LOVE OR DEAD
CHAPTER 43: HIROSHI'S ENGAGEMENT PLAN

Upon returning to the hotel room, I found Kawaki smoking in a chair. My bloated emotions made me even more sick of seeing his face. The devil that ruined my life and the people – people that were around me.

I ignored him, took a shirt and went to the bathroom. He looked at me and then put out his cigarette and followed me into the bathroom. I coldly faced it.

“What do you want from me, I'm taking a bath” I said coldly.

“I want to shower with you” disgusting words come out of his mouth.

“I do not want, then I paused to take a shower now” I also responded calmly.

“SREEETTTT!” She grabbed my body to corner me against the wall, kissing my lips violently. Holding my waist and groping my ass and squeezing it, I just pecked at the lifeless mannequin. He realized I didn't respond to anything, and then he upset that he stopped doing it. Out the bathroom by slamming the door “BRAAAAKKKKKK!!!”.

I could only sigh without expression, sitting on the floor and clutching my legs. Buried my face into the two feet I held. I have no energy for all his actions, anger, hatred paralyzed with my pain to hear the misfortune of Naoko.

Kawaki did not return to the room until the day changed, I just lay trying to close my eyes unmoved by the sunlight that barged in. A hotel maid came in and served food at the table, I just looked at her and lay back down.

My appetite is gone, my tongue is twisted, my throat is as if it is stuck with all the thoughts in my mind. Until night came back to welcome my day, the hotel maid took her food and replaced it with a new one.

“Nona eat, today you have not eaten anything. Do you have pain?” asked the young female hotel maid with a body slightly shorter than mine.

He came up to me lying on the bed when he wanted to touch me. Instantly she was surprised to stare at the scars on my neck and arms that she had seen behind the sleeveless t-shirts I was wearing.

“Jeez...” said spontaneously then shut his mouth.

Kneel beside me and stare at my expressionless flat face.

“Nona are you good – is fine, I will bring medicine to you” he also kindly offer help.

But Kawaki came in and saw her approaching me, “Let her, come out now!”.

The hotel maid was shocked by Kawaki's voice rising up to me, and she left me with a frightened face.

With his shoes still wrapped in his legs, Kawaki shook my body.

“Wake up.. don't be spoiled by constantly lying down like a baby. I want to hear your cries, screams and even frustrations. It is not interesting to torture if you are just like a statue like this” he said.

I ignored him staying silent without looking at him.

“BUUUUUKKKK!!!” He kicked me hard because he was upset.

“Are you going to keep this up, wake up!” snapped it.

Can't stand my petrified self in bed, she carried me to the bathroom. Putting my body in the bathtub and turning on the tap water, I made a sound as he stripped me of my clothes one by one.

“Stop” said I was looking at him sharply.

He just smiled cynically and still took off my clothes by force, until finally there was not a single piece of cloth that covered me my body lying in the bathtub with stagnant water.

I also wrapped my hand around her neck, where she was squatting on the edge of the bathtub. I put my face to her ear. The look in his eyes slightly changed seeing me do it, I knew he was covering up his shock.

“You are satisfied to do this, it is not this body that is full of unworn wounds that makes you continue to desire to have it. Touching and touching her is a fantasy that keeps spinning in your mind” I whispered insinuating her indecent attitude.

He hugged me back and said “You tried to lure me, you think I really want it. Don't joke, your body is just a toy in my spare time. Touching you is not my fantasy, but torturing you to death is most exciting to me”.

Then grabbed my head and drowned it into a puddle of water in the bathtub, sober I also thrashed to ask to be let go. To the point where I was out of breath and weakened, he let me go and left me in the bathtub. Kawaki went out of the room without saying anything.

I came out of the bathtub picking up a towel and enveloping myself, coughed – a cough and set the rhythm of my breath that was almost gone. My soaking wet body started to feel cold, I crawled out of the bathroom then took my clothes and put on them.

Cowering in bed with a shivering body, the blanket buried me in bed. My body was limp, my vision began to faint and I was unconscious.

By the time I realized I was already beside Kawaki on the bed, his hands and feet were resting on my upper body. On my forehead is a towel that dries, I make my eyes clear around there is a basin and pill and glass on the table.

“You want to kill me?” tanyanya saw my finger was already on her neck.

“I hate you” I said.

“Do it when you are able, trying to strangle me is a very easy thing you can do now. But I won't die with your little fingers chuckling it” he said haughtily.

I broke my intention and tried to get up. But he grabbed me, as if he didn't want me to leave.

“Let go of me” my protest.

“Sleep again, I feel tired. There will be a lot of things that I have to prepare today. Get ready soon we will hold an engagement party for your former fiancee” I her.

“What do you mean? Hiroshi engaged? With whom?” I also hunted her answer from him.

“I will not answer it before you accompany me to sleep longer” he replied as he held me tightly.

His snorting of breath was clearly heard in my ears, his cold body temperature clinging onto my body. The smell of his body now began to recognize, the second time we slept in one bed.

This body is what I want to destroy, this body is what I want to destroy. Many innocent people are victims of their brutality just for the sake of getting me. Someday I will avenge their deaths. My resolve is burning in my heart.

As time passed, we woke up at night at 20:00

“TOK..TOK..TOK...” door knock sound from outside.

Kawaki released me and started to wake up, then woke up and replied “Masuk”.

Asahi came to see the two of us who were still lying on the bed.

I started to get up and sit on the bed, Kawaki did too.

“What's Asahi?” ask Kawaki.

“Young Master, dinner time. You must be present at the meeting between families” replied Asahi who was standing across the bed while looking at us.

“Alright, I'll get ready. My dad has arrived?” ask Kawaki.

“Already sir, he was ready to go to the room that has been prepared” replied Kawaki.

“Alright, owh yes order him a meal. I don't want my pet to die before I kill him” said Kawaki addressed to me.

“Young master, then excuse me to leave” Asahi said then walk out.

Kawaki stood up from the bed doing some stretching movements then looked at me who was sitting on the bed.

“Eat, and prepare yourself to get the good news from me” Kawaki said with a sly smile.

“Who will be betrothed from your family to Hiroshi?” I immediately shot him a question.

“Not exciting if I say now” his answer makes me more convinced.

“Canon?” many ensure.

“You know my stepbrother's name, good. Looks like you guys are cut out to be ex and potential fiancees. Congratulations, your guess is right, that girl is prettier than you. He's still young for sure the son of the conglomerate will love it. HAHAHAHAHA” he seemed to tease me with the word – he said.

I'm sure he planned this all out for some ulterior purpose, I had to meet with Hiroshi to warn him.

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