IF I WERE PERFECT

IF I WERE PERFECT
The Eps 58


- Inside the house of the Eagle.


"Mr Alan, you're home. I'm sorry sir, it has made you wait a long time there. The car tyre had a little problem" Ken's secretary told Alan.


"It's okay Ken, it's not a problem at all" Alan replied.


"Okay sir, I promise you something like this won't happen again."


"Do you want to go straight to your room, sir?" secretary Ken asked.


"Emmm no," Alan answered shaking his head, then walked a few steps ahead of Ken's secretary and stopped.


"I want to go to Brother Eagle's private room, please don't bother me for a moment!" pinta Alan turned her head towards Ken's secretary, making the man nod in understanding.


"Okay, sir," replied Ken's secretary, then saw his Master go to the Eagle's private room.


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When Alan arrived at the door of the private room, he immediately opened the door with a key that he took from his pants pocket.


/Lick/the door sounds open, Alan steps his foot in there.


- Inside the room.


Alan took a deep breath, then took it out slowly. His eyes stared softly at the entire corner of the room. There was a sense that he could not express himself there.


"Sister!" call Alan misses that one word he used to refer to someone. Someone who is very special in his life and already feels peaceful up there.


Alan slowly moved his legs towards the direction of a wheelchair, for a moment Alan looked at him. He then sat his body on the wheelchair.


"Then Alan was sitting here, brother."


"It was Eagle Brother who always helped push the wheelchair Alan," said Alan said himself, while feeling back memories of the past by sitting on a wheelchair gift from his brother.


"Alans was selfish, Brother, Alan never wanted to understand how Big Brother Eagle felt," until a tear fell from his eye.


"Sister's been gone a long time, Alan, but Brother Eagle never stopped by Alan's dream."


"Why?"


"Sister Eagle hates well Alan, Brother Eagle is no longer like well Alan. Haha, Iya kak, selfish sister like Alan does deserve this all," muttered Alan smiled stiffly with tears still flowing.


It turns out that it is true, the most painful and painful longing is to miss the self that is gone from this world.


Not strong enough to hold the feeling. But it is impossible to meet him again, because our world is different.


"Sister doesn't hate you Alan" said someone from behind wrapping his hand around Alan's shoulder.


"Well" isak Alan was surprised to hear the voice he so desperately missed. Alan quickly turned his head towards the man.


"So-Sister!" alan's brick with both eyes rounded, looked back at the warm smile and glare of his sharp eyes from a man standing there.


Slowly Alan stood up from his wheelchair, with trembling legs and a still incredulous feeling. Stand up to the man.


"So-Sister!" call Alan again.


"Alan," the Eagle replied with a smile to his sister.


"So-Sister!" alan said as soon as his cry broke just like that, his body was immediately interested in hugging his Brother.


That voice is what I miss. This is what I wanted all along.


"Hiks Brother, why hasn't Brother ever come across Alan's dream?! Why Brother never appears occasionally in Alan's mind," Alan said crying in his arms.


"Dad, now Brother is here. Now that Brother Eagle is here with Alan," the Eagle replied as he gently stroked Alan's head.


"Sister why crying, still remember the message of Brother at that time right? If the man can't cry," said the Eagle, then make Alan shook his head slowly.


"Alan misses Brother Eagle, Alan wants to continue with Brother," replied Alan and then made the Eagle shake his head.


"It turns out you're still the same as Alan used to be, being spoiled like this to me," said the Eagle and made Alan sing his lips.


"Who's the one whose brother went to see Alan? Why Brother never honest with Alan that Eagle Brother has cancer," Alan replied.


"Do you want to make our brief meeting go to waste?" the Eagle then made Alan surprised to hear it.


"A-while?" alan repeated, somehow he didn't like to hear that one word.


"Son's brother can't leave Alan! Brother must stay here, Alan!" annoyed Alan made the Eagle sigh.


"Now we've got a different world Brother, and you have to accept that," said the Eagle, stroking Alan's cheek gently, making Alan re-conscious of reality.


"Right, Brother Eagle is gone, and maybe this is just his spirit. Alan, when can you realize and accept all these harsh realities," Alan's mind was sad.


"Alan!" call the Eagle while holding Alan's head, making the teenager who was originally bowed now raise his head.


"We will definitely meet again Alan" he said.


"It doesn't mean I've been away from you, I'm definitely going to leave you."


"Alan, I will always be in your mind, and also in your heart," the Eagle continued, pointing at Alan's forehead and chest in turn.


"The Eagle brother will always be in Alan's mind as well as his heart. But Alan also wants to always be able to meet with Brother." Alan replied.


"Well Alan," said the smiling Eagle.


"Don't forget, I'm still a big brother and still have obligations to his sister. I'll always protect you and always be by your side even if you don't realize that."


"Well, now it's time for me to go" said the hawk.


"Eeeehhh Brother Eagle, where are you going?" alan asked feeling unaccepted.


"Of course go back to where I came from Alan," replied the Eagle.


"Hiks, Brother Eagle wants to go hurry to leave Alan. Though Alan was still willing to spend the same time as Brother," Alan replied to tears, Eagle who saw it felt unbearable to decide to hug his sister.


"Suppose this is an initial hug, if we're going to meet again" said the Eagle hugging the Eagle and reciprocated warmly by Alan.


"Hiks, hug Alan and hold well Brother! Don't stay with Alan!" Alan Pinta.


"Dad" replied the Eagle.


The two brothers hugged each other, until Alan felt his brother's body that he hugged tightly began to slowly disappear.


"Sister," Alan's inner being tightened his embrace, he did not want his Brother Eagle to leave him.


"See you Alan!" the Eagle whispered sweetly in Alan's ear.


"Sister!" call Alan immediately opened his eyes, the body he had embraced was now gone, the warm smile was now gone.


"Hiks Brother," cried Alan trying to recall the good but short time.


"Thank you, Brother, you've been willing to treat a little bit of Alan's longing for Brother Eagle," he smiled knotfully.


...° Awayne.|ANDA I AM PERFECT|...