Scratches of the Injured Heart
there is no use for longing

After Haris leaves, Adam and Kaivan also go to see their father. Kaivan's mind was completely muddled, she remembered Salva's sorrowful face during her stay with him.

"Am I not a jerk, Dam?? I owe him a lot of benefits!" kaivan's face was sad when he said that.

"You have to go after him, apologize well.You not only give physical injuries, but you hurt his mind more!" kaivan's eyes began to glaze over. If he does not remember now with his best friend, maybe he has cried lamenting his fate.

After parting with Salva he understood what the word longing means. When together with Naira he used to be not as bad as this, but with Salva empty every night he dreamed of the beautiful woman.

"I miss her dam! would he forgive a man like me?" Adam who was driving the car was made to giggle amusedly.

"It's too late to say that word!! remember how you made her tear up? remember how you raised your hand to hit him? now think about that miss word, is it still appropriate?"

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It was very painful to hear the words of his best friend, Adam was right.how he deserved to say the word, when he had painted a wound so beautiful in the heart of the woman.

"Is there no point in me trying to fight for her? could there still be that love for me?" Adam shook his head to see his best friend, had happened and regret.Where had his mind been all this time? did he not think to do that?

"After this is done, I'll go to Auntie Zera's house! I'm sure he must still love me" Kaivan said expectantly.

"Try.. may you succeed buddy," said Adam, when in his heart he wanted to curse his best friend.dumb how preserved?

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There someone was regretting his stupidity.Another thing here, a beautiful woman was pulling her suitcase towards the bus station. He smiled broadly at the family he was about to leave behind, waving Salva's hand on the bus.

I will miss you so much. I always pray for the happiness of all of you, mother, father.you are the best!

The bus leaves Jakarta, along with Salva's tears as her family goes unseen. A sense of tightness filled his chest, but this was for the sake of a better future.

In the past when married he also died his family, but he did not feel sad.maybe because he thought he did not lose because of the caivan with him, he was too focused on his life,there are others who miss themselves elsewhere.

"Why are you crying?" salva gasped in surprise, when a mother patted him on the shoulder.it turned out that the mother was his countryman dak bus.

"Sorry Mom. I'm just sad to leave my family" said Salva gently, wiping her tears at the embarrassment of people.

"I'm a Salvania princess, you can call me salva." shaking hands.

"Don't be so formal, just call Miss Mala!"

"What are you going to Bandung for? are you having a family or looking for a job?" salva looked at the middle-aged woman for a moment, it seemed like this woman was very into mothers.look at her speech filled with gentleness.

"Both ma'am... Miss Mala also went to Bandung?"

"My family is all in Bandung, I'm going to Jakarta just to visit relatives." salva nodded his head, like he felt comfortable in the car when someone asked him to tell a story.

"Thank you for accompanying me to chat Ma'am" said Salva sungkan.

"I told you, don't be formal, son. I hope we meet again after this." Salva smiled at Miss Mala.

"Of course, if Allah wills."

One thing that makes Salva amazed by Mala's mother.in addition to being friendly and softly speaking, salva also likes to see the hooded Ms. Mala. looks very strong mother of religious knowledge, her religious knowledge is very strong,he really wanted to be like that later.

Their chat still continues, not infrequently salva smiled to hear Ms. Mala tell her about her life. But when Ms. Mala asked about her status made the salva smile fade away.

"Salva's not a girl? or married?" I don't know why questions like this that he always hated, he felt less confident.

"I'm a widow Mom, I just got divorced" Salva said.

Madam Mala felt guilty for asking that, she could see Salva's cheerful face immediately looked sad.

"Don't be sad, maybe God is preparing the best for you,"

As Salva guessed wrong, so he thought Madam would mock him or dislike him, but it turned out he gave support instead, which made the salva confidence back.

"Thank you Ma...."

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