Seductress
Chapter 92. Gamang (Not Awareness)

After two days had passed now Bizard had started working as usual. Because Bizard can't ignore his job as a lawyer. 

However, before actually leaving for the company, he first stopped by the apartment once inhabited by him and Bianca. Because there's a file left there.

At first he hesitated, until he kept his eyes fixed on the doorstep. But his mind kept convincing, that he could forget everything. More about his love for Bianca.

As soon as the apartment door opened, a quiet atmosphere immediately greeted Bizard's heart. He looked around, everything was so quiet, just like the last day he left this place. 

With great difficulty he moved his feet to step. However, a shadow of Bianca's laughter seemed to fill her eyes. Until Bizard's body freezes instantly. The woman's smile was embedded cheerfully, inviting spoiled which made both Bizard's netra turn into glassy.

As if it would never be finished, the shadow of the woman always approached him.

Bizard's saliva suddenly felt choked, until he swallowed it very heavily. He lowered his head, trying to eliminate all those pseudo shadows. "Come, Bee. Don't be fooled by your own thoughts!" He murmured, then took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.

With a strong determination he immediately stepped in, then looked for the thing he needed. Once everything was in hand, Bizard hurriedly walked out of there. He was afraid that all the memories he and Bianca would return to ruin his mind.

Without him realizing in that place there was evidence that Bianca had taken half of herself. However, as the pain in his heart was still burning, Bizard did not think of getting there.

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After finishing work, Bizard immediately returned to the mansion of his parents. Because Ken and Zoya do not allow Bizard to live alone, let alone in the circumstances of his son.

When Bizard wanted to go into the room, Zoya suddenly approached him with a big smile. The woman had just come out of the kitchen, after seeing the servants who were preparing dinner dishes.

"Bee, you're home, how was your job? Is it smooth, honey?" zoya asked while fixing Bizard's slightly messy hair. 

Instead of answering Bizard was silent when he heard the question. Because he was reminded of Bianca—ya— again the woman always asked exactly as Zoya's question, when she just got home from work. Making all the fatigue in Bizard's body just disappear.

"Darling, what's wrong?" asked Zoya while touching Bizard's arm, to make the man realize. The look on Bizard's face could not lie, making Zoya know that the son was thinking about something. "Is there something you're thinking about?"

Bizard was silent again. Zoya decides to take Bizard by the hand, entering the room. After the woman managed to close the door, she immediately turned her eyes to the child. 

"Bee, is all this related to your second wife?" Zoya dared to ask. As a woman, she understood how Bizard looked when talking about someone she loved. The same goes for when Zoya sees Ken.

Hearing that, of course Bizard immediately raised his head. He knew Zoya would never be able to lie, when they had already met like this. However, his heart was in a rage, looking for answers to how he felt.

He could not confirm a rumour that filled his chest. All he could do was shake his head. "Nothing, Mom. He and I are done. So, there's nothing to talk about anymore."

His mouth can talk like that. But who can lie to the heart? That there really is still a Bianca name there. It is clear, even beautifully carved.

It's just that disappointment shut it all down.

Zoya let out a long breath. He couldn't force a will, so Bizard could talk more about Bianca. Zoya raised her hand to rub her son's jaw. "Then clean your body. We'll have dinner soon." 

After saying that, Zoya was saying goodbye to get out of Bizard's room. But before Zoya steps in, the man restrains his mother. "Mom!"

"Yes, honey."

"Please one of the dishes do not give chili yah."

Zoya frowned, because Bizard did not usually ask for such a thing. "Is your stomach in trouble?"

Bizard shook his head quickly.

"No, Mom, I just don't want to eat chili-containing food" she explained, which made Zoya even more astonished. But because he did not want to make a problem, Zoya also followed all of Bizard's wishes.

And again Bizard has not realized, that all of it has something to do with the pregnancy of Bianca. A gift she did not know, for Bianca had taken the fetus away with her.

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Cebyyyy find papa baluu aja😌😌😌