Scratches of the Injured Heart
the voice of caivan

POV KAVAN

Today I did not expect much to happen, beyond my expectations. yesterday mother invited us to gather with a large family.but the decision made by mother really surprised me.

I've never talked about a child and a Salva who can't conceive, out of nowhere did that crazy word come? But I have no other choice, if I dispute what mom says a lot of things will be at stake, which I'm sure you'll be very embarrassed in front of your extended family.

I decided to accept, after all, this is not necessarily the case. Looks like after this I can talk to mom alone, I'll ask why she talks like that?

After Dad told him to come home, I went home with Salva. This girl is unceasingly rebuking, opening me up The more I feel guilty. Although he did not sob, but I can see him with all my might holding back so as not to look provide.

I know I've been overdoing it all this time, but I don't know why today I feel so outrageous to hurt her? I wanted to hug and apologize to her, but my ego overcame all that. I can't do that shameful thing.

Don't you guys think I don't get sick seeing him turn up like that? You should know, every time I hurt her I always feel guilty and want to curse my weak self for a promise with the woman I love. The days I spent tormenting him, during which I endured pain and regret. If only I had not promised... None of this is gonna happen. I can live happily, have a whole family with the woman I love.

Have I started loving this girl? but that must not happen.A real man will place the vows he has made.

"It's up. Now come down." Apparently from earlier he was daydreaming while questioning.is he that big to love me?

"I want to talk!" I'm the one getting ready to get off, get back in the car.

"What??" answer ketus

"I don't care about it all. The more you don't want to, the more satisfied I am... Have fun with your suffering..."

"Aren't you thinking about my feelings..? you always hurt me, I've been patient.... But patience has its limits!" Salva was getting annoyed at my indifferent response.

"And I don't care about that limit! your life is mine now, whatever I do... Mmm." I thought he'd scream in anger, but hearing his answer opened my blood to a boil.

"Certify me... I want us to separate!"

For some reason I felt someone stabbing my chest, it hurt and stifled making it hard to breathe. I can't believe he spoke so casually.

"Don't even think of getting away from me. Your life will be mine. So throw away all your stupid desires!" I got out of the car by slamming the car door. It seems like I have to find a place to release this upset, ahhh why he can say that easily.

"You're selfish!! have you never thought? if one day your life will be toyed with...? God will repay any unjust treatment...!"

I stopped for a moment, after which I resumed my steps.... I don't want to lose control, and I'll hit him again... Maybe he's right I'm too selfish.

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