
"You're such a useless child, it feels so sorry that we have a child like you." Speak angrily to me.
"If you don't work then where are we going to get the money, you know your brother Jonathan is in need of a lot of money for his college expenses."
"Yes mah tiara know, but how else." I said sad
"Udah enough we don't want to hear any more excuses from your mouth because you are indeed a useless child and also an unlucky carrier for this family." Say papah while walking away from me.
Hearing all that now I can only stay still while holding back my tears.
After they were satisfied to scold me, I quickly went into my room.
Because I felt hurt by all the words of my parents. Slowly my tears began to fall without me being able to stop them again.
In my room I cried so much that no one could hear my cry.
2 Hours later I was crying now I started to feel a little calm, because I was tired I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep.
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After 1 month I was unemployed. I stayed home more while helping my mother to do other household chores.
At that time my mother told me to prepare a good meal, because today my uncle and aunt will come.
Not a few minutes after all the food is ready and neatly arranged on the dining table. My aunt and uncle are home now. We sat down for a while and then we started eating.
Finish eating we again in the guest room to continue the conversation that had been cut.
I just finished cleaning the dishes now join them.
The uncle who had just seen me came directly to hit me with a lot of questions. Which every question he asked me would always make me feel hurt later.
"Are you still unemployed Tiara." Said uncle while looking at me sharply.
"mmm... Yes uncle." My leg while nodding my head.
Instead of encouraging me uncle even with his heart mocking me, and not just mocking, even uncle with teganya compare me with his son who is currently working as a manager in a big company.
Honestly for that I admit I will definitely lose, because as I know their child is a graduate of S1 abroad and while I am only a graduate of High School. So it will be difficult for me to match him.
"Just try if you used to want to go to college like an uncle's son, surely you will not be this difficult to find a job. And try to see your cousin's brother who is now a manager in his office, but you haven't been anything until now even there you only add to the burden of your parents. Try me you think you're an adult you should open your mind it does want to until when you will be a burden in this family, indeed you are not ashamed of what." Said uncle while looking at me contemptuously.
Hearing all the insults I could only keep quiet while holding back my anger and tears.
Actually such insults were not my first time hearing but I almost got them if I met my uncle. Hearing all the insults that my uncle said, I want to feel like I'm going against all the words of my uncle, But because he is the brother of my papah it makes me feel bad to fight him because fear will make my papah feel hurt because of my actions.