Suffering Becomes Happiness
chapter 21
Hearing the question from Icha who pitched fishing.... Adit began to palpitate and became misbehaved, because the speech was expected by Adit.
Indeed, the two are throwing words at each other, because both of them both have a crush on each other. It happened since they first felt it in the pool owned by Robert this morning. So it is certain that they are both enveloped in passionate love.
Indeed, the name of the person again fell in love the first time, whatever was said and whatever was done, it was all felt beautiful by people who love him or people who love him... So it is fitting that the two of them spit out the words of the bait... Whether it is praise or flattery or words of dread or something else, then all that feels beautiful is heard in the ears of people who love him. That's what happened between the two of them.... Then they felt that the world belonged to them both, and they did not care if they both saw it or heard it or they were in the land of the people.... The saying goes, "if love is attached, raw rice tastes brown.
After hearing the question from Icha, Adit answered it....
"Yes right you Icha.!! If it's a friend's problem, I'm a lot of people who know just like you.!! But if the problem to a more degree" in this case the girlfriend problem.... I don't have.!! Because of me other than not thinking in that direction, anyway I feel that there is nothing suitable in my opinion.!! Because I'm principled" once I date, then the boyfriend must be taken to the pelaminan.!! So I'm not messing around on this... And with that reason I have not been easy to date, and not easy to accept people just like that even though the person knows me.!!"
After a while later.... They were silent to each other with bodies that were somewhat trembling, and behavior that was all wrong while glancing at each other between the two. Then suddenly Adit spoke to Icha....
"If you yourself how Icha.!! Time people as beautiful as you don't have a boyfriend anyway.!! You are famous besides being beautiful, smart and white.... You are also good at getting along.!! So I think it is impossible if there is no guy who has a crush on you.!! I'm sure there must be a lot of guys who want your love.!!"
Then Icha answered....
"If I were like you Dit.!! I have a principle that I will pursue my career before dating.!! My basic is not the same as you... You are born of someone who is capable, while I was born of someone who is lacking. Although now I am in your eyes and in the eyes of other friends career is already in sight, but I must know myself.!! Where I come from and from whom.... There's a saying I'm afraid it says "peanuts forget the skin.!! So I mean, I continue the ideals of late mother Farida and continue the ideals of Mr. Hartono.!! from the first I was principled before I made them happy, I will not do anything strange first.
So the point is I'm afraid of disappointing them, because they put great expectations on me.!! Besides you know my own story earlier, they do not have children.!! So I am their hope. So that's what makes me not easy to do these things.
Then Adit spoke again....
"So how about you Icha now.?? Because I think your career is in sight.!! E... I mean about guys, have you opened your heart like a guy who has a crush on you.??"
Say Adit with the words fishing question...
Then Icha responds....
"Ih... Adit what the hell.!!"
Say Icha slowly while looking away from her face, and with a heart pounding with cold sweat pouring down her body...
Actually Icha himself already know where the direction of Adit's talk, but Icha feel embarrassed and not able to hold his own feelings which at that time was lulled with love for Adit.
Adit is too... Even though he's a guy, but he's never seduced a girl before. But in his little heart Adit felt that if it was not him who said it first, or conveyed the desire of his heart, then it could not have been done or achieved the intention..... Because even though Icha according to Adit is one feeling, or has the same desire... But Icha is a girl who can't shoot first. Because he also knew that Icha had never before felt in love with a guy. So that feeling that moment raged in Adit's mind.
Then a few moments later Adit ventured to express the desire of his heart, by shifting slightly beside Icha which had been a little distance, became side by side in the garden chair. Then Adit was silent for a moment while glancing at Icha. And Icha also felt the gurgle of the Adit, and Icha had read what the meaning of the Adit sentence.... So that's what makes Icha more pounding with his head down while glancing at Adit.
Then Adit spoke to Icha....
"cha.... Actually, there's something I'm going to talk to you.!! But before I apologize to you, if my words are presumptuous and make you offended or dislike.!!"
Then Icha responded to Adit....
Icha said to Adit in a slow tone and with his head still down, but a thin smile signifies that Icha already knows the meaning of the words that will be thrown by the Adit to him....
Then Adit began to dare to say the desire of his heart to Icha....
"cha... Actually I'm... E... Actually... actually...."
Say Adit with disjointed words, because it is not the power to convey or issue the word.....
And the cold sweat was increasingly pouring all over Adit's body, because it was so heavy to convey these words....
Then Icha said with a fishing speech....
"What's up Dit.!! Let's say what you want to say to me.!! I promise I won't be angry with you... So just calm down.!! Say aja.!! Go Dit.!!"
Hearing the words of the Icha, Adit continued his words that had previously been interrupted....
"E... E.... Look Icha actually I love you.... And I love you so much Icha.!! And I want you to be my girlfriend.!! How's Icha.?? Do you accept me.!! Or do you want to be my girlfriend.??"
Hearing the words of death from Adit, then Icha increasingly pounding and increasingly trembling all over his body.... Cold sweat poured down his body.... And Icha was not able to answer even if the words were expected to come out of Adit's mouth by Icha, but Icha who heard such powerful words, he said, and the first time he heard from a guy who had caught his attention... So Icha immediately became a girl who seemed to be the most stupid in the world despite all the advantages that exist in her.... Because for Icha during his life had only twice heard the terrible words, namely" the first when Icha heard the news or witnessed the death of Mother Farida. At that moment he was devastated and was powerless to accept it.... And the second was this time, where Icha heard the terrible words of Adit that had seized her attention, and which had made her heart fall in love with him. So this time Icha also has no power to answer directly or issue the answer words from the Adit.
After a while Icha was silent and unable to answer questions from Adit, then Adit who witnessed the Ica gelagat immediately issued sulking words, as if he was not accepted by Icha. Although Adit himself understands and knows the meaning of the attitude of Icha.
Then Adit said in a sulking tone....
"Sorry Icha.!! I have sassy ama you.!! But I mean good.!! I didn't mean to hurt you, let alone offend you Icha.!! So if my words offend you or you displease me, then I'm sorry... And I promise I won't repeat it again.!! But you don't hate me huh.!! Once again Icha.... I'm sorry.!!
Adit said to Icha in a sulking tone while pretending to stand up from his seat, and intended to step away.
Icha who heard Adit's words, and knew the spirit of Adit by standing up and wanting to step away from him..... Then immediately Icha also grabbed Adit's hand which was a step away from the seat.
When Icha reached for Adit's hand, Icha did not speak at all.... But Adit's hand was held tightly while looking down and a thin smile on his lips.... And so is Adit.... Adit whose hand was held or held by Icha, then immediately stopped his steps and fell silent while smiling thinly on his lips, with eyes that glanced towards Icha.
Then Adit said to Icha in a somewhat narcissistic tone and pretended to be stupid....
"What's the Icha.!? You hold my hand.!? I apologize to you earlier.!! that's Ica... I was wrong to have presumptuously put out the words earlier to you.!! And I know, you don't like it.!! So if so let me just go, and I promise I won't bother you anymore, and won't put out any words that offend you again.!! So let go of Icha.!! Let me go.!!"
Hearing the words that came out of Adit's mouth, Icha who previously held Adit's hand with one hand, then Icha got up from his seat and held Adit's hand with both hands... Although Icha still has not issued words or answered questions from Adit before.
This time Icha's grip on Adit's hand tightened, as if Icha didn't want to let go. Especially after Icha heard the words SO SWEET from Adit before, then Icha became more trembling and pounding.... And without feeling the hand of Icha who held tightly to the hand of Adit, became wet with cold sweat that came out of Icha's body.