Trapped in Taste
Chapter 6 - Fatigue of the Heart

"Alright Bang!"

Alamsyah began to tidy up his small medical equipment.

"Oh Iyah Bang! Honestly Ryan is tired of being the Frans Bodyguard, I also do not understand, whether the Frans family is actually good to me, want to help or vice versa, because lately, because, Frans likes to put a heavy personal workload on me. I just want to focus on growing Papa's business! But I have no choice, still need a sizable capital!"

Nature looked back at the downcast Ryan filled with uneasiness.

"Ryan, do you pray less, you almost never attend a mosque study again, even though every day your brother is waiting for you?"

"Sometimes of fatigue Bang and the time of prayer there is only a barrier!" ryan replied, continuing.

"To understand, the demands of your work are quite heavy, must serve fully to humans, but can it solve the problem?"

It seemed that the young man was only bowed, fully understanding every word spoken by Nature.

"Ryan, wishing on humans is a deliberate disappointment!"

"Ryan is ashamed Bang, when it comes to the mosque like it is not appropriate to repent and many already know, if Ryan is the son of a former Mafia Gambling!" The young man just looked down embarrassedly at Nature.

"The former bastard is better than the former cleric, Ryan.no man has no sin, disgrace and error, it is already the destiny of man himself, he said, so God extended his forgiveness as the best solution, now we are left, whether we want to return to HIM or not!"

Ryan was stunned by Alamsyah's words and began to dare to raise his head, giving the spirit of his people.

"Go home first Ryan. Today is quite tired, because thank God many patients."

"Thank you very much Bang!"

"You're young, your path God willing is long, as your mother's hope, she just wants you to be a pious child!"

"Amin, thank you so much bang, Brother always gives life motivation to Ryan and it's worth it!"

"While always waiting for you in the study forum, come whenever you want!"

"Yes Bang!"

Alamsyah stepped out and headed for his car.

"Be careful Bang!"

Before getting into the car, Alamsyah patted Ryan's shoulder.

"If you have a problem, then pray, do not wrap your own problems you will not be able to, Brother has promised with your Papa, to help you as much as possible!"

"Thank you very much Bang!" ryan replied in teary eyes, The young man is the only child in his family.

"Assynnya!" nature got into her car.

"Wa'alacumsalam!" answer Ryan quickly.

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Ryan sat pensively in the living room enjoying his bed that night. While Adinda is still unconscious from her stings.

Moving time at 10.05 wib.

Ryan is still trying to call Frans, but still in tulalit condition.

"Aargha!" he said he was annoyed to throw his phone on the table, then lay down himself.

"Tlylillite!" Ryan's phone rang. Ryan got up and took his phone back.

"French??" ryan looked at his phone and quickly received the call.

"Have you been...?" ask Frans.

"Adinda wants to kill herself, she's pregnant!" ryan cut off Frans' conversation, holding back emotions.

"Dad!"

"Heh...this, is ridiculous and you just ignore it??" ryan couldn't hold back his emotions anymore.

"Please take care of Adinda for me Ryan, right now I'm at my parents' house, tomorrow we talk again, Ouh Iyah, I hope Adinda's pregnancy is our secret, she said, don't let my parents or Nia's parents know!"

"Trups!" Frans immediately hung up his phone, not wanting to discuss the length of the matter via phone, making Ryan surprised.

"Basic, mentally ill manaaaa!" yelled Ryan threw his phone in the bed, expressing his annoyance that night.

"In his light, he said please take care of Adinda for me!" Ryan repeated Frans' words with anger.

"If this continues, I'll look like his slave, no longer a Bodyguard!"

"Deeeeeeerh!" yelling Ryan grabbed his hair with annoyance, he began to saturate being Bodyguard Frans who always charge his personal work to Ryan.

The man lay languidly in the living room, then threw a tired body on the sofa, looking far away at the ceiling of the house.

"Why to change yourself for the better, it's so hard, it's too much of a challenge! Will I never be separated from Lim Woong (Uncle Ryan)"

The words of Alamsyah ring back in Ryan's mind;

The demands of your work are quite heavy, having to serve fully to humans, but will it solve the problem? You know Ryan, wishing on humans is a real disappointment!"

"True Bang Alam, I was too devoted to humans, too much hope to Frans that he helped me capitalally and again could boost Papa's company, but all I could do was feel tired and disappointed.

Tomorrow, I must resign as Frans Bodyguard. Poor Mama, almost every day he was always alone at home," drowsiness began to attack Ryan that night, his body felt like sleeping due to drug reactions and injections. On that soft sofa Ryan began to close his eyes.

*

A lot of grief that Ryan felt during his time as a Bodyguard, one of which he could not go home every day to meet his mother, because of the demands of work that is quite heavy, because the demands of the work are quite heavy, not to mention having to risk his life for the sake of the master, it has become the basis of determination as a Bodyguard. Tired but it has to be done Ryan.

*

At 02:03 in the morning.

She began to wake up, her head still heavy.

"Where am I, am I still in the world?" muttered Adinda tried to recognize the atmosphere of the place.

"Isn't this in my room!"

She began to remember that someone had tried to enter her house when she wanted to commit suicide.

The woman got up quickly put away her blanket, then looked for conditions outside the room.

She was surprised when she saw the window of her house breaking, and her gaze was fixed on someone who was lying tired on the sofa.

"Ryan!" slowly Adinda began to walk closer to the burly young man.

Adinda recalled her ridiculous suicide. The woman also saw that Ryan's hand was bandaged.

"So Ryan's trying to help me up to breaking the window?" guess Adinda who is still looking at the man.

"That means Ryan's not coming home!"

"I think that someone is Frans!" looks disappointed Adinda who still expects Men who have made herself pregnant. The woman stood focused on the details of Ryan's sleeping position straight parallel to his feet.

"Is a Bodyguard sleeping like this? so tense, exactly like a statue!"

"Hem..if you notice that Ryan is quite handsome and very man, no wonder that there were so many students who liked him including Kirana my best friend when in Junior High School, sangking his fans, and so on, the boy often takes pictures of Ryan secretly, and says I LIKE BAD BOY MEN!" Adinda smiled faintly recalling the memories of the past with her friend, quite comforting herself for a moment.

Not wanting to disturb Ryan's sleep, early in the morning Adinda again sat pensively while looking at her cellphone, there was no call or message from Frans.