
These three days, every morning or while smelling something unpleasant, Mila felt her stomach nauseous. Because of that, he really lost his appetite. His body was weak without power. His head is also dizzy.
Hoek hoek hoek
Ms. Rahmi who happened to enter Mila's room, went straight to the bathroom.
"Puking vomit again nduk." Said Ms. Rahmi while stomping on Mila's back. Too bad he saw Mila who was pale because she kept vomiting.
Mila nodded while cleaning her mouth using water.
"Come on the dining room. Mom makes anget tea all breakfast. Let the stomach not be empty."
Ms. Rahmi leads Mila to the dining room and pulls out a chair for her.
While Bu Rahmi was making tea, Mila was kneading her head that felt dizzy.
"You're a big shot. Shouldn't just go see a doctor." Said Mr. Wahab who had just arrived.
"No need sir. Mila's just catching a cold or maybe acid reflux because the end of this rarely eat." Mila is weak.
Ms. Rahmi, who had finished making tea, placed it on the front desk of Mila. "Diminished first Let's make it good."
Mila grabbed the cup in front of her. Blow for a while and start gulping.
"Daddy want to make coffee?" The bargain on the husband.
"Not to Buk."Answer Mr. Wahab while shaking his head. "That's Mila getting pale. You are worried. Shouldn't be taken to the doctor."
Ms. Rahmi looked at Mila who was sitting next to her with an unbecoming feeling.
"I think you're pregnant."
Huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk huk
Mila immediately choked to hear it.
"Heart of heart." Said Ms. Rahmi while grabbing the cup from Mila's hand and placing it on the table.
"Ha, pregnant mom?" Mila looked up at her mother's face. It feels like disbelief. He didn't think at all about it.
"Likely. To be more certain, mending buy test packs only at the pharmacy."
Mila touched her stomach. His hands trembled slightly if he imagined that there was another creature in his stomach. Is she really pregnant? If so, why now? Why when he got divorced? Is this the right time? Mila's tears started to drip.
Ms. Rahmi who saw him immediately brought Mila's head in her arms.
"Propsy. God's scenario, we never know. If you really have to get pregnant when you are widowed, how else. The child is a gift, a care that must be kept well. Never complain about God's destiny. Raising a child without a husband is not easy, but it can be. Just go with sincerity. God knows what is best for his servant." Obviously Ms. Rahmi while stroking Mila's hair.
"Don't rush to draw conclusions. Better to be sure first." Said Mr. Wahab.
Madam Rahmi nodded in agreement. Although inwardly, she was very sure that Mila was pregnant. As an experienced person, he knows what the characteristics of pregnant women look like. His conscience says, if Mila positive pregnant.
After breakfast, Mila vomited again. This time it was really bad until the entire stomach was exhausted. Mila's face looked pale as if there was no blood flowing in her body.
Anxious Ms. Rahmi comes to Devan's apartment for help bringing Mila to the hospital. Lucky it's Saturday. So Devan doesn't work, he can help bring Mila to the hospital.
...****************...
After being taken to the ER, Mila got a referral to a gynecologist. And sure enough what Ms. Rahmi said, Mila is pregnant.
"I want you to get pregnant fast. I can't wait to see Elgar junior."
Elgar's words ring in Mila's head. If he were still with Elgar, how happy would he be.
"I'm pregnant El. I'm pregnant with our child." Mila said in her heart.
"Thank God her baby is healthy. The size is also appropriate. Right now, he's 7w."
Devan looked at Mila. He could not imagine the woman's feelings at this moment. Divorced, but now pregnant.
"Well..it looks like his debay is very much awaited huh. Her mother's crying." Said the Doctor with a smile. She had been used to seeing women who were crying so much because they tested positive for pregnancy.
Mila smiled as she stroked her still flat stomach. He did not know what tears were currently flowing, happy, or sad. Because of the taste, the two are like a jumble.
"The first child?"
Mila nodded.
"Papa has to take care of his mother." Said the doctor while looking at Devan who he thought papa the fetus. "Trugged his mother to eat. Her mother is so skinny. Nutritional intake is less. Although nausea vomiting, still forced to eat ya ma. Later I give the same vitamins medicine to reduce nausea."
After redeeming the medicine, Devan invites Mila to stop by for a meal at a restaurant because she wants lunch.
"Pity the baby if you don't eat." Said Devan who saw Mila just stirring the food in front of him.
Mila nodded then stuffed a mouthful of rice into her mouth. It feels bland, but she forces a meal for the sake of the fetus in her womb.
"Want something? let me buy our mumpung outside. Alina used to like weird cravings. It's a hobby for me." Devan laughed lightly as he recalled how tortured he used to be because of Alina's cravings. "If you want anything, don't hesitate to tell me. I must have tried to get it."
Elgar's face immediately reflected in Mila. What a joy it would be to say that was Elgar, the father of the fetus. Unfortunately, not that man, but another angel-hearted man who was willing to do it.
After eating, they went straight home. On the way, Mila's heart is sliced like an iris looking at an incredible sight. Plank bouquets bearing the happy wedding of Elgar and Salsa filled the courtyard of Salsa's father's hotel, where their wedding would be held.
Mila had tried to forget the date she had seen in the proposal. In fact, destiny says something else. Destiny leads him to see the place where Elgar and Salsa will be married today. Even as if forcing a look, because Devan's car drove very slowly because it was stuck. Yes, just today Elgar and Salsa got married. Perhaps even, they had carried out the kabul ijab this morning.
Mila held onto her chest that was hurting. It felt like he was squeezed by a big object until he had difficulty breathing. Mila's memory came back 6 months ago. It feels like just yesterday Elgar said their wedding vows. But in fact, this man is currently with another woman. Ijab kabul by mentioning the name of another woman.
"Don't look if it's not strong." Said Devan while looking at Mila for a moment.
Mila sobbed while bowing her gaze. Stare at the stomach where there's Elgar junior in it. Slowly rubbing that stomach. As if to say, as the circumstances, he will still keep and love the fruit of his love with Elgar.
"Are you going to say challenge this to Elgar?"
Mila shakes. "I don't want to make Elgar more tormented Dev. Her heart would have been broken if she knew she had stuck me while pregnant with her child. I don't want him to feel guilty and sorry. Let him continue his life and be happy with Salsa."
Devan can understand. He was amazed at Mila. At a time like this, he could still toughen up and think of Elgar's happiness.
"Blessed El. I'll take good care of our son." Mila muttered inwardly as she closed her eyes and imagined Elgar's face.
[Nothing is more painful
Than to lose you
My love cannot change
To die is only love for you]
_You and memories_