I'm Too Tired of Trying
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" excuse my sister "crying Alia "Alina" said Alex then hugged her, arrived "you, this is all your fault" said his father coldly as he looked at his wife "what papa means " alex said "it's all your fault if, you don't come out then this won't happen, you knowingly, you're happy now" his father said as he looked at Alia " no. I accidentally, I didn't know this was going to happen " cried Alia
" don't pretend, you should know that if you shouldn't be out at night you've grown up you should know this is going to happen" his father said "no I never meant it this way " cry Alia "pa, this is fate" said Alex "I know but if she doesn't come out, my wife won't go this way" said her father "pa, she's also our mother, we're also sad " said Alex "it's my fault but I never intended to harm anyone "crying Alia" but seeing you killed my wife, you've killed your mother" said her father "no I didn't kill "weeping Alia" pa, she was also the victim" Alex said "if she was the victim why only my wife left " said his father "pa " shouted Alex "pa, this is destiny" said Alina crying, her father left with mixed feelings
" i really didn't mean "crying Alia
" i'm sorry, I accidentally "cried Alia, Alex hugged her while Alina held her hand crying
" i'm sorry, my sister is wrong, I " cried Alina but Alia did not answer and continued to cry
" it's nobody's fault it's fate "crying Alex
after two days of her mother's funeral
Alia is still in care and transferred to the VIP room "Al , let's eat " said Alex "no I don't want to " said Alia moody "let's let you quickly go out " said Alex "yes, brother let's eat the soup is good" said Alina "where papa" said Alia moody "why he did not visit me" said Alia " it's not just papa a lot of work" Alex said
actually at his father's funeral was also absent, and until now did not go home and continue to work and forget all his , her assistants and Alex also often tell her to go home and not torture herself but her father is so stubborn and constantly working and looking for busyness like a person who has no family , from here his father rarely came home and continued to go on business trips so his company also grew rapidly in a few months
" is she still angry" said Alia "no, papa will never be angry to brother ", said Alina who made Alia suddenly smile faintly
" sister, here let me feed Lia's sister" said Alina "let's open my mouth" said Alina
" no I'm not hungry" said Alia gloomily
" let's eat, Alina's hands are already pegel it "said Alex smiling "then don't do it, I've said I don't want to "said Alia "Come sis just once, please, please "said Alina who made Alia again smile faintly
" why when I beg you not to hear me" said Alia moody who made Alina put her soup spoon back "sorry sister" said Alina sadly " I knew you'd say that " said Alia
" Alia, what do you do what if it's hot "angry Alex" I've told you I don't want but you guys keep forcing "angry Alia "we're just worried , if you're not our family, we also don't want "an angry Alex who makes Alia a little sad
" then don't, I don't need any pity from you guys, I never ask "angry Alia "you should think before you act , you deserve to be blamed " annoyed Alex while taking Alina away "go don't come back I don't need you guys "angry Alia suddenly she let out tears while sleeping sideways "you guys are right I should think before acting , if I did then this wouldn't have happened "crying Alia silently
" papa, I'm sorry, I didn't mean I was just really disappointed" cried Alia
" but I didn't mean to make my disappointment into a pain that left all shattered "weeping Alia
" sister, we should apologize tomorrow to Lia's sister " said Alina in the car "no I don't want to "said Alex "sister, Lia's sister is sick again , he must be very sad therefore he is not as usual, as older brother brother must also be able to control the emotions of brother ", said Alina who made Alex also feel guilty "well " alex made Alina smile
" i'm sorry " said Alia crying as she closed her eyes
" mister, if you don't want to visit non Alia he must be very sad "said his assistant who made Alia's father silent "i'm still busy" said Alydran "do you want to send flowers" said his assistant "you're ART or my secretary "sad Alydran "sorry sir" said his assistant lowered his head
" sister see I bring 'bread" said Alina happily
" sister wants "said Alina "no" said Alia flat turned her face "Alia, sister apologizes, for yesterday" said Alex
" no need, your words are also not wrong, you should also not care about me, I never asked " said Alia "are you still angry " alex said that made Alia turn her head "I'm not angry just accept the reality" said Alia flat
" as you said, I should have thought before I acted and right now I'm doing it , I know it all because of me if I didn't love all of you and just kept giving up then none of this would have happened and if you hadn't existed then it wouldn't have been like this " alia said coldly while looking at Alina who made Alex upset "silence, I apologize just because Alina asked so don't blame her , you should have known this wouldn't be like this if you were angry indistinctly "angry Alex
" o so it's not that you feel guilty but, it's good that you're honest so I won't feel bad either" Alia said "remember, you're not the brother I know , you're not my sister" Alex said "what your sister looks like, what a weak person it is then I tell you from today I am not your sister so you should leave because I never ask but always give " said Alia coldly , Alex left irritated "sister" said Alina after Alex