In Memories
part 30's
A cold night as her heart Ziana had not been out of the room since coming home this afternoon. He keeps thinking about whether he did anything wrong to Aditya so that he behaved as if he did not know him, or indeed so that he knows himself and moves away from him.
"If I don't deserve you, at least give me the reassurance that I know and don't expect much anymore" murmured Ziana softly.
"Do I have to meet her at the company but isn't it annoying?" Ziana shook her head dizzy to take what steps she had to take.
He saw his cell phone looking again at his message conversation with aditya.
"I'm hungry issh seems to be out eating good meatballs here, ah just 8 o'clock." Ziana rushed to change her clothes she was going to get out of the house by riding her motorcycle.
After leaving the room, his mother and father were watching.
"Where are you going Zi?" asked Mr. Risman to see his daughter.
"Zi wants to eat meatballs sir."
"Yes, your heart is already at night" said Ms. Rina.
"Yes." Yeah." Ziana rushed out her motorbike and went towards her subscription meatballs.
"Try there is Zian I will not go out alone, ah kangen is also the same child." murmured Ziana in the middle of her journey.
When he was about to turn he was surprised by another vehicle that came opposite, he almost got hit if not slam the steering wheel to the sidewalk of the road. As a result, he and his motorbike pulled to the side. fortunately not to fall, it's just that he was shocked and screamed hysterically.
"Aaaaaaaaa fucking lo if you use dong's eyes!!" he stroked his chest in shock with the car that almost hit him.
"Is there a wound?" that voice was the owner of the heart that he had longed for.
Ziana turned her body so she could clearly stare at the man who had made her cry all day.
"Sir Ditya."
"Is there a wound?" he said again with his cold face when he found out who the girl who almost got hit by him was.
"Nothing." Ziana replied shook her head while looking fixedly at Aditya's face.
"All right." Aditya turned around to leave Ziana, Ziana quickly confronted him.
"Wait, why does it have to be like this, brother?" Ziana looked up at her face because her height was only limited to the man's shoulder.
"Just get here, I hope we'll never see each other again and forget that ridiculous play." his eyes looked the other way, he didn't want to look directly at Ziana's face.
"Is it because I like Ditya? is there not the slightest bit of me in your heart, brother?" ziana's eyes began to glaze over.
"Don't dream too high!!" Aditya emphasized his words and then turned to walk away.
"Well from today on I will never bother you again and from this moment on I will bury my feelings for you. Thank you for rejecting me with this pain." Ziana's defense shattered her tears dripping with a rush, she cried stifled.
Aditya who was stepping stopped listening to Ziana's words. There was pain and stifling her chest as Ziana said those words, he wanted to turn around and hug her but her memory of Ziana with another man made her step away and get into the car then passed leaving Ziana.
His body was limp and he crouched down and hugged his legs Ziana sobbed, he knew that this might be the end of his struggle but it did not mean the end of his love.
"Arggggggghhhhhh why is my heart so sick!! I should be happy this is what I expect from a woman like her!!! Women who easily change men!!!!" Aditya Trus yelled and hit the driver of his car.
He spurred quickly on his favorite sports car. Overtaking all the vehicles in front of him, walking continuously with uncertain direction. And without realizing it he had stopped at a bar, he quickly descended to his place to relieve the dizziness of his problem.
He booked a VIP room to keep his privacy safe, then he called his best friend Bara Abraham to meet him at the bar.
"Whether he took her to the bar, there must be a big problem, so I better go see him." Bara muttered after getting a call from Aditya he was preparing to go to the bar.
Aditya who was in a state of turmoil continued to drink the alcoholic beverage, he had spent 2 bottles of drink before the embers reached the room.
Not long ago Bara also came, surprised to see Aditya was very messy he was drunk heavily.
"Well, what happened?what's the problem, huh?" Bara continued to pat Aditya's cheek which had lost consciousness.
"She's gone, but why is my heart hurting when this is what I want!! I should be happy but this chest is so tight my heart hurts!!" Aditya patted his chest with a trembling voice restraining his emotions.
"Well, it turns out that women, never fall in love once you fall, you really fall to the brink." Bara shook his head.
"Well get all your heart out, I'll accompany you here." This is a rare occurrence according to him because Aditya has never been this bad especially just because of women.
"You are the best." Aditya laughed out loud after that he kept quiet and started to fumble again.
"I saw him in the parking lot with other men they were staring at each other for a long time. I hate it so much, I want to teach a man who has dared to approach him!!" racau Aditya with his explosive emotions.
"It turns out he is the same as ****** out there not a day he told me his feelings, he easily changed with another man!!" he continued by continuing to drink.
"I foolishly believe you Ziana!!!" his yell.
"What!!! just because of that? it's stupid you're so stupid, but other business you're smart and cunning but your romance is so stupid. I'm ashamed to admit you as my friend."
"So I met her and said something hurtful to her, never to know me again. But why is my heart so sick, so hurt!!!" again and again Aditya raved revealing all his heart.
"Are you stupid Ditya!!" Bara who continues to listen to him blabbering can only curse him.
Actually he was eager to bring her home to the apartment, but it would be more pleasant for him to see his arrogant friend to express his heart. If he is conscious, he cannot tell everything.
"Are you satisfied to reveal your heart to Ditya, if I'm going to take you home." Bara stood up to take Aditya who was drunk.
Aditya continues to mingle more and more obscurely he continues to call the name Ziana in her unconscious state due to the influence of alcohol.
"Hah love is always complicated, especially about women so I do not want to get married what my life will be like." murmured Bara by driving her car after occupying Aditya in the passenger seat.