My fault? Or Destiny?
Chapter 26

Mila observed Tama closely, there was hope that was now clearly visible in the twinkle of her eyes. But Mila is confused how, Mila is not ready to establish a household back let alone with a new person. People who used to fill the life of a mili are now new people, Mila trying to be as calm as possible. Until finally Mila opens the voice that makes Tama …

"I don't know what to say about Tam, but you'll see this first. After you see this you decide to keep loving me or stop," explained Mila took out an object and handed it to Tama.

"Is this La?" tanya Tama while stunned.

"Just open Tam hopefully this can answer your feelings that he said have never changed that since long ago," explained Mila made Tama membuak the object.

"So?" tanya Tama made sure that none of this was true.

"As you have seen Tam, it is clear. What then? How's it?" ask back Mila made Tama speechless.

Mila knew that at this time Tama was thinking about what decision Tama would make, even Tama who was staring at Mila with confidence lowered her head. Mila knows this decision is so heavy, but Mila does not want if Tama later regretted it.

"Is that baby Malik?" tanya Tama finally looked at Mila with a wound.

"Do you think that I've been playing with another guy?" ask back Mila held back the anger.

"It's not so La, it's just me ..akh!" frustrated scream Tama ruffled her hair.

"I know Tam you must be hurt but this kid is Malik's son, even I just found out. I guess all this time often nausea because I just catch a cold, it turns out I was wrong. I know it's hard for you Tam, sorry that I always hurt you. I ...," replied Mila cut off by Tama.

"It's La's destiny, I just wish you could be happy even though I can't have you. Then will you come back with Malik?" guess Tama made Mila throw her face outwards.

"I don't have the strength to tell Malik, even Malik has blocked me Tam! I think Malik found my replacement, so what did I tell Malik for?" said Mila weakly while observing the road outside the restaurant.

"La? Whatever your decision is I will support, but it would be better if you say this to Malik. However Malik is his father you cannot hide it La, someday your son will also ask where his father is. Are you ready to lie to your child's feelings for your selfishness?"

Tama grabbed Mila's hand on the table "I know, let's make them regret." Look at Tama so deeply "Make them ashamed of having done it all."

Mila nods to wipe away her tears that will only be wasted, at this time Mila chooses to hide her content. Mila does not want the body to make the life of Mila's child threatened, it could be because Malik has found a replacement Malik will return with Mila because he has a child. Mila doesn't want anything bad to happen!.

"Let's go home you also need a break tomorrow we will menggeloncingin your new factory." Tama started to smile with Mila even though her heart was so broken.

"Thank you for staying professional, sorry if I've ruined your feelings for Tam. I hope someday you get the happiness you want, hopefully later the woman who became your life companion so love you and your family. Yaudah yuk I'm tired too," concluded Mila ended the conversation.

Tama takes Mila's hand to her car, but the feeling of being hurt doesn't make her stop loving Mila. At this time, Tama can only love Mila without anyone who can shift her, whether a few years later will Mila be displaced in Tama's heart? Tama props up her bike, with no sound accompanying their return trip. Mila actually wants to talk a lot just that Mila knows that Tama needs her own right now.

"La? Did Malik really block your number? What about Hanan? Has Hanan not asked you at all?" tama's words ended Mila's fall.

"Right Tam, I also don't know why Malik suddenly blocked my number. Hanan's? Am I still worth asking? After I left my son? Without a word of farewell?" mila asked, her face looking sad.

"I have another guess deh La, this is real or not but do not know also will give questions to you or not. I think that actually who ngebelokir your number is not Malik but his mother, instead of suudzon ya La. Why indeed? I'm sure actually Hanan was always asking you La," explained Malik to make Mila think.

"Your word is Tam, I thought so at first. No way Malik suddenly blocked my number so, people no wind no rain suddenly so strange. I miss Hanan, what is a child? Hanan was a good boy even Tam's obedient, never to the slightest annoyance. Hanan always made my days colorful, I was already pregnant with her. Even I put my life into giving birth to her, but why didn't I raise her Tam? It feels unfair that a handicapped me like this would have to lose my far-off son before my foot was deformed. Was I so unconvincing to raise my own child? Even until this moment I can succeed, I can buy something I once had hoped for. Why does my in-laws hate me so much, Tam?" isak Mila his heart rumbled withstanding the wound.

"Even Hanan's birth wound still imprints Tam on my body! Which indicates that I am indeed his mother, why can't I take care of my own son Tam? Should every disabled woman be looked down upon? Nah! Don't close your eyes just because you can hear, what the liver does if you can't use it." Mila grew sobbing with heightened emotions.

Which mother does not get sick when she has to lose her child? When it comes to letting her child be raised with another hand not with her hand, even that hand is not the hand that has given birth to her.

"Do you want to see Hanan?" tawar Tama was powerless to see Mila who was so devastated.