In Memories
the part 119
"Pardon us, trust that Ditya loves you so much and he does this to keep things all right. He wants you not to worry about his condition at all times." Bara explained what Ziana must know so that there is no continuing misunderstanding.
"But I'm his wife! why here even I myself do not know the condition of my husband, if you know this I will certainly take good care of him. He's my husband!" Ziana exclaimed with an incessant sobbing, Ziana smacked her own chest.
"Sabar Zi, don't do this." Lena hugged Ziana to calm her friend down.
"What does my husband really hurt?" Ziana looked at Bara and Lena alternately.
"Leukemia" Bara said.
Like being struck by lightning, what he now heard made him sculpt. He is now trying to digest everything well, the disease mentioned by Bara as if ringing continuously in his ears.
As soon as Ziana regained her senses, her limp legs were unable to support her body. He fell on the hospital floor with his heart-wrenching cries for anyone who heard him.
"Why do you have any heart for me, Kak Ditya's illness is so serious. Do I have to wait like this?" he said with a choked voice. And Lena immediately asked Ziana to sit on the chair.
"I tried to persuade her but she insisted on not telling you anything about her illness. I'm just an outsider Zi, if I interfere more deeply it's impossible."
"What treatment should my husband take?" Ziana asked after she calmed down a little and started thinking clearly, because now the most important thing was the health of her husband.
"He must immediately get a better handler, not just drugs but chemotherapy and even surgery is the only way so he can recover."
"I've never seen him take medicine, my God what kind of wife I am even my husband is so sick I don't know." Ziana again hit her own chest feeling the tightness in her heart if considering her husband only fought alone and really alone.
"Udah Zi, don't beat yourself up. Now the most important thing is to be calm, and think positively that everything will be okay. We'll fight together for Ditya's healing." Lena wiped her tears that had flowed, seeing how fragile her best friend was.
"Thank you Len without you I don't know what to do in the future."
"Zi persuaded Ditya so that he would immediately seek treatment even I have given him a list of hospitals abroad that have more complete equipment. Only you can make him fight to heal." Bara patted Ziana's shoulder gently, looking into her eyes, nodding as if reassuringly he could do it.
"Well, I'll definitely persuade him."
After that the door opened and out came doctor Fiko who had given medical treatment to Aditya.
"How's my husband doing, doc?" Ziana immediately approached Doctor Fiko.
"At this time the condition is stable, maybe the burden of the mind that is too heavy makes it drop. I advise him not to be too tired and also do not let him think a lot what else is a heavy thing that can cause his body is not strong and his weak endurance will be very vulnerable to his health." explained doctor Fiko explained Aditya's condition.
"Well doc, I will definitely take good care of her. has my husband come to my senses?"
"Thank you doc."
Doctor Fiko smilingly nodded and before stepping away he patted Bara on the shoulder as a form of sympathy towards her.
"Is there anything I don't know about my husband's condition anymore? so that I can take care of her properly." Ziana looked at Bara curiously.
"Some, Ditya suffered from PTSD or post-traumatic stress disorder." Bara also explained in great detail including the events that Aditya experienced that caused him to experience trauma and also the steps that Ziana had to do if at any time her trauma relapsed.
During her marriage Ziana had never seen the strange gurgle of Aditya's attitude. He behaves normally because his life with Ziana makes him calm and Aditya considers if his life is perfect to get a companion life that is so dear to him that his trauma has rarely recurred.
But now that he is back at a low point, Bara believes Aditya will think about his illness and it will have a bad impact on his emotions. Ziana must know the truth, so she is ready if later Aditya's attitude is beyond her own control.
"O Lord my husband, so heavy is your test." murmured Ziana with increasingly broken cries hearing the narration about her husband's condition from Bara.
"You must be strong Zi, we will always help you" Bara said.
"Let me go to her room, I want to be the first person she sees when she wakes up." Ziana wiped away her tears, she tried to stand up and strengthen her steps to meet her husband.
"All right." The three of them stepped together to head to the top floor where Aditya was treated.
When she reached the front door, Ziana pressed the door handle to open with a trembling hand. I don't know if he's really nervous about meeting Aditya right now. The door of the room was open at the sight of her husband's body lying weak no different with an infusion hose in his hand as well as oxygen attached to his nose.
His pale face looks as if he is now very tired, Aditya is still not human. He was like a man who was fast asleep.
"Zi you're gonna need some time alone with your husband, we'll go home first and if anything, call me immediately." Bara codes Lena to obey what Bara says and this time Lena seems to agree with Bara, she nods in agreement.
"Lo don't get rich new people know me yes whenever you need, call me at dawn even though I'm ready." Lena is following.
"Thank you once again, it's true I need some time to be with him."
After leaving Lena, Bara left Aditya's ward. While Ziana sat beside Aditya, she clasped her husband's hand, and unceasingly kissed him. Seeing Aditya's current state made her tears back rushing down the river soaking her chuby cheeks.
Ziana continued to cry when she remembered the suffering her husband had suffered due to his illness. Two serious illnesses left Aditya helpless.
As he was crying, Aditya opened his eyes.It is clear that the wife he loved was crying in front of him, the thing he was so afraid of finally happened.
"Don't cry sweety, I'm fine." Aditya tried to reach Ziana's face to wipe her tears that were not stopping crying when she knew Aditya was awake.