My fault? Or Destiny?
Chapter.38
Malik smiled and then let go of Mila's embrace, finally Mila could breathe a sigh of relief. Malik sitting on a dining table chair, Mila makes drinks for Malik while preparing food. Adzan maghrib.
"Mas I wake up the children first yes, so later the prayers will end congregation only." Mila rushed towards Hanan's room.
"Loh Mami has woken up, Hanan is ready to make a congregational prayer. Hanan did not have the heart to wake up Hasna because he slept Hasna pules really," said Hanan who had opened the door.
"Ah dear you make a surprise Mami aja, just close the door let Hanan sleep. Maybe the effects of exhaustion will be sleep pules, yaudah yuk you wait below ya. Next to Mami's room there is a small mosque, later we pray together there only. Mami wants to take ablution water first," said Mila bebarengan down the stairs.
"Alright Hanan wait there aja Mi, Mami does not need long. Afraid of even hunting isyak later," Hanan's tease makes Mila smile.
Mila headed to her room to take water and mukena, while Malik still silent himself at the dining table made Mila upset.
Mas!
Mila's screams stomped her footsteps a sign that Mila was upset.
"Why baby? You came here, so upset? Is something wrong?" ask Malik without sin.
"Why is she still here? I told you that we want to pray together, hunt take ablution water. This makes me just upset," Mila ordered Malik to enter the room.
Mila headed to the small mosque in the house, Hanan was reading the Quran. Seeing Hanan like that makes Mila satisfied, the child who lacks affection from a mother due to each selfishness. It turns out that the child managed to be a good child, out there many children who became damaged because of broken home.
"Hanan baby? Let's pray, Papi is here. Later if you want to continue again, really," reprimanded Mila with halua make Hanan stop.
"Corn." Hanan returned the Koran to its place.
"Darling to eat a lot of ya, about you want to change schools when? Is faster better, right? Soon will be a class increase, if you eventually move later even missed. So what do you think?" tanya Mila brought rice and side dishes to Hanan.
"If Hanan really ngokut Mami just how good, even if it is ready the requirements of yaudah tomorrow also do not papa. The point is mah Hanan get ready," said Hanan received a plate that already contains rice and side dishes.
"Tomorrow Mas like to go to the old office first deh dear, anyways Mas should talk well is also not good if it suddenly stops without talking well. Later after returning from the office Mas will go to the factory," sela Malik feed rice into his mouth.
"Yaudah no papa Mas let tomorrow I nganterin Hanan, you use a car especially the factory Mas. The car that I was gonna use, you don't want to go home to Mama's house?" tanya Mila put both her hands on her chin.
"Why go to Grandma Mi's house? It was clear Grandma threw out Papi, even clearly Grandma would scribble Papi from the family card. Which is so surprising Mi, not after marriage is Papi already out of the family card huh? After getting married, Papi became the head of the household, which means Papi already has his own family card. Actually yesterday Hanan wanted to laugh but was afraid of Mi's sin," Hanan explained making Mila chuckle.
"It's also true baby why Mami just realized, maybe it's just a bluff for you anyway Mas. Actually Mama did not want to lose you Mas, Mama's eating you let's not go back to me. Yes if Mama can accept me anyway I will bring Mama here anyway, that's also if Mama wants. But did Mas see for himself that Mama does not want to accept me, try deh you there Mas. By the way, Mama is now living alone. Especially now that you and Hanan are here, Mama must not have any temen Mas." Mila patted Malik's arm.
"Who did Mom say she lived in kara? There is no dear Mama already has the cement, but later I try to talk well with Mama. Even if indeed Mama can not be invited well yaudah want how again, I want you to be the same Mama is fine. But if considering Mama's treatment with you, I'm also annoyed. Mama is outrageous" said Malik began to carry emotions.
"Huh? You mean Mas?! If I am personally sorry Mama Mas, even I did not think about the problem. I also came with good intentions, even Mama who does not like me Mas. In the eyes of Mama I have absolutely no value plusya Mas, do not know also why Mama like that. If you don't like it from the beginning, why don't you talk about it? It was as if I could digress Mas," replied Mila sipping water.
"Grandma hasn't it been since Mami's accident? Before Mami's accident Grandma always spoils Mami really, even Grandma unites Mami. That is according to Hanan ya Mi, although Hanan at that time was a child. Hanan knows how Grandma behaves towards Mami, even Hanan was surprised that Grandma could do such evil. But Hanan also did not know the truth how," said Hanan made Mila turn her head.
"Mommy also feels that way, maybe because Mami is disabled and can not make money. Grandma does not like Mami, but Mami does not want to bother. Now mah Mami just live according to the will of Allah, by the way Hanan often yes read the Quran?" ask Mila to change the subject.
"Hanan was left behind by Mami, Hanan did not have an automatic mobile phone when Hanan missed Mami could not meet. Let alone meet to hear the voice of Mami aja can not, honestly yes Mi since the departure of Mami Hanan's life is completely destroyed. Hanan even had time to skip school for 1 week, Hanan always made a problem that made the teacher give a warning letter to Papi. But Hanan did not give the letter, Hanan knew Papi would never be able to come to school. Because Hanan does not want to until Papi finds out Hanan's true mischief, Hanan even likes to fight with friends loh Mi. Don't know why every problem is Hanan is satisfied," said Hanan stopped while glancing at Malik.
Malik stared fixedly at his son, yes even this time Malik found Hanan's behavior. Malik thought that Hanan had never done anything wrong and was fine.