Shanum Hanania
Chapter 49

Since the day that Alina revealed the truth about her relationship and Arga. Since then, Shanum and Arga's relationship has warmed slightly. At least, Shanum and Arga had spent quite a lot of time together. As of now, Shanum and Arga are spending this beautiful night sitting in a park near Shanum's rented mat

"Don..."

"Hm?"

"I don't want to have any secrets on you, including my initial intention of approaching you" Arga said

Shanum looked towards Arga who was also looking at him "You mean?"

"A few years ago, I once loved a graceful girl and was a prima donna in my school. Good looks, I boldly approached her and asked her to be my girlfriend"

"It turns out you were too confident a long time ago" Shanum sneered when he heard Arga's words saying he was handsome

Arga chuckled at Shanum's sneer "That's the truth Hann"

"Alright, continue your story" Shanum said

"Yes, after I said that I liked her, the girl also turned out to have the same feelings for me, which eventually made our relationship intertwined, me and her dating back then. We were in a relationship long enough, until finally right on our graduation day, she left me"

"Go?" reload Shanum

"Yes, he went to his death pick-up. My biggest mistake was not knowing in the first place that the girl I love has a dangerous disease in her body. He had hepatoblastoma" Arga said

"Hepatoblostoma?"

"Cancer of the liver that usually affects children under the age of three years. Actually liver cancer is fairly mild, and has the possibility to heal, through a series of operations and chemotherapy. But because he was still very small, finally his parents decided to do the surgery when he was older. But once he grew up, and knew the illness he suffered, he refused to do treatment, and chose to continue his life until God really called him, and his family only told me after he died"

"What's his name?" ask Shanum

"So you've been calling me Hanna all this time, 'cause you remember that woman?" tanya Shanum who just nodded at Arga

"Initially so. The first time I saw you, I somehow felt that your face was very similar to her, but the longer it took, the more I realized that my obsession with her made me not see you for real. I seem to see him in you, but in reality you are two very different people in every way"

"And your declaration of love?" ask Shanum

Arga glanced at Shanum with a warm smile "I mean what I said. I've realized everything, realized that I really do love you Shanum Hanania"

"really?" shanum asked in disbelief

"Of course"

"But to be honest, after hearing your words, I became a little unsure of you" Shanum said bluntly

"Why?"

"You said you loved me not because of something similar to your ex-boyfriend, but until now you've been holding me back, Hanna, and I'm sure that call wasn't meant for me, but that's your call to Hanna Delisha, isn't it?"

"At first yes" answered Arga honestly "But now, I'm really serious about my words, I really love you Hann. Regarding my call to you, I decided to keep calling you Hanna because I wanted to have a special call with you"

"But I'm not easy to be serious to someone" Shanum said

"Why?"

"Because I was left behind just because of a promise. He said almost the same as you, saying love me but end up marrying someone else. I neither regret nor mourn him, but I just couldn't believe the promise of a sweet man"

"Then, I'll take you to see my family tomorrow"