Thank You Luka
CHAPTER 37

I left them for a moment to go after my husband who was still sleeping in his room.

Before I woke her up, I looked at her face for a moment.

"It turns out he's very handsome when seen this close." My monologue inwardly while smiling looked at him.

A moment after that, I woke up from my daydream and then woke him up quickly.

"Mas.. Let's get up, this morning." I said while shaking Ryan's body slowly.

Feeling disturbed by me, Ryan now began to squirm his body until he woke up from a deep sleep.

"Mmm (Murm with eyes still closed), what time is it." With a distinctive sound of waking up.

"Hour half 7 Mas."

"Mmm, (Nodding his head)."

"Mas want to take a shower first or want to have breakfast immediately."

"Mmm.. You have breakfast first I'll catch up after the shower."

"Yes already then the hunt yes Mas, because the other kasian on waiting below." I said as I got up from my seat.

"Mmm. yes."

After waking up Ryan, I went downstairs to join them in eating.

"Where Ryan, how not to go down." Ask Ms. Mayang.

"Mas Ryan again shower mih, most immediately also down again." I answered while sitting next to her, Ms. Mayang.

"Yes, then you eat a lot of well so you can have enough stamina to serve Ryan every day, because usually the newlyweds like to be uncontrolled...and it'll definitely overwhelm you later." Say Bu Mayang with his leisure while devouring apples.

When he heard the words of Bu Mayang, he suddenly made Pa Bagas and Marcell immediately laugh amusedly heard it.

They laughed giggling because they understood where Bu Mayang's words were going.

I who heard the sound of their laughter, immediately made me bow down embarrassed because of the joke that Bu Mayang said earlier.

"What are you laughing at." Ryan said as he sat next to me.

Seeing Ryan's sudden arrival, suddenly made their laughter stop just like that.

"There's no bang." Said Marcell who was a little afraid because he was stared at by Ryan.

"Udah mending you eat before the food is cold." Said Pa Bagas to divert the conversation.

Because he was so hungry, now Ryan began to eat the food I had prepared earlier so greedily.

After eating, I want to clean all the dirty dishes.

But suddenly Ryan told us all to gather in the living room, to talk about something important.

Then we all walked at once following Ryan's steps into the living room.

"You want to talk about Ryan's arrival, we all need to get together here." Ask Pa Bagas.

"Yes, the conversation is so important." Marcell asked curiously

"It's not that important....So Ryan just wanted to tell you all that today, Tiara and I are moving out of this house."

"Hah (Shocked to hear Ryan's words), Kok. hastily anyway Ryan, and why should move this house your house too." Said Ma Mayang sadly.

"Faster better Mih, anyway Ryan should start learning to be a good family head for my family later."

"If it's your absolute decision, Papih will support it." He patted Ryan's shoulder.

After our long conversation was over, my husband and I started to pack all our clothes in preparation for moving to a new home.

Finished packing the two of us directly down to meet the other family members to say goodbye.

"Yes...Ryan will take care of her."

"Mih Tiara said yes." Staring at him gently.

Feeling sad about having to part with me, now Ms. Mayang began to pull me into her arms.

"My daughter's daughter's mother.." The cry of Bu Mayang in his arms.

"Stop crying, because it'll only hurt my heart Mih." Gently rubbing his back.

"Mmm,(Nodging)... Don't ever forget to make Mamih here." Cupping both of my cheeks.

"Yes Mih Tiara promise.so as long as Tiara no Mamih should always be healthy well."

"Yes fine." Smells every inch of my face.

Finished with the moment of our farewell, now we began to walk away from the residence of Radendra.

As usual, as long as we were on our way there was not a word spoken between us.

During the trip, we just sat quietly without talking at all. Like strangers who don't know each other.

1 Hour on the way, now we arrived at a luxurious house that Pa Bagas had given us.

We entered the house at the same time.

For a moment we tried to observe every beauty in the house.

"The house is beautiful." Surprised to see it.

"Hm."

Just as I was about to walk around the house, Ryan suddenly held my hand.

"North.." While holding my hand with a serious facial expression.

"(Get in that direction), Yes Mas."

"I want to tell you something."

"Mmm..say." Staring seriously.

"I-I'd like to start right now we'll split the beds first and if my parents come here, we'll go back to one more bed."

"Why should we be like that, we are legally husband and wife." I was saddened by Ryan's words.

"That's because I don't love you at all."

Jleb. His words felt like they were piercing my heart. Especially at this time his words were continuously ringing in my ears without ceasing.

Instantly my heart ached after hearing the harsh reality Ryan had spoken to me.

Hearing that now made me realize, that the household trip that I am currently running will only make me struggle alone to maintain his wholeness.

"(Efforting hard in front of him), oh... I understand that and if that's what Mas wants I'll follow him." Smiling bitterly.

"Thank you for understanding me." While stepping away leaving me.

Seeing his departure from before me, made my heart feel so claustrophobic. My heart felt torn when I remembered his words earlier.

Because of the pain, now I can no longer hold back the dam of my tears.

My tears came out so fast that Ryan's words were ringing in my ears again.

I tried as much as possible to strengthen myself so that I could sincerely accept everything with a chest of air.

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