IF I WERE PERFECT
The Eps 34

..."Dream cues."...

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A few days had passed, but the man with the characteristic glare of his sharp eyes was still not awake from his coma.

Alan who always visited and accompanied him there, the boy was always hopeful when he opened the door of the patient's room. The eagle was awake and conscious, with a sweet smile etched on his lips and said, "Alan, you came to see Brother."

But what the truth is, his sister is still asleep and never woke up too.

He felt comfortable and at ease in his sleep, not wanting to open his eyes for a moment just to say hello to all of us who missed him so much.

"Sister, awake! Just open your eyes for a second, Alan misses Brother Eagle."

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Alan returned home to his residence, for today he had to sleep at home because the next day he had to go back to school, it had been several days Alan asked permission from the school to accompany his brother. While there, there was Mother, Father and secretary Ken who was accompanying the Eagle at this time.

inside Alan's room.

It was almost midnight, but Alan still could not fall asleep. He continued to think about the state of the Eagle, what if Brother Eagle woke up from his coma and while he was not there.

"Here Alan, go to sleep! Tomorrow you have to go to school, calm down tomorrow for sure Eagle will be aware and we all feel very happy," said Alan with both corners of his lips expanding. Then drown his head on the pillow, and slowly close his eyes.

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I felt the gentle breeze blowing with its coolness, wiggling my hair shoots with its carefree, feeling so warm and cozy. I felt like I was sleeping on a vast green meadow, I vaguely heard someone calling my name, his voice so warm and soft.

"Alan Alan!" the voice of the call gradually became more and more audible and closer, a voice that was very familiar and I missed so much. Until I decided to open my eyes.

"Finally you wake up my sister, too" she said with a sweet smile, the glare of those sharp eyes, that voice, that hand, that body, what is all this?

"Well, you-you're here?!" shock Alan felt in disbelief, as soon as the child's eyes warmed up.

What am I seeing right now? Isn't it now that Brother Eagle is in a coma and lying weakly in the hospital, shouldn't he be there now. But why is he sitting next to me with a smile and a happy face, like nothing ever happened.

"Well Alan, I'm here" replied the Eagle smiling to his sister, then stood up again.

"But Brother, go back and forth yuk!" inviting the Eagle while extending his helping hand, Alan could only nod and according to what the Eagle said. He could not refuse at all.

Alan felt very happy to spend time with his brother, the two brothers aligned their steps around a place that Alan did not know where it was. A vast meadow, with some beautiful flowers, the wind gently blows, what a comfortable place.

But for some reason, deep down in Alan's heart he felt a very tightness and sadness. There were so many questions that came to his mind.

Actually, what is this place? How could Big Brother Eagle be here? Shouldn't he be hospitalized now? Why am I able to be here and walk together with Brother? And also, why does sister's face look so happy?

"Eh Alan, why?" asked Eagle was astonished at his sister, suddenly Alan stopped his steps.

"It's weird, brother," said Alan as he looked at the Eagle's face.

"Any? Strange what?" asked the Eagle once more with a slight tilt of his head.

"Sister, how could Big Brother Eagle be here? Shouldn't Brother be in the hospital now."

"Sister is still there anyway Deck," replied the Eagle, further puzzling Alan to hear.

"I mean Brother Eagle what!?"

"Sister, I'm sorry Brother yah if all this time can not make you happy, if the way Brother protects and looks after you all this time is wrong, sorry Brother for always making you cry, with all that you've done, this is all you did just because you love Alan, Brother" said Elang, looking at his brother's face.

Alan's eyes grew hotter, he could not hold the tears to fall. His heart felt sad and also hurt. This doesn't sound like an apology, but it's more like a farewell.

"What's the Eagle talking about!?" said Alan a little snapping.

"I said what can I say, Alan, big brother!"

"A-WHAT, pa-pamit?" inner Alan.

Without a second thought, Alan immediately pulled the Eagle's arm, he was eager to invite his brother to leave immediately.

"No! Alan will take Brother away from here" Alan said as he forced his brother's arm. But the Eagle just kept quiet, holding Alan back from taking him away with him. Then slowly, he took off Alan's hand.

"Alan, this is Brother's world. Now, this is Brother's place."

"What does Eagle Brother mean? Brother wants to leave all of us, sister wants to leave Father, Mother, secretary Ken, and Brother Andhika. My sister doesn't love us anymore. Brother does not love Alan anymore," said Alan was annoyed.

"Darling?" repeat the Eagle as it approaches Alan. Then /puk/he landed his hand right on his sister's head.

"At any moment I'll never stop loving you all, especially you Alan," the Eagle's mouthful warmed Alan's head, the teenager was increasingly unable to hold back his tears to come out. The smile the Eagle created further added to the pain in Alan's heart.

"So," Alan immediately hugged his Brother's body tightly, and the Eagle returned his Brother's embrace.

"Hiks don't, don't stay with all of us, brother, don't stay with Alan!" alan's cry in the Eagle's arms.

"Alan promises to follow all the wishes of Brother, Alan promises to be a good brother for Brother, Alan promises to make Brother happy, please well do not go stayin Alan!"

Slowly the Eagle let go of his embrace, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Alan's cheek.

"Sister, remember the word Father, the man should not cry," said the Eagle while removing the tear on Alan's cheek. A warm swipe, right?

"Hiks, Alan please don't stay in Alan, don't go, brother!" said Alan pasted his brother's palm on his cheek, Eagle could not give an answer other than just a headband.

"Sister Brother is already big, soon Alan will be free, there will be no more that can make Alan cry, Alan will be free to be friends with anyone. Alan's gonna make a lot of friends and nobody hates Alan anymore."

"No-no! Hiks Alan happy under the protection of his brother, Alan happy to be guarded by Brother Eagle. Alan doesn't care if he has friends or not, Alan doesn't care to be hated by anyone, as long as there's a brother on Alan's side, Alan's happy."

"Hiks, don't go well Brother!"

"Sister's guilt is now gone, because now you're back to recovery and can run free with both feet again. Congratulations brother, you've recovered, "that's what Alan wanted, but not in this condition.

The eagle brought his face closer to Alan's face, sticking his forehead with Alan's forehead.

"Remember the words of Big Brother, remain a Sister whom you know, take care of your Mother, realize your dream to become a famous athlete," said the Eagle to Alan with their foreheads still attached.

Slowly the Eagle approached his sister's ear, then whispered a word. "Goodbye my brother Alan!"

...° Awayne.|ANDA I AM PERFECT|...