child, and did not know anything that made her sad , but no one realizes that and Alia does not want her family to be sad she can only restrain herself , in the moment of all giving his sister a gift he felt envious but he could not vent his anger because his sister did not know what

" sister, which gift am I " said Alina

" it's in room , later brother love ya" said Alia trying to look happy

" get cool, don't forget yes" said Alina happily followed by a nod from Alia, when the event finished all the rest and returned to how it was after, in the afternoon , Alia heard the ginger sponge seller she bought it and without realizing every time she was disappointed she always ate it even though she did not like it because the spicy taste stung and it could help her cover her sadness

" Lia what sponge is delicious, brother saw you eat it also yesterday" said Alex curious to see Alia who entered with a ginger sponge

" good enough, but Lia doesn't know if the other sister wants to try " said Alia who followed a nod from Alex when she had swallowed it arrived she felt spiciness and ran to the dining table while letting out tears, Alia also ran to follow him

" sister why "said Alia

" is this why you always cry after eating it" said Alex a little relieved after drinking that makes Alia wonder

" i mean what because it's spicy, it's so pungent" Alex said

" yes, it's like this but I like it" said Alia softly

" you are unique" said Alex not to think with Alia who was a child but able to eat something spicy, then Alex left

" i don't like it but I can't help myself " muttered Alia sadly

three years later🖤

" ma, I only ask for one day, can't you give me your time "weep Alia

" not so" said his mother

" then what, what because today is also the big day Alina " cried Alia

" Alia don't yell "cry Alex

" i always kept quiet and accepted everything, but today I can't be so please listen to me this time "cry Alia

" i know, I have a sister so I have to understand if you're paying more attention to Alina, but that doesn't mean you can't pay attention to me right " cried Alia

" it's not so, mom will come after Alina's show is over" explained her mom

" why should that be why you can't accompany me first why should after Alina, I also want to be accompanied , I don't just want to accompany "crying Alia

" that's not it, my mom wanted to see my sister after my show was over" Alina said

" why so maybe mama doesn't know but you know that my show was for a while 'before I kept giving up but why when I asked you instead ask also "sad Alia while crying

" you always ask for , and always you get , and I , I just ask for today I never ask for another , I just need mama , I just need mama , and you know that but mama said I'll go to your show after Alina's show finishes mama promise , I approve of it but until my show is over you don't come I'm always jealous of the others and keep holding it but this time I'm so begging 'em , I even kept stalling but what I was like was a child who kept waiting for someone who wanted to think of me as a "broken cry Alia who made her mother cry