5 Years of Marriage Without Love
Longs

I felt so empty when Mas Bagas was not by my side, I missed him so much even though he was not there for 1 day. Her treatment of me so gently made me feel like I was new to love. Mas Bagas can make my heart happy multiple times.

I did have a bad time when I had a miscarriage because I felt I did not like it. No ads will be God's provisions. Thankful that I have a husband who always supports me, always hugging me when the hardest time for me.

Why am I tired of waiting for a child?

While Allah has always encouraged me with "hayya 'alal falaah" the distance of victory ranged between the forehead and the prayer mat. This world is just a dream, and I'll wake up when you die. Then I will give up what God will give me.

I am sure that God will bring healing to every pain,

coming up with a solution to every complicated problem, accompanying me in the most difficult conditions,

Keep thinking, speaking, behaving, and will feel like I will be good.

"Have you not arrived in Semarang yet? why haven't you called me." I held my phone and always stared at the rectangular screen.

Time in the office is long I guess. Mba Gita, the bodyguard who guards me, is still on standby. It was Mas Bagas who chose Mba Gita as his bodyguard, usually he was the bodyguard of Mba Aisyah.

Actually today I was tense, when facing a meeting with the managers, because in the morning my heart was made unpleasant by my ex. But I hid my feelings from being seen because I felt tense. I managed to make Ranu unable to tangle with the sentence I uttered. But I really think about the well-being of my employees. My ex is as good as he wants to work, is this company big in his own hands? man ngaco that one. Without employees who actually work where this company can grow.

At the time of my return I met again with Ranu, I was lazy to meet this one human, his wife in prison with a condition of being pregnant but he did not think about the condition of Nida. I don't know what his heart is made of. Mba Gita was on standby when Ranu tried to approach me. Amazing Mba Gita, until Ranu can't get close to me. Super extra care from Mba Gita. I can wake up from Ranu.

I entered my car, usually Mas Bagas who was sitting next to me but now Mba Gita who brought my car. This longing I really can't stand. Where my husband has been at 5 still hasn't called me. How busy he was to not call me.

Upon arrival at my house I only met my father and mother. I told Mba Gita to rest in the guest room.

"Mba please rest, Mba's room is there." I showed the room to Mba Gita.

"Thank you Miss Blah" said Mba Gita.

I approached my mother.

"Well, are you cooking for dinner?" my many.

"It's not a pity yet" replied Mamah.

"I'm helping Mah, wait for me to change clothes first" I said.

I went into my room, I cleaned my body immediately after that I helped my mother to cook. Just as I was holding the door handle about to get out, my phone rang. I grabbed my phone hurriedly, I was so happy the phone I was waiting for finally called too.

Blade \=["Mas, how come call me now."]

Bagas \=["Please say hello first dong dear."]

Blade \=["Assalamu'alaikum, my beloved husband. I miss you so much."]

Bagas \=["Wa'alaikumsalam, I miss you."]

Blade \=["You're not flirting, are you with Ning Haya? take care of your eyes and heart."]

Bagas \=["Yes dear, I love you so much. I won't be tempted by any woman but you."]

Blade \=["Why new phone Mas?"]

Bagas \=["So the plane is delayed dear, already want to fly it turns out there is an engine that has suffered damage. I'm grateful to be caught before flying, if I've flown I don't know."]

Blade \=["Mas, don't talk carelessly. I don't want to be a widow a second time. Enough of you Mas, the priest of my life and God's insha in the Hereafter to be my companion."]

Bagas \=["Aamiin, baby I took a shower first well. Kiss me dong before the phone closes."]

Bagas \=["Ah kiss you feel up in Semarang. love you too My dear bar. Assalamu'alaikum."]

My heart calmed down a little after my husband called me, he was always like that asking for a kiss from me on the phone or when he was going out of the house. But that small request made me feel very special to him.

I approached my mother who was in the kitchen. Before marrying my mother was my cooking teacher, my cooking tasted good thanks to the knowledge passed down to me.

"What's Mah's cooking?" my many.

"Your favorite menu, pepes goldfish," replied Mamah.

"It will be very good" I said.

"Mamah has made the season, you stay sow in the fish well then wrap using banana leaves. That leaves Mamah put in the corner," said Mamah.

"Well, when I was pregnant.Mamah's marriage to Papah when the year was?" my many.

"Why do you ask, worried that you are not pregnant yet? dear, don't think about it. If something is too thought out and we feel ourselves capable then God will let us. But when we surrender to God, well as God wants how, we accept, just God will help us. Don't think about it" advises Mamah.

"Dina is pregnant with Mah" I said.

"You envy Dina? what are you glaring at? You try to see what God has given you, your husband who is now a Gus who loves you very much and never demands when you have children. You're not grateful for that? the wealth that you now get again, with that wealth you can share with others. It is better to share with others. Look at God's gift don't you see what God hasn't given you" said Mamah.

I hugged my mom. His words made my heart very calm. My mother was my best teacher. I wouldn't be able to be what I am today if it wasn't my mother who taught me so much.

The menu that I cooked with my mama has finished cooking. I put the menu on the table. I call dad and Gita mba. Initially, Gita did not want to, he said it was inappropriate if subordinates ate 1 table with a superior.

"Mba Gita is not my subordinate, who is my subordinate who is in my office. So don't refuse. Mama and I have been cooking tired, the time does not respect me anyway have cooked," said I.

"Mom..it's not like that Miss Blades." I immediately pulled Mba Gita's hand to eat with my family.

After dinner together, I went straight into the room. I usually hug my husband when I sleep. LDR really tortured me.

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