Trapped in Taste
Chapter 52 - Appearing Desire of Jealousy.

Lately there is always a new number coming into Adinda's phone that shows the closeness and intimacy of Ryan Alaska with Vita Ayunda as a business partner, be it at a banquet party, until a small party welcomes Frans and Nia's wedding, the two couples look compact and happy.

A photo that makes Adinda quite greget when she saw Ryan and Vita in one room, where her husband was asleep and it looks Vita is beside him. The photo is not yet clear and was deliberately sent to Adinda.

Implied in the mind of Adinda, negative thoughts as men and women who are both adults, impossible if not do anything.

"Why would Ryan prefer a woman who is not his right to ignore me who is more worthy." Adinda remembered when Ryan was angry when his manhood had enjoyed.

"Why should I be jealous, Ryan has no feelings for me, this marriage is just for profit and it is their life, I am the third person who came to ruin the atmosphere!" muttered Adinda still blamed herself, her disheveled face just putting the phone away.

Adinda who has often felt disappointment in love makes her tired and tries to return to her.

Divert all those evil thoughts by calling her brother, surfing the Maya world, seeing the happiness of others, and looking for business ideas, Adinda has also written a list of what she will do after giving birth later, she still chose to live alone to raise her child.

"This life, not always going by what we should want, the harshness of the storm of trials, does not come entirely from God, but because of the folly and heresy of man himself, but I believe, this is an opportunity, and my way to refocus on my Lord, that everything in the world is a mirage view that is just a day off, every meeting there will be a farewell schedule, he said, nothing is eternal except my relationship with my Lord!"

Since the first Adinda does not have too many friends and in a boring activity for him, until this very second, he does not have a wide association or gang that can be chatted fun, he said, in addition to her mother-in-law, Nabila and some close friends only. The feeling of loneliness is what makes Adinda easy to fall in love with someone man, especially the man is very in accordance with his criteria.

*

At night, Adinda always can not sleep, plus her pregnancy that has been running for almost 5 months, anxiety and fear of walking alone in the future began to haunt, every once in a while Adinda woke up, she was afraid to walk, when she heard her mother-in-law coughing, she briefly came out of her room.

The boredom forced Adinda to chat in her room and pay attention to the widow, finished praying tahajud.

"Mama's okay, right? Did the gallon of water dispenser run out?"

"There still?" smile at Khaliza.

"You haven't slept?" the clock shows 01.30 wib in the morning.

"Can't sleep Mah, Later Mas Ryan didn't come home and never told me!" said lethargic Adinda.

"Dad, he's busy, is it okay to come home?" answer relaxed Khaliza, seen taking vitamins.

"Did he tell Mamah?"

"We have agreed, Ryan has permission to Mama, if he does not go home means his work is quite urgent and very dense, back and forth is not efficient for him?"

"Ooh!"

"You kangen?" khaliza's smile looked at her daughter-in-law's face.

"No Mah, if Mas Ryan doesn't give Adinda permission there's nothing, as long as it's not to Mama!"

"Dad!"

"Lately Mas Ryan was close to a woman named Vita Ayunda, Do you know Mama?"

"Not knowing!" answer Khaliza briefly.

"He's her ex-boyfriend!" adinda.

"Since the past, Ryan has loved many women, even since Kindergarten and Elementary School (smile Khaliza) but there is not a single woman that he introduced to Mama or just a story, he said, Mah figure this woman loh, who Ryan likes or just interested, Mama even had time to think whether my son has a disorder or not? Even if this mother is his birth mother, he still does not want to tell about his personal life. Every day, new year, or what day is affection...Mama forgot!"

"Valentine Mah!" answer quickly Adinda.

"Dad, there are so many gifts coming, both for Mama, and for Ryan himself, the gifts no longer come after Ryan leaves for Singapore?"

"What makes Mama can faithfully patiently live this life, raising her own children without a husband, of course it is very heavy?" ask Adinda.

"Keikhlasan and patience.(.Khaliza looked at the lethargic face of Adinda)

Sister, you are a good woman, make yourself more valuable, stop demanding anything to humans, be it attention, sympathy, love and affection, because humans are actually unable to give it, even though it exists, only a small number of it on condition that there is mutual reciprocity obtained, will be completely filled with disappointment, if you want to get a great love, seek your God, he said, only He can give it!"

"Adinda to be stunned to hear the words of Khaliza, a life teaching that is able to awaken her who has no direction?"

Adinda reflex hugging Khaliza.

"Thank you very much Mah, slowly Adinda will continue to learn to improve!"

She chose to sleep in her mother-in-law's room.

***

Little by little, Khaliza managed to give advice to Adinda so as to make the woman more rigid and excited.

*

One afternoon, Nabila came to Khaliza's house to invite Adinda to check her increasingly large content or USG schedule.

"Sir, check it out later!"

"Eh, don't take Adinda for granted, you haven't checked!" nabila's advice.

"I'm sorry Nabila, Ryan's still so bothered!"

"Ouh it's okay Auntie, it's okay, it's not Ryan's job but mine!" said Nabila timidly faced his sister's mother-in-law.

*

Eventually both left. When Nabila's car came out of Khaliza's house, it wasn't long before Ryan Alaskan arrived home.

*

"Assynnya!" greet Ryan.

"Wa'alacumsalam!" After cleaning his body, Ryan just felt his room was quiet without Adinda.

"Where's the kid?" ryan muttered, he began to wander around looking for the whereabouts of Adinda, until he asked his mother.

"Where is Mah?"

"So Nabila came to pick her up to check Adinda's content!"

"Cock! She's not got Ryan's permission?"

"Mom don't know, maybe he doesn't want to bother you!" khaliza offers snacks.

"Feed first!" Khaliza.

"Thank you Mah!"

***

Spog specialist Dr Gunawan Smith.

Adinda finally did an examination of the contents of advanced technology, with a handsome 38-year-old Doctor. Gunawan is a widower, already has one child, he is also looking for a soul mate. The man was Bram's best friend the husband of Nabila.

"This is Adinda that you told me yesterday well Nabila!"

"It's really Gunawan!" answer Nabila shyly.

Gunawan reflex smiled sweetly looking at Adinda, he is a candidate strong who yesterday Bram and Nabila will be a match.

Bram asked Gunawan to help marry his sister-in-law who was already pregnant by her boyfriend, Gunawan's response was quite good at the time, but unfortunately, Gunawan was in Malaysia on work.

When Gunawan was explaining about the condition of Adinda's pregnancy, Nabila secretly took a photo of the two from behind and immediately displayed the fad in status using the caption;

"Tok sweet yeah?"

("If Ryan and Adinda get divorced, there is no harm, slowly I will return to match Adinda with Gunawan" muttered Nabila)

*

That status was accidentally glimpsed by Ryan Alaska.