Cracks of Love
Bulling in School

My name is Amanda, I'm an orphan. My mother has been dead since I was born. Loneliness me? I'd be lying if I didn't feel lonely. I wanted to feel like other kids with a mother, who kissed me on the cheek when I was about to go to school.

I'm a quiet kid in class, because I like to be quiet. I'm also the kind of kid who doesn't want to interfere with my friends. Why do they hate me, why do they bully me, what is my fault with them.

When I came home from school, at home with only Bi Ijah, she was my babysitter since I was a baby. My father was busy making money. That's my life so boring.

When I was in school, my life was like hell, I had no friends. They won't accompany me. Every day I was in the Bully. What I wear is definitely in the comments.

"Amanda, is this a new model of Nike shoes? Iidih wear shoes I'm proud to ask for forgiveness," said Ira, my classmate.

Ira stomped on my shoes, what was my fault until she commented on my shoes. That night I whined by my father asking to buy Jordan shoes, I happen to have a day off tomorrow. The next day I was immediately invited by my father to the mall to buy what shoes I asked for.

"You want Amanda, choose as you please" said Dad.

I also choose the right one to wear to school. Dad did give me what I asked for without seeing the price again.

"Dad I want this one" I said.

I took and paid for the shoes I wanted. The next day I was wearing the shoes I just bought with dad yesterday. I never thought he was acting again.

I deliberately doused my shoes while he was walking with water, he pretended to fall and my shoes got wet.

"The Jordan kw shoes are wet again, so do not be pretentious to wear branded shoes," said Ira.

What's wrong with me, he said jordan shoes kw. Dad bought these shoes for 1.5 jt yesterday. Know where these shoes are coming from or not. Because my shoes are wet. My feet feel cold because the wet penetrates all the way to the socks. I have to wear wet shoes until the lesson time is over.

Not only Ira who is hostile to me, there are 2 close friends of Ira namely Ratna and Ana. When there was a task they always took my book and copied my answer.

"Review well, don't tell the teacher if we copy yours" Ana threatened me.

The days I went through were very quiet, when I came home I wanted to tell you about the crime my friend committed. In class I became a quiet and solitary person.

Today there's a new teacher teaching my class, it looks weird. Sometimes I go to this teacher often cry during the break, sometimes also dumbstruck. My new teacher's name is Miss Kaila. But I understood when I was taught by Ms. Kaila, let alone mathematical material. Only I see that this Kaila ma'am is a bit different from my other teachers.

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"Hi, Amanda's normal. Look at your maths pr book" Ana says.

"I don't want to, it's wrong on my own why not. I think hard, that is your love. I don't want to give you my pr books" I said defiantly.

"What's? don't you want love?" Ana, Ira and Ratna took me to the bathroom toilet. They locked me in the bathroom. I screamed but no one heard me, I was afraid to be alone in the toilet. I cried, but no one heard me.

I feel like I've been locked in the school toilet for 2 hours. The fear of being-so because I guess it's so quiet, there's no sound of steps. Just gurgling water droplets from the tap. I sat on the toilet floor even though the floor was wet, I had my legs together, I felt a chill in my body.

"Amanda...Amanda..." I heard someone call. I just screamed, "Please.Help me."

Suddenly the toilet door opened, I saw Miss Kaila. He hugged me and covered me with his big jacket.

"You can walk Amanda" asked Ms. Kaila.

I tried to stand up, but my legs were still limp and trembling. Miss Kaila finally carried me. He took me to UKS school and made me a warm sweet tea.

"What's sick? tell Mom" said Ms. Kaila.

"Mom, Amanda's cold" I said because my body was shivering.

Miss Amanda checked my forehead.

"Astagfirullah, you have Amanda fever. briefly your clothes wet," said Ms. Kaila.

Ms. Kaila came out, but she soon returned with a uniform. I don't know it looks like Miss Kaila bought it in her uniform library. He changed my wet uniform for a new one. My stomach was covered in eucalyptus oil and I drank a warm sweet tea.

The incident I was locked in the bathroom shook the school, until the principal loved me who had locked me up. But my head was dizzy, my eyes started to blur, the sounds around me started to get small. I was unconscious.

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Loh Kaila's

O God, this child reminds me of my first child Cia. He fainted very limp, for how many hours he was locked in the toilet. The principal called Amanda's father. Me and Mba Tina drove Amanda to a nearby clinic. The doctor examined Amanda.

"Dok, how's my student?" ask me about the doctor.

Not long after Amanda's father came, she saw her son who was so limp. Hugged Amanda with affection.

"Why is it like this? Why would my child faint like this? morning leaving for Amanda's school is fine" Amanda's father said.

"So I found Amanda in the bathroom, sir, locked in there. I don't know how many hours Amanda's locked up" I replied.

"Why it can be locked, this is the case in the school, the teachers who must be healthy to take care of the students. Why don't you know that one of her students is locked in" Amanda's father said.

"We will investigate sir, surely we will provide witnesses for those who do" I said.

"Well, if anything happens with Amanda, I'll sue the school" Amanda's father said.

Amanda wakes up and she starts to open her eyes.

"Dad, don't get mad at Miss Kaila. It was he who saved me. If Miss Kaila doesn't come, maybe I'm still locked in Dad's toilet. I was so scared there. My friends are evil with me." Amanda was crying in her father's arms.

Amanda was taken home by her father.

"De, thank God you found Amanda" said Mba Tina.

"I'm looking for Amanda Mba, right after my lesson. I saw the chair had Amanda's bag but the Amanda wasn't there. I think something's wrong because Amanda's a diligent child" I said.

"Hopefully there will be no more of this. This includes bullying" said Mba Tina.

That was the first time I knew Amanda.

Seriate

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