Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
127. Vim
Shafa returns to the real world. The thought that had been offering a million dreams since then, was gone somewhere. He had to swallow the bitter pill, that the Word was completely indifferent to him.
"I can definitely get you back to me!" syafa's determination with a burning spirit in his heart.
"Well, sleep! Do not spend time on
thinking of papa since it was of no use at all!" Rasya said while closing the door to his mother's room.
" Mommy can definitely make your dad come back again!" syafa said with tears.
There is really no shortage in Syafa, he just lacks the love of a Word who had loved Laila before marrying her.
Syafa is a beautiful and sholeh woman and also smart. If he wanted to open his heart, there would be many men waiting in line for him.
It's just that he closed his eyes too much and only saw the word of the man in his life. So that they are not visible in his eyes. There was actually a man, who was always looking for attention towards Syafa.
The man was his ex-girlfriend Syafa when he was in college. He was a widower and had no children.
When he learned that Syafa was in the process of divorce, he always tried to approach Syafa but was completely ignored by him.
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"I'm sorry! I can't!" syafa said he rejected the desire of his ex-girlfriend to get back close to him.
"Why? Wouldn't your divorce process be made easier if you agreed?" dito persuaded Syafa.
"But I don't want a divorce with her I Still Love Her!" syafa said with glittering eyes full of emotion.
"You let go and live with me. I can make you happy!" said Dito still does not want to give up too.
"You better forget me. Because I will never accept you!" syafa then left Dito alone.
It was an incident 1 week ago, before his mother Firman died accidentally Syafa met with Dito in a Mall
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Syafa looked back at the wedding photo with Firman, who was hanging on the wall of the room. Yes they used to live in the main residence before the birth of Rasya.
"Once our marriage was very happy. Why did you have to meet Laila again? After so much trouble you tried to forget him!" syafa said back to tears. Syafa recalls his past, when he struggled to help Firman was Laila who left him suddenly.
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"If she loves you, she can't leave you. Why do you have to spend your life for a woman who doesn't love you?" syafa said while hugging Firman who was drunk after consuming alcohol.
"You know nothing! You better not talk. You are just a stranger in my life!" hardik Firman with bulging eyes. The smell of alcohol was clearly smelling in his mouth. She almost vomited.
"Go away you don't have to bother me!" word of Word drove out Syafa at that time.
"I will always accompany you! Believe me!" syafa said while embracing the Word who is now crying a mouthful.
The next day, Firman realized and got the fact that he had ruined the future of Shafa. His father's driver's son. Finally, for the sake of responsibility, Firman then married Syafa. On the next day.
There was no love at first, but gradually, Firman learned to love Syafa. Especially when getting the fact that Syafa is pregnant with her child.
Firman sought to love Shafa and accept him as his wife.Their household life was increasingly harmonious after the birth of Rasya which complemented their happiness.
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Syafa recalls his days, after the Word met Laila again. Almost no longer felt the love of the husband to himself.
At all times the Word is always looking for ways to deceive him, so that he can meet and be with Laila.
"Am I nothing at all in your heart? So you don't care about me anymore!" say Syafa again.
"Do I really have to accept Laila in our married life? But am I capable of various loves? The Word will certainly not be fair to us!" Shafa with Dilemma.
"How can the Word be fair to us? While his heart and love lean more towards Laila than towards me! Hiks Hiks!" Shafa returned with tears.
Everything was like a simalakama fruit, a very difficult choice for him.
"Do I have to carry out my mother-in-law's message? Who told me to be patient and wait for the Word to come back into my arms?" ask again.
Meanwhile, Rasya in his room is now crying.repeating his parents who have separated because of ego and seek their own pleasure.
"Even papa doesn't care about me anymore. No longer think of me as his son!" isak Rasya in his tears.
"I must be strong and strong! I can't cry. It's all for mama's sake that I'm weak Mama will be sad!" said Rasya then decided to sleep because the day was getting night.
"Tomorrow I'll have to see my father and talk about my mother!" rasha said steadily.
"I will definitely fight again with papa, because Papa always makes me emotional with his selfish nature and always wins alone!" rasha.
It is very sorry that such a small child, has to think about the situation of his Father and Mother. Who are struggling to maintain their household or have to take it off. Rasya is in a dilemma right now.
"Hopefully whatever happened in my parents' marriage, it was the best for them!" said Rasya, a wise effort to address the problems of both parents.
"The reason you're a kid doesn't have to think about your parents. Just think about your school. Be the best and prove that you are a great kid!" suddenly, his grandfather Rasya was already in his room.
"Grandfather? What's brother doing here?" very surprised because his grandfather was suddenly in his room.
"From now grandfather knocks on your door, but you daydream. You also did not listen to grandfather say hello. I had to let my brother in!" said his grandfather Rasya while stroking his grandson's hair.
Rasya just smiled listening to his grandfather. "Sorry cake because Rasya daydreams constantly, so do not listen to the arrival of grandfather!" rasya said it was wrong for him.
His grandfather smiled at the sight of his granddaughter who had started to be cheerful again. "Send adult business to them. You little kids don't have to interfere with their business, because it's not your part!" advice from his grandfather again.
Finally Rasya could only nod, for the sake of respecting his grandfather. Rasya knows his grandfather is still sad, with his grandmother suddenly dying.