IF I WERE PERFECT

IF I WERE PERFECT
Eps 6's



..."Be a hero without hurting anyone."...


...-Alan Angkasa Putra...


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in the dining room.


The eagle sat alone there, with all the dishes ready on the table. The two eyeballs with sharp beads just like his name continued to point towards the hallway before him. He was waiting for his brother to appear.


"Where's Alan?" the Inner Eagle wondered, with a heart that felt guilty for having snapped at him.


"Are my words too harsh for her?" muttered Eagle, circulating his gaze across the food dishes available on the table.


The eagle had no intention of yelling or hurting Alan's feelings.


He just wanted Alan to be aware and willing to accept the reality, why expect something that is impossible to achieve. The eagle was afraid that his brother would get depressed, just because he thought about it all.


"God should have taken my leg instead of my sister's, it should have been me sitting in that wheelchair, not my sister's" he murmured guiltily, clenching his hands tightly. He still thinks that he's the one who ruined Alan's dream.


"Master Eagle! Mr. Alan has arrived" Ken's secretary said, walking towards the dining room while helping push Alan's wheelchair.


The eagle raised his head again, seeing the arrival of the younger brother. Secretary Ken placed Alan's position next to the man.


"Sorry brother Alan" said Alan, not daring to look at his brother's face.


"Dad it's okay, Brother also apologized for yelling at you Alan," replied the gentle Eagle, with a faint smile.


//Kriiuuukkk//the stomach sounds of Alan rumbling, who was impatient to eat a variety of food dishes lined up on the table. Very tantalizing.


"Is your stomach impatient?" the God Eagle chuckled, looking at Alan like a big starving baby.


"Mmmm," Deham Alan was embarrassed by his red cheeks like a boiled crab.


The eagle took a spoonful of rice to his sister, then thrust it into Alan's mouth.


"Let's open your mouth!" have the Eagle point the spoon in front of Alan's lips.


"Eh, what's the big brother?" alan asked a little to keep his head away.


"Your Subordinate" replied the Eagle.


"Ta. but, Alan is already a big brother, not a child anymore," protested Alan frowned.


"Alan," the Eagle scolded so that he immediately opened his mouth, his hands began to feel sore from the moment he had to hold the spoon.


"Dad-iyah," nodded Alan resignedly, then opened his mouth and ate the first feed of the Eagle.


"Nahhh that's pinter," pleased the Eagle while patting Alan's head softly.


"But now change!" reply Alan who immediately took a spoonful of rice for his brother.


"No need for Alan, Brother is already a big one," the Eagle refused.


"Alan is also big, but I still want to make a bribe Alan, that's not fair his name," Alan replied without accepting while still thrusting a spoonful of rice into his brother's mouth. Since the older brother was taller, Alan had to raise his hand slightly.


"OK deh," nodded the Eagle, so Big Brother must be willing to succumb to Sister, that's what Mother had said to her.


The eagle opened its mouth and ate a mouthful of rice from Alan.


"Puft, well that's dong pinter," Alan laughed because he saw the adorable expression of the Eagle.


"Sister Eagle must eat a lot to be strong, so he can continue to take care of Alan," continued Alan smiled broadly while patting his brother's back.


"really?" ask Eagle.


"Eh, mak-maksut Alan," Alan's wide smile faded instantly, he recalled the words he had just said. A word he did not want to give at all.


"Dad, Big Brother promised to always take care of us as much as Big Brother, Alan, can" replied the eagle smiling sweetly.


As long as your brother is still breathing.


I will make you live happily, feel like a normal human being. Even without your two feet.


"Whether you can also feel it or not Mr. Eagle, tonight will be a wonderful memory between you and Mr. Alan" muttered Ken's secretary looking out the window, staring at the moonlight with the stars.


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After finishing dinner, the Eagle escorted Alan to his room.


inside Alan's room.


"Thank you for doing Alan Kak."


"Dad," answered the eagle briefly.


"Sleep, tomorrow after school we will go to the house of Father and Mother" continued the Eagle while covering Alan's body.


"Dad," nodded Alan.


"Good night Alan!" said the Eagle, turning off the lights, then going out of the room and closing the door.


"Good night too Brother," he replied slowly closing his eyes.


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The next day....


Alan went to class in a wheelchair. Alan's class was noisy, boisterous at the voices of all the children. But at once the atmosphere became quiet, when Alan went in there.


The eyes of all the children were fixed on him, whispers of scorn one by one into his eardrums.


Alan who remained silent, went towards his seat. He pretended not to hear what they were whispering.


"Son, what did you do in this class at the time? If it continues like this, when can your sister have friends?" inner Alan was sad.


From the 10th grade until now, none of the children wanted to be Alan's friend. In addition to physical reasons, but also because of fear of the Big Brother, Eagle.


They were afraid that if they hurt Alan or hurt him a little, their lives would be threatened.


/Kriyinggg/the first lesson bell rang, all the children rushed to their seats.


The teacher began to walk into the classroom and saluted, "assalamualaikum warohmatullahi wabarokatuh children!"


"Waalaikumussalam warohmatullahi wabarokatuh Bu!" answer all students in unison.


"As Mother said yesterday, that today I will give a task for all of you," said Bu Yati IPA teacher.


"Teroosss!!!" a student named Asep sat in the second row by the window.


"Acque! Dare you fight Mom!"


"Dad, sorry."


"Well kids, before I tell you what the task is, let's go ahead and form a group first! At least two children well," said Bu Yati.


All the children agreed on what Bu Yati said. They began to rush to find their respective group mates. "It looks like I'm going to be alone again" muttered Alan feeling a little disappointed.


"Well, the group's already formed, Alan how are you still alone?" asked Bu Yati astonished who still saw Alan alone in his seat, while the other children had gathered with their group.


"I'm alone, it's nothing, ma'am" Alan replied with a stiff smile.


"Well, this is the task of the group, Rei you're one group with Alan!" have Bu Yati point at one of the children.


"No, ma'am, I'm the same Tio, I'm not, '" Rei refused.


"Hani, you're in a group with Alan!" tell Bu Yati again.


"No, Mom, I'm the same as Sarah."


"Huh yeah, Do-"


"No, ma'am, don't be forced! Even if Mom sent a class for a group with me, surely everyone would still refuse. I'm alone no matter what Mom, I don't mind," said Alan cut Bu Yati's words, he felt disappointed and tired with all this.


All the children looked pityfully at Alan, their hearts feeling bad as well as feeling guilty. Not hate or dislike, this is all because they are afraid of their brother.


...° Awayne.|ANDA I AM PERFECT|...