I Love You, My Bodyguard
Chapter 57

At this time Marshel looks just silent, while staring at the night sky of the city of Florida which this time does not look as bright as usual. I don't know, observing what Xavier did to the young lady somehow made the man's heart ache, as if there was an invisible expression that directly pierced into his chest, it hurt that guy so badly.

A cigarette in his hand was ignited and sucked by the man as deeply as possible, as if to swallow all the bitterness that suddenly appeared in the heart of the poor man. Marshel then exhaled his cigarette smoke towards the night sky of Florida, as if while removing all the pain in the heart of the man on that one.

Marshel propped up his chin while looking at the sky with a tired look, as if to state that the man who was stau had really lost far than Xavier who really wanted to be seen from any side was indeed a much better person than Marshel who was just a a bodyguard is.

"Haah .. in the end it is still young master Xavier who won your heart, young lady Jasmine, as what I have done this has almost no meaning at all to you." The man chuckled helplessly, as if all his power had been used at one point, where this point was Jasmine. Somehow even though it seems like Marshel knows that all the relationships that Jasmine has with Xavier are just ridiculous contract relationships, there was still acetitic pain in the heart of the man who grew up following with a sense of disbelief in the heart of Marshel at that time.

Well, it can be said that Marshel himself was aware that he was the one who subtly caused all of these things to happen, but on the one hand there is a half-dead reluctance for that one man to admit this is also part of his own fault, he said, that is rejecting the different feelings possessed by a beautiful woman who has hair that has almost white yellow color that looks to have eyes that have the color of blue sea to her.

It was for Marshel, though, it would feel much better if a woman like Jasmine gets another man who is much better than a man who has a tall and stocky body and brown hair and green eyes, but at the same time, it seems that Marshel still can not expect and accept that in the end Jasmine will choose Xavier instead of other men in this world.

"Wait ...." Marshel propped up his own chin, staring at his own cigarette which slowly ran out without any rest without him sucking at all. "Who am I to feel entitled to feel hurt for every decision that Jasmine might make? I was really stupid as it turned out, never realizing that my position was only limited to the woman's bodyguard, but without me realizing on the one hand, it was me who was the cause behind Jasmine's heart wound."

Marshel then let out a small laugh, which somehow felt so bitter and wry, it was as if he was laughing at the ridiculousness and stupidity that one man had over the various things that were going on. In fact, why is it that to this day Marshel does not realize his own stupidity and even more often realizes the stupidity of others?

Xavier is a man who can be said to be almost perfect, not only has a nature that is not uncommon like an angel, but, with all the attention and soft words that often come out of the man's mouth, sometimes even without being asked at all even by Jasmine, not to mention the wealth of men who have a tall and stocky body and reddish brown hair and eyes that have a sea blue color that can be said to be really many, almost can be said to be stacked, stacked, it seems enough to support the children and grandchildren of their families later without having to lack at all.

As if it was not enough to just get there, Xavier can also be said to be the kind of guy who is really smart in terms of taking care of many things, including business and various other things, as well, making the Chief Executive Officer can be said to be the type of man who can be relied upon in almost all conditions and situations, whether it is profitable or good, or detrimental or bad.

But for some reason also men who have a tall and stocky body and brown hair and green eyes are not welcome if Xavier is the one who replaces his position instead of Marshel himself, he said, where Marshel seems to feel defeated just like that if faced directly with Xavier who is, again, can be said to be the perfect man or the dream man of many women out there.

Not to mention the woman who has a caucasian face itself is not uncommon to be seen feeling happy with the arrival of Xavier to his residence, either just to relax together, or invite Jasmine to eat outside, he said, as if increasingly proving that there is no longer the right place for Marshel to be on the side of a beautiful woman who has hair that has a nearly white yellow color that looks to have eyes that have color the blue sea.

In the end, the bodyguard who was heartbroken also decided to take out his own phone, secretly paying attention to the wallpaper of his phone that looks really beautiful and painful in the eyes of the man. I don't know, maybe if in the end Xavier will really marry the young lady, maybe the best thing that Marshel can do to maintain his own sanity, she said, at the same time the self-esteem of that one man was to decide to resign and leave Jasmine's life, just like that, there was no need to appear again for a moment in front of Jasmine's eyes.

Well, it could be said that what this Marshel was thinking sounded really ridiculous, though, where could that one man choose to give up on the work following his own heart just because of a matter of self-esteem, but that was what Marshel would do.