I'm Too Tired of Trying
7. I'm just disappointed

" not so "his mother cries

" then what, you ignored me " cried Alia

" Lia, don't yell "yell her father

" father shut up I don't blame you, 'cause you're the only one who always remembers me , maybe you're rarely with us but you never forget us but I'm disappointed as a husband you should have advised mom not to be like that, and you shouldn't always say , it's okay he's a kid who can understand, yes I do understand but don't make it just me why can't you guys, what because I can accept and always understand so " alia's cry blew away all her frustration

" i agree with your words but why don't you comply with my request "weep Alia weakly

" and you, when I was in trouble, I never held anyone back from accompanying me, I always thought you were a kid you needed a mama more when I couldn't solve my own problems myself , but you said you were in trouble ', then why didn't you take the initiative to get mom to see me, and until when you're going to depend on someone else ', I also want to be understood not only to be able to understand " crying Alia

" sister, I'm sorry I promise I won't be so again "weeping Alina holding Alia's hand sitting on the floor

" i don't think it's necessary, everything is done" said Alia flatly let go of Alina's hand and stood up

" i'm sorry for being selfish, I'm sorry " said Alia flat and climbed into her room leaving everything behind

" i guess I have indeed ignored her "mother's cry

" you calm down first, we'd better give him some alone time later we'll talk to him after he's better" said his father , they also go to their respective rooms not to forget that their mother took Alia's medal and her charter of appreciation which has been struck by Alia herself , after they disbanded Alina and Alex also went to their respective rooms, as well as the servants who had been paying attention back to doing their duties

in the night

in the kitchen

" please let's eat, the food is ready" said his mother

" Lia is still full you guys first if hungry Lia eat" said Alia without looking at her mother

" yes, my mom is sisain" said her mother

" yes, then Lia comes out first" said Alia

" where is it going malem" said his mother

" it's okay, Lia just wants to get some fresh air" said Lia without seeing her mother

" you are still angry with your mother, sorry mama ya "said her mother sad Alia turned her head

" it's okay, mama don't worry, Lia is just a little emotion, Lia goes yes" said Alia pura smiling , Alia went alone to the park near her house while carrying her gingerbread that she kept in a small refrigerator in her room and her cell phone, in the park Alia sat alone while eating her sponge and heard a song that can make her calm on her cellphone while staring at the happiness of people who play joking together ,

while continuing to eat her sponge which makes her continue to shed tears without issuing a word arrived a child approached Alia who made her turn off her mobile phone

" sister, sister" said the boy, Alia wiped away her tears

" yes" said Alia smiling

" sad brother" said the boy

" no really, the snacks are too spicy" said Alia smiling

" if you cry hold my hand, he said that if you hold my hand, people can come back happy" said the boy plainly while sticking his hand out

" emang brother can hold " said Alia smiling followed by a nod from the child Alia also clasped her hand

" how "said the boy was pleased

" hm right, now brother is excited again" said Alia smiling as she wiped her tears

" that's " said the boy

" o yes mama sama papa where "said Alia

" it's dead but it's okay, I still have my brother and grandfather" the boy smiled

" you miss them" said Alia sadly

" sister need not be sad, said the grandfather of the same mother is still there but here "said the boy while touching his chest that makes Alia smile

" then her grandfather where "said Alia

" why can "say Alia

" i was playing outside the house, but unconsciously I went away" said the boy

" you know the address" said Alia

" know but I don't know which side, from earlier I just turned around" said the boy

" where" said Alia

" on Cempaka street , near the Kenari housing complex in housing no 24A" the child said

" yes, let's help you find " said Alia smiling

" seriously "said the happy boy who followed a nod from Alia

" let's go" said Alia smiling while holding the child did not forget the phone and the rest of her sponge, then left

down the road

" o yes your name who "said Alia while walking around with the child

" my name is Aslan" said the boy

" Aslan, her name is good" said Alia smiling

" yes dong , his son is handsome, a child as handsome as I am rare to know not kak "said the boy was proud that made Alia just smile forced

" you care so much" said Alia smiling

" yes dong if life was in pede- pede in aja" said the boy who made Alia smile in wonder

" excuse me sister" said Alia to the person they met

" yes" said the man

" i want nanya, Cempaka street, the Canary complex where yes" said Alia

" you just straight follow this path after that there is the first crossroad well there you go to the right straight later you will see a sign that says Complex Canary" said the person

" thank you" said Alia, then they went to follow the direction of the man, namu on the way they did not understand the layout so they again asked and continued to ask

" what are you doing, you are here to look after your master, and now you are even negligent and make my granddaughter disappear "angered Grandfather Aslan to all his servants and housekeepers

" if anything happens to my granddaughter you see I will make you tormented "the threat of Aslan's grandfather, suddenly came his housekeeper who was also looking for Aslan

" where Aslan "worrys her brother

" sorry sir, we didn't find it" the guards said fearfully

" are you this many but can't find just one little child" Aslan's grandfather annoyed

" grandfather calm we should report to the police" said his eldest grandson

" no the police won't move before twenty-four hours" said his grandfather

" in that case, we should all now go back to looking for him, because there is no point in talking" Aslan's brother said

" you're right" said his grandfather then looked back at all his house workers

" why are you guys silent quickly find my grandson "snaps Aslan's grandfather who scares everyone

" grandfather should calm down and we go find Aslan" said his grandfather's grandson, listening to him,

by the time they were all about to go look for Aslan suddenly

" grandfather, big brother "call Aslan happy from the outside that makes everything turn