Thank You Luka
CHAPTER 1
I realized that I was indeed a useless child, but even so I never had the slightest thought of distressing and even hurting my family.
Surely every child will compete to make his family happy.
But unlike myself, which every time I was struggling to make my family happy they were competing to bring me down and also destroy all my good intentions.
It was clear to me that they did not appreciate all my efforts.
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At the time I was at work my family seemed to love me so much, even in every love and attention they gave me I felt so loved by both my parents.
Getting warm treatment from my family makes me very happy. Because after all this time they ignored me, now they can accept me and love me.
I thought that the affection they gave me would last forever, but it was all a lie.
My parents didn't really love me but they just loved my money.
I know that because when I received my salary I gave half my salary to my parents, because I did not feel mamah enough to scold me.
"Only this way you love, where enough money so that you love to eat is lacking ." Say mama by yelling at me
"You're how the tiara can't be relied on once, when yes you give that kind of money to us you think everything we love to you is free." Papah said while walking sitting in the living room chair.
Hearing that instantly I looked up in disbelief at what my papah just said.
"What do free papah mean reward." Askaqua.
"Yes everything we have given you so far is not free as your meal, your bed, and even all the affection we have given you so far is not free." Papah firmly.
After that, my mother came up to me and grabbed my hand firmly.
"So you'll have to pay it all off." Say mama while pushing me .
Hearing all that my heart felt so sick because for 24 years of my age my parents never wanted to love me.
After the incident Papah reminded me that every time I pay I have to give all my salary to my mother and even my parents forbid me to take a dime of my money.
Even though I have worked hard to get the money, because I also really need the money so I was forced to always lie to my parents about the nominal salary I get.
Almost every time my parents go out with all my money, they spend it on unimportant things.
Honestly sad to see all the injustice my family has given me all this time. But I can do nothing but accept everything with sincerity and airiness.
Because I am sure someday my parents will accept me and love me sincerely. Now I just need some time.
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After 1 year long I work now my work contract is up and can not be extended anymore. With a heavy heart, I had to quit my job.
Both of my parents, who knew that I had stopped working, now they began to scold me and even berate me with all the words that hurt and hurt my heart.