Cracks of Love
Proposal

Kaila was getting ready to meet Andi, she was already thinking about what Andi would talk about. Must have been in touch with Amanda who asked her to be on-again for Amanda. Kaila couldn't think of how to talk to Amanda so she could understand her situation.

Now Kayla is at the cafe near the school, she sits alone while waiting for Andi's arrival. Not long after he waited for Andi to come.

"Assalamu'alaikum Bu Kaila I'm sorry I waited so long?" ask Andi.

"Not too long sir I waited about 15 minutes ago" said Kaila.

"Thank you Mom for coming, for accepting my invitation to meet. Look Mom, my son really wants Mom to be a mom. Do you mind that?" ask Ramzi.

'Sir Andi's not like a man who talks to the point what his purpose is to come to see me, ' Kaila's inner self.

"I apologize sir for the commitment means I have to marry you, while my past father did not know it and also I do not know you deeply. We only met three times at the police station, at the house when you invited me and the hospital when I visited Amanda" said Kaila.

" Yes Ma'am, I understand it's not easy to accept someone new as well as me. But this is for my son's sake, he always mentioned Mom's name. Even if he is unconscious. I'm afraid Mom lost her because she's the only pearl of my heart. I don't want to lose Amanda Mom. So I should how? if not granting her hope to make Mom a mother, he continued," said Andi.

"I am a widow with 4 children Sir and I am divorced alive, divorced with my husband, not left with death. My husband was a classmate when I was in college. We accidentally fell in love, she was my first love and not long after my husband's marriage was accepted as PNS in the education service. But over time he changed it turns out he was cheating with his boss. I'm still traumatized sir to fall in love again and I'm slamming bones for my 4 children. If I were to marry you, would you give the same affection to my children that you have for Amanda?" kaila said honestly.

Andi fell silent he tried to think quickly to make a decision because his son was the source of strength after his wife died in childbirth.

"Bismillah Ma'am, even though I haven't loved Mom, I will learn to love Mother and for the love of God willing I will give love to Mother's children as much as my love for Amanda" Andi said.

"Are you sure? I have schizophrenia. Do you know this disease?" ask Kaila.

Andi shook her head which meant that she did not know about schizophrenia.

"Schizophrenia is if we say Mr. mental disorder. I have that disease. I experienced hallucinations, delusions, chaos in thinking and changing attitudes. So I had to take medicine every day to prevent this recurrence of my disease. This I got in the past because my ex was always torturing me verbally or physically. So I experienced a very heavy stress because 1 year I survived the torture of my ex-husband. I tried to hang with my ex-husband because of the children's reasons but my brain was not strong enough to accept all the insults, the insults, the mockery, from my ex-husband. Do you still want to accept me?" kaila.

"Will it be for those around? sorry ma'am, I asked like that" Andi said.

"It's okay sir, asking like that is a lot. Surely people think that stress people harm someone. But I'm not sir as long as I'm in stress. My family told me, even I hurt myself like I was pulling my own hair and banging my head against the wall and spurring obscure talk so I had to take medication every day to get emotional I am stable" said Kaila.

"This is me telling the truth, sir, not my reason for rejecting you. So I have a lot of shortcomings, sir" continued Kaila.

"Thank you Mom for being honest with me, and I'm still in my mind. I would like to propose to Mom as Amanda's new mom. Is Mom ready?" ask Andi.

Kaila did not think that Andi wanted to keep proposing to her. She had a fear that this was only to fulfill her son's request. Fear after marriage Andi will not love his four children.more have this disease is also schizophrenia suffered by Kaila. He had to take medicine every day. Kaila still seems unsure about accepting Andi as her new priest.

Kaila just fell silent, she couldn't talk anything. A few minutes of the atmosphere in the cafe was quiet there was no conversation between the two.

"How did Mom decide?" ask Andi.

"I beg you to think about Amanda. Don't you love Amanda too? because Amanda feels the love of Mother is very deep," said Andi.

"I love Amanda because she's my student and I understand your situation. Well, sir, give me some time to think. I have four children, I have to talk to my son and also to my family who have taken me in, as long as I am divorced from my husband" Kaila said.

"Okay Ma I will wait, hopefully there is good news from Mom," said Andi.

Kaila calls the waiter to pay for her order but Andi does not allow Kaila to pay for it. Andi's paying for all Kaila's orders or her. After they finished talking, they returned to their homes.

in the course of Kaila thinking logically, can not be broken because the parents of his students have proposed. It never occurred to me that there was a man who accepted his condition by having a deficiency of his illness and also having four very young children.

Kaila has not told anything to her parents or to her four children. He chose to pray first for guidance to the Lord because it was God who predestined the two men to mate.

...'Yes Rob if this is my destiny that you are leading then make it easy. Verily the heart of this servant is still very sick, when the servant remembers the attitude of the former servant. Please remove the pain in my heart. Servants cannot bring this love to a man they just met. Please help me to answer this all amen.'...

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