IF I WERE PERFECT
The eps 36

"Yes, mending now we sit first Mother. Calm down Mother's mind first, and we both pray that Brother Eagle is okay," said Alan trying to calm his Mother, while leading her to sit in the waiting chair.

Long enough they waited there with a feeling of uneasiness and could not calm down at all, waiting for news of how the condition of the Eagle.

A few hours they waited, until....

/Ciettt/the door creaking sound is open, a doctor appears to come out of the patient room Eagle. Without a second thought, they all immediately walked up to the doctor to ask about the condition of the Eagle.

"Don't you know how my friend Doc is doing?" asked Andhika who was feeling impatient.

"In-she" replied the doctor with a look of doubt.

"Dok, please tell me how my son Elang dok is!" reply Mother is no less worried.

"Mother's son mmm..."

"The answer to our question is clearly doc," said Dad snapped.

"Ck this doctor why the hell," Alan's mind was upset, he began to grow angry with the treatment of doctors who had not wanted to say how his brother's condition was. Alan who was feeling impatient, until his eyes peered towards the door of the patient's room Eagle slightly opened.

"Doctor, why is my brother's face covered in a white cloth? What does that mean?" alan asked quite surprised by what he saw.

"Haahh, I'm sorry Mr. Bu we've tried our best" the doctor showed an empathetic look.

"What doctor do you mean?" reply Mother with tears.

"Mother's son, I mean Eagle. Sorry, we couldn't save him."

"DEAD, A-WHAT'S DEAD!" alan's mind that can only stand on the spot.

Alan did not pay attention to what the doctor said, without a second thought he went straight into the patient's room. Alan was shaking the Eagle's body, he kept shouting his brother's name.

"Sister Eagle, Brother! Wake up, brother!"

I know Brother is dead.

Even his pulse was no longer felt. But for some reason, my mouth and hands couldn't stop shouting his name, unable to stop trying to wake him up.

Like, I can't accept that Brother left us all.

"Hiks Brother wake up Brother, please get up sister!"

"I should have in the dream had I pulled Big Brother's hand, I should have forced Brother," Inner Alan felt regretful.

"Dear that, baby!" mother said she felt sad to see the situation of her two sons who were once again destroyed at the same time.

"The knife knife," said Alan spread his gaze across the corner of the room, looking for a sharp object he wanted.

Alan's eyes caught him, a knife located on the table beside the fruit basket, Alan immediately rushed to retrieve the sharp object.

Everyone was confused by what Alan was doing, for what he carried a knife in his hand. "It's a sharp object, don't make toys!" kecam the Father.

/Sret/whether he is still sane or has lost his mind, Alan lightly slashed his wrist until a red liquid named blood came out quite profusely from there.

"DAVON!!!" they were all shocked by what the teenager was doing.

"Sister Brother!" call Alan to the Eagle, with the wrist still bleeding.

"Look brother, Alan's hand is bleeding, Alan's hand is injured Kak," Alan told the Eagle, he still could not accept the departure of his brother.

"Alan, what are you doing, son. Look, your hands are bleeding" said the mother and tried to pull Alan's arm to get him out of there.

"Please Alan Mother!" ronta Alan immediately brushed off Mother's hand.

"MALAN!" snapped Mother, she felt her son was lost his mind.

"Mother why? The older sister is still alive Mother, she still hears what we're talking about, Big Brother knows that we're here."

"Sister.... That brother was just pretending."

"Sister Eagle, Brother wake up Brother! Speaking of Mother if Brother is actually just pretending to sleep aja kak."

"YOU'RE NOT ALAN!!!" bentak Mother is not able to stand the behavior of her youngest child.

"Mothers," Alan's mind was stunned, with wide-eyed.

Alan clenched his forehead, he felt unacceptable to what his mother said. "No one can say that Eagle's brother is dead" said Alan Sharp.

"He's alive, why don't you all believe him? Brother Eagle is still alive, he does not leave us all, and soon Brother Eagle must wake up," said Alan stubbornly.

"Sister Andhika, do you believe that Brother Eagle is still alive?" Alan continued to Andhika, who was still standing to watch Alan. Losing a brother is not easy.

Then, with slow footsteps Andhika walked over to Alan. "Sir Andhika," said Alan smiling, with Andhika already standing before him, he felt that there was finally one more person who believed and could defend himself that his Brother Eagle was still alive.

Instead of giving a plea, Andhika instead gave a hard slap to Alan.

"Are you crazy?" lirih Andhika was sharp with a cold face to Alan.

"Big brother," surprised Alan while holding his right cheek.

"Tu-Tuan Andhika," muttered secretary Ken surprised by what Andhika was doing.

"I ask you again, are you crazy? Cry before the Eagle, cut off your own hands, and dare to stand against your own mother. ARE YOU STILL SANE!!!"

"I can understand you're feeling very sad and can't accept all this, and we're all the same Alan. But how else, what about crying until your tears are dry can bring the Eagle back? Can slashing your own hands bring him back to life? If I could, I would do it now."

"Thank you, Alan, if the Eagle is gone, and leave us all" he continued.

"Hiks, ta-but brother."

"But sick. It hurts, doesn't it?" andhika said cutting Alan's words.

"I understand how you feel, Alan, because I've felt it too. Losing a brother, our heart is very difficult to accept. And again, I felt the same pain. My best friend left me forever."

"But what can we do, revive it? Who we are. Now all we can do is pray that your Brother Eagle can calm down there and learn to accept all of this" Andhika continued and hugged Alan.

Alan's cry instantly broke out in Andhika's arms, finally there was someone who could understand her feelings.

"Hiks torch, but Alan does not want Brother Eagle to die Brother, Alan still needs Brother Eagle," cried Alan in the arms of Andhika.

Andhika could only nod in response, while gently stroking her head. Allowing Alan to vent all his emotions.

Hearing Alan who was starting to calm down enough, Andhika slowly let go of her embrace.

"We'd better get out, they'll have to take care of the Eagle's body first, and we'll have to treat your wounds" Andhika said, then invited Alan and everyone to get out of there immediately.

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