5 Years of Marriage Without Love

5 Years of Marriage Without Love
First Night of the Blades and Bagas


After dinner finished Blades cleaning the tableware, he did not know that Bagas was following him from behind. When Barah wants to wash dirty dishes, Bagas takes over.


"I washed all this" said Bagas.


"Don't do it, just let me" said Bilah.


"It's okay, I don't want my wife to be exhausted." Bagas insisted that he clean their tableware.


Blade smiled Bagas helped himself, Bagas small attention was able to make the Blades heart melt.


"Thank you" said Bilah.


"Thank you for what?" ask Bagas.


"To help me," replied Bar.


Not too long Bagas cleaning the tableware. Now everything is clean. The bar approached Bagas and kissed Bagas' cheek suddenly.


"That's a gift from me, because it helped me." The blade smiled at Bagas and then he stepped foot into the room.


For those who get a sweet kiss from Blah, he smiles while holding his cheek, and follows Bar from behind.


Azan reverberated, Bagas and Barah decided to pray together in their rooms. Bagas became a Bilah priest for the first time. The feeling of Blah is very grateful, after going through all now he has a religious partner. He never felt this with Ranu. Ranu was never his prayer priest.


After finishing the prayer and praying, Barah grabbed Bagas hand to kiss the back of Bagas hand and Blah put his head on Bagas thigh, they are still above history. The blade tightened his fingers and Bagas. The warmth of their love felt. Without words they enjoyed their current togetherness on a long prayer mat.


"Mas.." said Bilah.


"Yes, what's wrong?" ask Bagas.


"Mas, what right now?" ask Bilah.


Bagas swallowed his saliva with difficulty, his heartbeat started pounding. He could not express his feelings at this moment. With the current position of the Blade alone Bagas was very happy, because the Blade looked very spoiled to Bagas.


"Aren't you tired? today we have a reception" asked Bagas.


"To serve my husband, I'm ready. If you ask, I will carry out my duties as a wife." Say Blah, while looking into Bagas' eyes from Below. Bagas looked at the face of Bilah who was still leaning his head on Bagas' thigh.


Bagas lowered his head, then kissed Bilah's lips briefly, Bagas smiled. The blade gets up and changes its position to sit.


"I love you Mas" said Bilah Iirih.


Bagas opens the face of the Bar and folds their prayer equipment.


"Let me lead you, even though you are more experienced than me" said Bagas.


"As there is no regret of marriage to a widow, there will be no blood on our side later" Bilah said.


"I have accepted you whole, do not consider you a widow again, for you have become a queen in my heart." Bagas grasped Bar's hand, he kissed Bar's hand.


According to Bagas' decree, it will be Bagas who will lead tonight.


Bagas put the body of Blah on the bed. He gently stroked the top of the blade's head. Bagas whispered in Bar's ear.


“Bismillahil'aliyyil ‘azhim. Allahummaj’allahu dzurriyyatan thayyibah in qaddrta an takhruja min shulbi. Allahumma jannahnis syaithana wa janniblis syaithana ma razaqtani.”


(In the name of Allah, the Most High, the Most High. My Lord, make him a good descendant if you do not let him out of my spine. My Lord, keep me away from the devil, and keep the devil away from the seed of the fetus that you have bestowed upon me.)


The bar slowly closed its eyes, and began to follow what Bagas said. Slowly, Bagas' hand crept into the corner, Bar felt every soft touch of Bagas' hand so smooth. The bar felt overwhelmed by the touches created by Bagas.


"May I take off your clothes?" ask Bagas carefully.


Replied by a nod by Blah. The blade was very embarrassed, his face was already very reddened. Bagas unfurled a blanket to cover Bar's body, then Bagas began to strip his own clothes.


Bagas unceasingly praised Allah when he saw the well-preserved asset of the Blade. His chest was hot, his heart was racing very fast.


Bismillah...


On that special night, the moon lit up the sky gently, as if to give a blessing to an already ongoing marriage. In a room decorated with fresh flowers and fragrant candles, Bagas and Billa sat face to face on a soft bed. Their faces exuded a mixture of hariu, nervousness, and happiness.


Bagas, with a face full of humility, began their conversation, "Honey, tonight is the beginning of a new chapter in our lives. I know that your journey is not always easy, but you stand still with stunning beauty. I am honored to be your choice, and I promise to always strive to be a loyal and encouraging companion at your every step."


The blade smiled gently, its eyes emitting a light full of appreciation. "Mas, in my twilight life, I found the strength of your kindness and your unwavering determination. You're the ray of hope that came when I almost lost the light. I promise to walk beside you with love and gratitude, facing the future with confidence and hope."


The atmosphere between them was full of sincere emotional vibrations. They feel a closeness that is more than just physical; they feel a closeness of the soul that binds them as a newly united couple. Behind the soft dim light and silence of the night, they share dreams, hopes and thoughts.


Bagas grabbed onto Bar's hand gently, as if wanting to feel the tremors of his heart. "Don't you feel scared about this move? I want you to know that nervousness is natural, but we will face it together. Tonight, we embark on a journey filled with wonder."


Barah looked into Bagas' eyes with confidence. "Of course, there's nervousness in my heart. But, more than that, I feel lucky. We have the opportunity to create a new story, fill a blank page with a story of love and understanding. Let this evening be a wonderful beginning, where we grow together and build a family with the values we love."


The night continued softly, like a calm stream. The paragraph by paragraph in their story is filled with meaningful dialogues, gentle touches, and an eye-view filled with intimacy. On that magical night, they realize that true love is not only about the physical, but also about the depth of the soul and sincere relationships.


When the moon reached the top of its sky, Bagas and Bar embraced warmly. Among the whispers of the night wind, they both vow to be true escorts to each other, living a life filled with love, understanding, and cooperation. And behind the window of the restroom, the stars shone brighter, as if to give blessing to the beautiful story of the first night of the gus with the beautiful widow they had begun.


"Thank you baby, yours is still cramped." Bagas repeatedly tipped Blade forehead.


Barah only smiled and blushed in embarrassment when Bagas said that.


Bagas is no longer a plain virgin 😁


Oh yeah don't think old-aged barah well.., Blah with Ranu young marriage. At that time Blade was 19 years old, now Blade was 24 years old and Bagas was 25 years.


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