Suffering Becomes Happiness
chapter 42

   Adit who heard the pain from his lover, continued to embrace him.  He felt guilty to Icha, because the incident was caused by his actions.  So on the sidelines he embraced his lover, and he said....

"Yes... Yes darling.!!  Yes I know.!! I'll be Obatin.!!  Let's get out of the way first, yeah.!!  I'm sorry, baby.!!  I was wrong.!!  I didn't mean to nyakin you Icha.!! Again I'm sorry, ama you Icha.!!  Everything I did to you just now was simply because I love and love you Icha.!! So sorry I did.!!"

   Adit said in a panicked tone, while continuing to embrace him to the riverbank.

   After Adit who embraced Icha up to the river bank, then Adit immediately sat Icha and leaned into the cliff on the edge of the river.  And then Adit immediately examined the wound on Icha's arm.

   Then Adit examined the injured arm of his lover, asking him in a panicked tone.....

"Where.!! Where's darling.!! Where is the wound.!!  Try the cave check it out.!!

   Adit to Icha.

   Then Icha immediately informed Adit of the wound, by thrusting the injured arm.

   Then Adit immediately held the arm of his lover, and immediately kissed the wound to draw blood.  He did it over and over again, until the blood coming out of the wound on Icha's arm was no more.

   Then Icha who knows the reaction of his lover, then there is not moaning in pain.  But apparently Adit's kiss that bleeds from the wound on his arm, apparently making Icha stunned and silent while looking at Adit's face with no blinking at all. And that's where Icha's feelings changed, from the time before Icha got hurt and chased Adit down the river.  Apparently the romance and attention of Adit to him, very extraordinary felt by Icha at that time.  So unceasingly Icha still looked at Adit's face with a mouth full of blood, from the effects of the wound.

   Adit who initially did not feel that he was noticed by the Icha, then he continued to kiss the wound on Icha's arm, so he continued, and bleed until there is no blood left from the wound.  And Adit also did not feel with the reaction of Icha at that time.  But after a while later, Icha who usually moaned in pain, which he said from the beginning he fell in the middle of the river, which he said, until he was embraced and taken by his lover to the riverbank, and after Adit realized that the groaning of his lover was no longer heard, so he immediately stopped his kiss on the injured arm of his lover.  Then he immediately turned to look at Icha's face, then that was where their close look occurred..... And in that moment of direct and close gaze, they felt a terrible mess.  In his feelings Icha who was injured in his arm due to a fall in the river, then immediately the wound was no longer felt the pain, due to these feelings. While Adit who initially continued to kiss Icha's arm and remove his blood from the wound, he also did not feel the smell of fishy and rancid blood left and splotches in his mouth.  the scene happened for a while.

   After a while later, the two of them finally came to a realization of what had happened.  So quickly Adit hastily took the red medicine and bandages in the bag he was carrying, to treat the wound suffered by Icha.  While Icha himself again became misbehaved by pretending to moan in pain, even though the wound was not much, and the pain had subsided. So Adit directly apply red medicine to his wound, and immediately put a bandage.  Then after that they sat side by side, and leaned on the cliff beside the river while chatting.

   Icha says....

"Adith.... What did you do to me earlier.??  And why did you sell it all to me Dit.!?  To be honest, Dit.!!  I am not the type of cheap girl that you easily treat at will.!!  And just so you know yes Dit.!!  I started from small until now have never done strange things, especially I have never been treated so casually by anyone.!!   So I beg you Adit.!!  If you love me, don't do that again.!! " PLEASE" Adit.!!   Do we not know that such deeds should not be and are forbidden by our religion.!!  And are you not the son of an ustadzah.!!  So I beg you Dit.!!  Don't underestimate your own self-esteem, and also me, and don't damage our relationship since we first started, we both have committed to this relationship we take care of properly.!!  Then I beg you Dit.... Keep the sanctity of this love until finally where the time comes, then our relationship becomes halal, then you can do anything to me, you can do anything to me, because I officially belong to you.!!"

   Say Icha to Adit with a soft tone and a deep meaning.

   Then Adit who heard the words of his lover, then immediately bowed lethargic and immediately regretted his actions.  At that time Adit's feelings became chaotic, because his deep love for Icha apparently had made his lover become sad because before Adit did not think at all, because before Adit did not think at all, that what he did had disappointed Icha. In fact, according to him, what he did was just because he wanted to show his love to the lover, and nothing more. And indeed Adit himself realized, that it was in the teachings of his religion that should not be done.  So in that case, Adit became confused himself in responding to the incident.  He is the most guilty according to his feelings.  Because Adit himself also knows, how Icha is a girl who really upholds the value and dignity.  Whether it's his pride, or someone else's.  And his own behavior according to what he knew, Icha was a virtuous, polite, and respectful person.  So because of that Adit became very confused which is very extraordinary.

   Then Adit said to Icha....

"cha.... I'm sorry ama lu.!!  I know I was wrong in this ama lu Icha.!!  And I realize what I did to you earlier, it is not appropriate and you can't, even for any reason.!!  And I promise you Ica.!!  I won't admit it to you anymore.!!  But I dare swear ama lu Icha.!!  There is not the slightest bit in my heart for nyia-nyiain ,lu, let alone ngecewain you.!!  And you yourself know Icha.!!  I love that you.!!  And for the rest of my life, only this time I felt love for a girl... That's you Icha.!!  But it's not like I'm talking about my wrongdoing to you Icha.!!  But that's exactly what happened.!!  Maybe because of my stupidity and not my prudence, so I can forget that the things that I can not do, including my actions ama lu Icha.!!  So once again I apologize to you Icha.!!  So "PLEASE" Icha.!!  I beg you to forgive me.!!  So if you can not forgive me, then I will not be able to forgive myself, and I am ready to accept any risk from you, as a redeemer for my mistakes ama you Icha.!!  Even if I have to, I will die.... As long as you excuse me.!!"

   Adit said to his lover with a guilty tone, and a deep meaning.

   Hearing the words that came out of his lover's mouth, Icha immediately leaned her head against Adit's shoulder while saying words that forgive her lover, he said, for the mistake that was made to him.  Apparently Adit's words have destroyed all the ego and emotions that were lodged in Icha's previous feelings.  So Adit who knows his shoulder has been made into a leaning place for his lover, then immediately Adit stroked his lover's head with love and affection.

   Then not long after, the four friends were: Rebecca, Anggun, Melinda, and Fitriani, who had all been swimming in the waterfall, and they immediately called the two, adit and Icha join them.  Then hearing them call the two, Adit responded to their call by waving his hand, as a sign of unwillingness with their invitation.  Because Adit himself realized that there was no way he would swim to that place, while Icha the "lover" was still in an injured condition, and had just been treated by him.  So Adit chose not to swim with them, but he chose to accompany the lover on the edge of the cliff. Then after that, Icha immediately told Adit to immediately join them, so that they would feel happy by swimming in that place together with him.  While Icha will wait for them in that place only. So Adit who got advice from his lover, of course, rejected him outright.  Because he himself knew, that Icha's advice was just a small talk. This means that in such conditions, of course Icha needs friends to chat, or eliminate loneliness.  So finally they both remain in the place by staying seated in the original place, while chatting and looking at the scenery in the place.