Psychopath and My Possessive Devil
Chaptre 87. Self-harm

...Been revised!...

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Pensively alone on the balcony terrace of the room, Allard felt empty without Katryna. The woman had gone to take Anzel. Katryn lied to him and Allard hated it!

Just after dinner outside, Katryn told her she wanted to take a relaxing vacation with Allanzel. Of course Allard did not allow it, he refused Katryn's request outright.

However, Katryn insisted. The woman said she was tired of being in this situation and wanted a new atmosphere. Allard thought, Katryn has a point, his wife needs time for him. So Allard allowed on condition that Katryn be kept under his watch.

Everything works out as planned, Katryn takes a vacation with supervision. However, two weeks later Katryn did not come home, only Jeff who came home alone. Katryn disappeared unnoticed. Allard is furious at Jeff, the man gets a harsh punishment from him.

Allard was very sure that the one hiding his wife and son was Fillbert. Fillbert's dishonesty keeps Allard out of control. Yes, Allard and Fillbert fought a power struggle in Helbert's mansion.

“Katyrna, you managed to break me..” Lirih Allard's.

In an instant, the look on Allard's face changed drastically, full of sincerity and flatness. He got up from his chair and walked out of his room with Katryn.

“Master, where do you want to go?” Jordan asked as Allard passed by the living room. Allard did not reply, he kept walking towards the garage.

“Come, Jeff! I'm pretty sure you want to do something!” They ran after Allard. Allard is now in the Koeningsegg CCXR Terevita car preparing to leave. But, Jordan and Jeff got in the way.

“Master, let me drive you!” said Jordan.

Allard just stared at them flat. Regardless of what happened next, Allard immediately hit the gas. Fortunately, Jeff quickly pulled Jordan to avoid the car. Jordan called Fillbert. The master is not in good condition, all are drawn from the expression of the master.

“How can that happen, Jordan? Isn't that gone?” fillbert said from across the street.

“It can be returned depending on Mr. Allad's condition, sir. I think this is due to the emotions and frustrations that you are facing and maybe you are remembering that past, Mr.” Obviously Jordan.

“Good. Watch, and always tell me!”

“Good, Mr.”

Jordan was very hopeful, what he was thinking did not happen. Because if it happens, it will be very dangerous and bad for others.

...***...

Allard laughed, the next second he fell silent. His laughter was insincere, impressed with cynicism and hatred. Darick―a friend of Allard―have seen Allard like this, once in a time when his best friend was in the dark past. Allard's hands continued to take high doses of alcohol and gulped it down. Darick shook his head, not forbidding at all, just paying attention.

Actually, Darick knew very well why Allard was like this. Allard is a man who is very difficult to conquer his heart because his heart has been locked on Katryn. But, in reality Allard has little taste in Selena, like karma for Allard through Katryn.

"Difficult to understand!" inner Darick

Darick realized when he heard the sound of broken glass. Sure enough, Allard tried to hurt himself. Darick panicked, immediately picking up the shards of glass that Allard had been holding, without a care his hand was slightly bleeding.

“You're crazy!!” Maki Darick's.

Quickly, Darick pulled Allard out of this curse place. Allard had rebelled, but Darick could overcome.

“Berto, contact Jordan, tell this lakn*t guy with me!” darick said in his right hand when he reached his apartment.

Not long after, Jordan arrived. They talked about the possibility that happened to Allard. It felt sultry, Darick rolled his shirt up to the elbow.

“Since when did the signs appear?” Ask Darick.

“After Mrs Helbert is gone unknown where,” Jordan replied.

“Did he ever try to hurt himself?”

“Maybe the master did it alone.” Darick nodded in understanding, Allard if he did that would be unknown to others.

“It's going bad!” darick.

“Jordan, the only way for that self-harm not to appear, is to return Katryn on Allard!” darick

...*Self-Harm, is the pleasure of hurting himself. For those who have this, he will be very happy and calm if he hurts himself, as a form of his impingement. The emergence of Self-Harm can be due to unbridled emotions, frustration, trauma in childhood and other things.*...

As a child, Allard often watched Nyle kill his enemies. The beginning where Allard did not accept all that, where the little Allard hated Nyle who introduced all the violence to the little Allard. From there, why Allard likes to hurt himself as a form of his impingement.

Caroline, who had first seen her son hurt herself, felt her heart ache. Worth it, at that time Allard had a lot of scratch scars. Caroline and Fillbert agree to take Allard to a psychiatrist. Doctors diagnosed Allard as having self-harm and Fillbert tried to cure his mental illness.

That reason also made Fillbert take his small family away from Nyle to Indonesia. It happened for years, until finally Allard was declared cured. Consciously or not, little Katryn is a cure for Allard, certainly with the help of a psychiatrist.

“Did Allard try to vent it to people?” Darick asked carefully, believing all his thoughts were wrong.

“Yes. But, Mr Helbert was dissatisfied with it!”

“I'm not sure later. The only way, is to bring Katryn to Allard!” darick.

Darick is one of the best friends who knows how dark Allard's life in the past. He is also one of the best friends who knows how Katryn became a sedative for Allard.

...***...

“I'm sure, it's a secret room!” angelo said again.

“What code can open it?” darick asked quietly, watching every inch of Allard and Katryn's face painting.

“If I guess, their wedding anniversary?” guess Anggelo.

“Too easy.” Comment Darick.

“Thank you luck Katryn?” continued after a long time of thinking.

Darick looked at Anngelo, asking Anggelo to say Katryn's lucky number, because Annggelo must have known what Katryna had. Anggelo mentioned it, and Darick entered the codes. Right, the painting is open.

They entered cautiously, the dark room troubled their eyesight. Anggelo was inspired to take his phone in his pants pocket and turn on the center feature on his phone.

“This room, save memories of Katryn!” anggelo.

“You're jealous?” Todong Darick, while looking for the whereabouts of Allard that was not found from a few hours ago.

“Slight!” anggelo great-grandson.

“Remove your feelings, Angel!”

“Angelo, Darick! I'm not a woman!” anggelo did not accept.

Darick no longer responds to Anggelo's remarks. His eyes found Allard seriously painting something, Darick shuddered to see the painting was only red. A little wastes, Darick noticed Allard's hand. Holy ****! The mad man scratched his hand, and the blood he drew on the painting.

“You guys, no need to look for me. I'm still alive!” allard said flatly, while continuing to apply a brush to the painting.

“Allard, can you leave that?”

“Come, Al. You're gonna bleed out!” anngelo said, adding to Darick's words.

“Oh. Hay, Anggelo!” hello Allard smiled cynically.

Allard's gaze on Anggelo was deadly, Anggelo chills amazingly. Plus, this dark room was only illuminated by a small lamp near the man, and another one from Anggelo's phone. Darick could not bear to see Allard's deathly pale face. He immediately approached and invited Allard out of this room.

“Go!” allard was lethargic.

“Together with you!” darick said undaunted. Allard's body was helpless after Darick raised Allard's body to stand. Anggelo helped, and they took Allard out of the room.

...***...

Allard's condition worsened, he always hurt himself and did not touch the sedative. So, Fillbert decided to transfer Allard to a mental hospital and was supervised by a special handler. A week in this hospital, every time Allard woke up smiling. The second time he felt the mental hospital.

There will be no change if he is here, because he will continue to feel frustrated without Katryn. They were stupid, Allard would always have a way to hide sharp objects around him. As of now, he got up and walked towards the bathroom. Take a small slit knife from the sidelines of the hole in the bathroom.

With his leisure, he scratched the pencil knife while smiling happily. Little by little Allard felt calm and relieved. But, this only lasted a while. Tears dripped unnoticed, Allard again glazed over Katryn's pretty face, and how brave Katryn was to her. She misses the woman, she feels guilty for her attitude and Katryn leaves her.

Not wanting to linger, Allard quickly cleared his wound. Then, get out of the bathroom. Darick narrowed his eyes, looking at Allard suspiciously as he exited the room with a slightly relieved face.

“You did it again?”

“No!” Darick checks the bathroom, nothing suspicious but Darick knows Allard just hurt himself.

“You can't lie, Allard! Your hands prove all that!” darick said annoyed, while Allard just put his shoulder out no matter what.

Allard laid down his body, seeking comfort. He wanted to sleep, in order to be able to dispose of his thoughts about Katryn for a while. He was tired, tired of Katryn always wandering in his mind. While Darick, he went back to the bathroom looking for what sharp object Allard used. He searched all the cracks in the bathroom, it did not take long he found the knife.

And what Darick didn't expect, was a lot of knives that the crazy guy was hiding. Darick came out with four knives in his hand. Outside he finds Filllbert and Caroline sitting, while Jeff and Jordan stand by them. Caroline's gaze was on the knife in Darick's hand.

“Darick...” Ogre Caroline, and sobbing crying.

Fillbert immediately hugged Caroline, calming her down. Darick, immediately ordered Jordan and Jeff to search all the gaps in the room. After their departure, Darick immediately looked at Fillbert.

“Dad, I think that's enough. Meet them!” darick. Fillbert shook his head weakly.

“Katryn himself did not want, Darick.”

“We can only wait until Katryn wants to come back,” said Fillbert.

...***...

I want to talk about self-harm a little, yeah, guys!

Self Harm is dangerous! Some of us may ask, why hurt ourselves? I think as humans we have different life problems. We cannot equate our problems with others, according to the person it is a small problem, but for others it is not necessarily small. For those who have self-harm, they assume by hurting themselves they feel relieved, they are satisfied after hurting themselves.

Self-harm can be cured by the support of family, friends, friends or even the closest people. I remember one comment from my readers, she used to be self-harm too, but now she's been cured since marriage. It indicates that the support of loved ones is very much needed for them. So, if there is a relative of yours, do not be shunned, but encourage him to get out of it all.

Whatever mental illness is, don't let it go. Consult with a psychologist immediately! Mental is not something that can be underestimated!

Greetings from Allard & Katryn:)