In Memories
part 143's

"What exactly made you contact me?" he asked a second time because he did not get an answer from Aditya.

Silence occurred for a while because Aditya was still staring intensely at the face of his rival, but he must be able to make peace with his feelings. With his heavy breathing he tried to open his voice.

"You're my wife" only that word came out of Aditya's mouth.

"What do you mean?" evan asked not to understand.

"You sure Ditya? you still have time." asked Bara shaking his head, he had expected the direction of this conversation to lead to where. It's just that he doesn't believe that someone who has never known despair like Aditya will succumb quickly.

While Evan only frowned he did not understand the chatter of the two people before him. Now he is waiting for answers but even those who argue.

"What's the matter exactly?"

"I'll be soon, I'll leave my wife. Take care of him." Aditya said in an ordinary tone, flat invisible any expression from his face. His attitude was so calm, but really in his heart he was very fragile. No one wants to leave the person they love most to another. It's just that fate is not on his side.

"Actually this adavapa? what the hell's going on? explain everything to me." Evan was confused by all the ambiguous remarks from Aditya's mouth.

Bara also tried to explain all the things he had to say about all the problems that now occur. Evan's eyes turned sad to hear all the words Bara said to him.

"Don't pity me." said Aditya who is now sipping his warm drink, coffee latte.

"I just don't think, why do you think that far?" ask Evan.

"Although my transition was successful, at least I've spoken to you."

"Ziana is not an item, she has the right to choose her way of life. Although I admit I love her but it's about feelings, I don't want to." Said Evan although deep down he also wanted Ziana to be his life companion but not in this way.

"As if I don't have time to negotiate."

"I still don't want to." Evan looked at Aditya firmly.

"I just don't want if later after my departure, he'll continue to dissolve in grief. I'm afraid he won't be able to stand up again after I'm gone. You're the only one I trust to wipe away her tears later."

Evan swallowed his saliva, he heard all the words of a husband who was currently on the edge of death. Evan was unable to say - words, he did not expect it would happen like this. Even though he wanted Ziana so much, he always prayed that Ziana would live happily ever after with Aditya.

At first glance imagining Ziana crying bitterly made her heart seem to be pinched, the dream image of that time seemed to revolve in her head. His gaze was blank, he was silent his thoughts were now only on Ziana.

"Do I have to beg you? all right I'll do." Aditya stood up and when he was about to kneel, Evan immediately realized from his daydream and supported Aditya's body to stand back up.

"Well, I'll do as you ask."

"Thank you, don't let go of her hand even if she asks you to go."

"All right." Said Evan who no longer knew what to say, at this time his heart and mind were so shocked, hearing the strange request from his rival.

"But remember please fight for her and don't give up, Ziana loves you so much. I'm sure you won't have to take my word, you'll be cured." Evan continued, patting Aditya's hand gently.

"Sure." That's just a short speech coming out of Aditya's mouth.

May there be a miracle for you, Ditya, even though fate will not favor you later, I agree with what you are doing right now. I see that he is a good man, and I would do the same if he was in your position.

After the meeting ended, Aditya went back to the hotel. He said goodbye to Bara on the grounds that he wanted to enjoy the atmosphere around the hotel, and told Ziana and Lena to refresh for a moment with shopping at the nearest mall.

the flashback

"Sweety, you better go out to pamper yourself, to the nearest mall here there's something you like." Aditya said as soon as he got out of the hotel bathroom.

"No, we are here." replied Ziana who was drying her hair.

"I know you must be tired don't get too strong in front of me, I want you to be spoiled again to me. Until I find it useful to be your husband." said Aditya pretending to be disappointed in front of his wife.

"Don't say it like that, ok well I'll go but what about the condition dear?" asked Ziana who could not bear to see Aditya's disappointed face.

"Go with your friend, do as you please. If you need to drain all the contents of my atm huh?" Aditya's eyeballs sparkled to hear his wife was going away for a bit of fun. Actually he had an appointment with Evan but more to Aditya wanted if his wife took a little time for his own body, because all this time he was always busy taking care of it.

"Well I'll drain everything" Ziana said, twisting her eyes.

"It doesn't matter if I have a lot of money even if you spend the mall."

"You're always like this." Ziana pinched the spoiled wrist of her husband.

"Aww you're pinching a patient." Aditya stroked his hand that was pinched by Ziana.

"I pinched you slowly not even a toddler would feel the pain." she sneered at her husband who was so spoiled for her.

"I'll be ready first."

"Don't be too pretty 'cause I'm not next to you, sweety." His possessive soul never faded, especially when he was sick.

"I'll wear a veil if I have to." Ziana said annoyedly.

"You're adorable if sweety's angry, we're going downstairs together." Aditya kissed the gnarled cheek of Ziana who was frowning because of her words just now.

"Where are you going?" tanya Ziana turned around as she was choosing her clothes.

"Bara and I just want to enjoy a coffee at the cafeteria near the hotel."

"But remember not to do activities that can make you tired, just enjoy the cofee, right?"

"Of course my wife took me."

"All right." Ziana continued to choose her clothes and she was also choosing clothes for her husband so that Aditya's body remained warm. The air outside is quite cold especially for Aditya he must always feel warm so that his condition remains stable.

Aditya just sits quietly looking at everything his wife does, Ziana is his first and last love that can never be replaced.

You gotta get used to it without me being sweet. I'm sorry I had to do this to you, leave you to him, the nice guy who will take care of you later after me. Because I don't feel like I have much time left, I'm just afraid I won't be able to do it. This is all I can do, I wish you happiness.