My fault? Or Destiny?
Chapter.50
Malik shouted closer towards Hanan, after shouting calling out Hanan's name. Malik approached Hanan.
"Tell me Papi, how can you know better than Papi?" malik's orders made Hanan nod.
"So Hanan once saw Grandma was daydreaming while hugging a picture of Papi, at that time Grandma said if Grandma could not be honest with Papi. Grandma tried hard to cover all that, because she did not want Papi to leave Grandma. Grandma even told me the first time she found Papi, Papi who was crying from the cold. Found Grandma in a bush, at that time Grandma was pregnant. Granny's content has been 9 months, unfortunately unexpected events occur. Grandma lost a child in her womb, taking care of her sickly husband." Hanan paused his words for a moment to gulp down some drinking water.
"Since the incident that Grandma hated the disabled, Grandma continued to berate her husband until finally the husband died. And that's why Grandma doesn't like Mami" Hanan added, leaving Mila speechless.
"Thank you for telling Papi the truth, now Papi knows what to do. Papi will keep Grandma at a distance, because housekeeping forces Grandma to accept your Mommy. Until whenever Grandma will not be able to accept your Mammu, due to the defect that your Mammu experienced. Papi will still maintain a relationship with your Mammu," Malik explained, making Mila teary.
"Why should Mama involve me Mas? Not all disabled people are unlucky carriers, Mama closed her heart too much. Mama did not want to realize that the incident of her son died, it was because of a disaster. Yasudah Mas just let the hatred of Mama always grow, because I will not try to subvert it. Let Mama realize her mistake one day" explained Mila wiping her tears that almost fell.
Yes it is sick when the disaster experienced by us is made a disaster by the closest person, even it is the mother of her own husband. Maybe Mila must let go of the hatred that grew in Manda never lost, the next afternoon Mila decided to go home. Until at home Mila lay down his body quite tired, Malik stared fixed bead eyes Mila.
Mila was enjoying the gaze of Malik, Malik's breathing drew Mila to look closer and deeper. Malik cupped Mila's face, kissed Mila's ranum lips that make Malik opium. Malik started****** Mila's lips, making Mila gasp until the night's events led Malik and Mila to reunite her love.
"Honey Hasna? Wake yuk? Today Hasna will have to go to school, he said Hasna did not want to be scolded by Master. Yuk darling the hunt will be hunted noon." Mila puffed up Hasna very gently.
"Had Mi, wait another 5 minutes. Hasna is still sleepy on Mi," please Hasna still close her eyes.
"No more offers baby, Hasna has to wake up now. If you do not wake up, Mami cut her allowance," threatened Mila made Hasna immediately wake up and enter the bathroom.
Mila smiles at Hasna's silliness, her son is truly unique. Mila prepared breakfast and also supplies for Malik and Hasna and Hanan. They now enjoy the dishes that have been served, Malik deliver Hasna first. Later it was Mila's turn to pick up, they rushed to leave and Hanan decided to play the game.
The tring!
A message came in Mila's phone.
"I'm sorry La I didn't make it to your house, because I was busy preparing everything. I hope you are not angry or disappointed with me, La, later if I have finished marriage will play at your house again. The important thing is that you don't get angry with me, La" said the message from Dinda.
"Aaaa I finally followed you too huh La, I hope the fate of my marriage is not as bad as your marriage. Yes, although I know the trials in the household are there, but I will be naive for her light love. I will not forget with you La, can not forget how we ever fought together finally I left you because of duty. Ah sad to feel La, I also hope that your household ayem tentrem ya La. If you ask him not strange anyway I participate, if only seblak mah small. Just don't be the same car, La," Dinda replied making Mila laugh.
"Yes the name is also Din's duty, besides it is your ideals since childhood. Ah thanks for the prayer, Din, if I ask for a balloon that can take my house flying how? You still have Din?" reply Mila again.
But after Mila's reply there was no reply from Dinda, yes maybe Dinda was busy again. Staying with her wedding, Mila stared at the screen of her phone. Two friends who used to meet kayak apes with cats will now celebrate marriage, Mila is happy of course.
The next day came, Mila had prepared herself from morning to dress up. Mila did not want to miss the moment as special as her best friend, inevitably Hasna and Hanan did not go to school. Though this is the beginning of Hanan entering school, how else Mila does not want to attend the wedding of her best friend alone.
"Congratulations Din, finally legal also become a wife. Hopefully soon dapet momongan funny," said Mila kissed Dinda's cheek right left.
"Thank you for coming here, I know you're busy. But thank you very much you have come to my wedding," replied Dinda kissed Mila on the cheek.
"Ah you mah kayak with anyone, basically congratulations to you too Tama. If so I want to go down first yes, like Hasna from earlier wanted that snack. Congratulations Din, " said Mila leaving the wedding reception.
"Hasna slowly dong darling eat it, it's still a lot. Baby, what don't you want to eat? Are you Mila too? From now on you are cool with singing songs continuously," sela Malik makes Mila turn her head.
"It's really good Mas voice, if my voice as good as that I must have been an artist yes Mas. Unfortunately my talent is not to be a singer," muttered Mila made Malik twist his eyes lazy.
After arriving at Dinda's wedding, one week later they decided to take a vacation to the beach. The sound of the waves that roar makes Mila's heart calm, Hasna and Hanan follow Malik make houses out of the sand. While Mila was alone to eliminate the fatigue that had been lodged in her heart, Mila recalled the incident during the accident to be treated badly with her in-laws.
Maybe an apology doesn't make everything okay, but Mila tries to make an apology to make her life go back. About Tama's love for him, it may be hard to forget and even release the feelings that have been lodged in his heart. Let it be if the feeling remains as a remedy to long to remain, but if the feeling is crushing let it be wasted. As time goes by the love will disappear, about the love of Malik love does not make it all end beautifully.
But love can make anyone come back after the ego is gone, the power of love reunites the two faints who were once separated by their own selfishness. If parting can solve everything then break up there is nothing wrong with parting, but if parting makes life more chaotic then survive. No matter what your trials with perseverance and lowering the ego there will be a beautiful word on your efforts.
The dinda!