LEAFY LONGS FLOWERING SILENT
CHAPTER 11: MISUNDERSTANDING

The school bell has rung again, indicating the class will start soon and I rush into class. Class was so crowded I didn't see you on purpose. Standing upright with a high posture and white face trying to lead the pace of frenzied class activities with the noise of children who joke, chat with even some who are still dying here and there.

I turned my eyes elsewhere.

My name is Nelly, Nelly Lia Fitriyani.

This is my story, the story of a teenage girl who still sits in the First High School (SMP) and school at the favorite First High School (SMP) in North Lampung. At school, I was known for my bad attitude because it was clearly not, how my character. Where many people say that I am a girl' that "Bodo Time" with the affairs of the origin people does not interfere in my affairs is more than enough.

Yes, that is the view of people about me, but they only know themselves from the surface or in other words from the outside because when judging myself, I feel I am a sensitive person. I can suddenly cry when I see or feel something that is sad to me or makes me feel overwhelmed.

And this is part of my story...!!!

She…!!! Cowo' who is super busy and who has made this heart curious, as I said earlier, he is loved by many people whose names are girls'.

How not?

Look at him tall, white, pretty handsome, and he is also quite very clever in everything such as mathematics and calculating science to ever the teacher of the field of mathematics studies and calculating science is counting, Miss Ernawati said that he was his favorite child.

How not to be upset try to imagine, of the many students and students in second grade A, why he became a favorite child. If asked with other friends, because he is very smart to do all the tasks given sometimes looks very, very perfect, he said, be active in every lesson and always help no one, no one, even that fairy, I only dared to look and ask not directly but through an intermediary, obviously, according to them, the assessment took place.

Until the four of us, who were indeed in class with him from first grade to second grade, went to the class of choice again feeling persecuted with his cleverness and fame.

I, Intan Putri, Nur Fitri and Rosa Pratiwi are the four girls' and she herself is a guy' planning to compete in math and arithmetic lessons count until the four of us plan to take private lessons with smart people in the field of science.

But what to say, even though the four of us have followed the best private mathematics and calculating science still that is always proud of Ms. Ernawati remains him, he said, in terms of value we are actually better. From that the four of us realized, he became the favorite child of Ms. Ernawati was not because his value was always good, because basically Miss Ernawati already dear ma him and it is impossible for a teacher to reverse the facts that have been issued in the form of a confession to be pulled back.

I often chat casually, when there is something important or not important I always say and talk about.

When my heart was blooming the flowers had to be as blooming as it is today, I felt that she must have felt the same way too. Because every time I stole a glance at him, he must have seen me and smiled thinly. Oh my God it feels like there's a fireworks party at the end of the year in this chest. Day after day, I was just brave like that, speaking only about the lessons, activities and problems that occurred in the classroom, sometimes seeing it from a distance without saying a word.

And this strange behavior was captured by my best friend, Rosa Pratiwi. Rosa is my best friend since Elementary School, if Intan is his best friend since Elementary School and only Nur Neutral among the five of us. Rosa can sometimes guess and know what I think and feel without having to ask first.

"Tok Nel's own smile?" Ask Rosa.

"Ha! What's?! No, it's okay, Cha!" I replied with a bit of surprise.

"What true? Again....!!!" Continue Rosa.

"What the hell? I'm fine, Cha time!" Nelly hid the real situation.

"Again in love?" Guess Rosa, which surprised me.

"Ih! What the hell, no, don't be pretentious," replied Nelly Rada nervously.

"Don't lie to me, Nel, like I just know ama elo aja" said Rosa.

"Udah ah I want to go first!." Nelly switched the conversation.

While hurrying to walk I still thought, "Oh well Rosa can know yes, when it was half dead I tried to cover my feelings to her. Why did Rosa know? I hope she doesn't know, and never know, because I don't want to be considered a girl' slut or anything. And not necessarily he likes me, maybe he likes someone else, and his attitude he came to me yesterday was just his friendly attitude he was the same as the hospitality he gave to everyone. I feel so wrong, anyway every there is him, I feel stupid and do not know what to do. And sometimes I get so excited that my head starts to get dizzy. I always try to avoid him. The point is I haven't and don't want to take the risk." Inner Nelly in the heart that looks worried. "Gue can't imagine that the classmates all know about this feeling. Oh don't get it. I could graduate later I'll be ridiculed again." Nelly's voice is back.

And today passed, for some reason there was a strange feeling I had about him. And this is just me other when I walk together with Rosa accidentally I cross paths with her. Surprisingly, he rarely saw me again, so he often looked at Rosa.

What if they used to be deket or now again deket.

Once when I walked, he suddenly waved his hand at me. Huh! I swear almost, the heart is about to fall. But it turns out he waved not to me instead to Rosa. Geez, what the fuck. I asked Rosa well.

"Cha, elo seems to be looking near ma cowo' huh?!" Tanya Nelly opened the conversation towards the target.

"mmm... Who do you mean elo!?" Ask Rosa back.

"Our class boss!" Nelly.

"Oooh do you mean Elo ma Fakih? If it is close. Why Nel?" Ask Rosa back.

"Not just ask. How do I see him so often?" Nelly.

"Ah, time anyway. I think it's normal," answered Rosa flatly.

"You guys are dating?" Convict Nelly.

"What! A boyfriend? No way. Just wanted to, hehehe...!" Rosa smiled charmingly.

And jlebb!!! It felt like there was a sharp dagger that drew in to plunge into Nelly's heart. I did not expect, but before Rosa already knew, how my attitude to Fakih.

"What do you want, Cha?" Nelly pretended not to understand.

"Oh my goodness, Nel, you are. Yeah, just go out. What do you think of me as Ama Fakih, Nel!?" Ask Rosa later.

"Oooh in my opinion anyway it's up to elo dong Cha!." Nelly looked unhappy.

"Well, the answer is that, Nel!?" Rosa asked seeing Nelly's attitude.

"It's up to you anyway, who's willing to interfere in people's personal affairs!" Nelly.

And I went straight away without hounding Rosa at all.

Without feeling any tears falling on the cheek and I immediately remove it, so that others do not see it. Back to school and the other kids are home, the school became quiet and this one of my hobbies to contemplate sitting alone while looking up at the sky decorated with clouds began to parade blackened almost cover the blue of the enchanting sky.

I still think why the hell?

Why should Rosa, my own best friend and what might be their closeness before this feeling in the heart exists? But why did Rosa never tell a story at all? Does Intan and Nur know the story of their hearts, if they both already know, why never told me. So this feeling in the heart towards Fakih did not continue as it is today.

Why the hell, every time I like someone's guy' must continue like this and this happens not just now.

Can't I like people, right?

Am I not falling in love?

I swore until finally a hand touched my shoulder!

"Not come home yet, Elo Nel? Why are you here alone?!" Ask Intan suddenly.

"There is still a little work for Fakih about the inauguration of the Scout Management School Nel!" Intan replied casually while sitting next to Nelly.

"Ma Fakih, huh Tan?! Where is he going with Elo Tan!?" Nelly asked inquisitively.

"Here he goes, there's a promise ma Rosa said!" Clear Intan short.

"Ma Rosa Tan!?" Tanya Nelly hid the sense in her heart that was uncertain hearing Intan's explanation.

"Yes, what's wrong with Nel? Looks like something?!" Ask Intan.

"It's okay Tan!" Answer Nelly briefly.

"What are you waiting for, Nel?! If there's no we go home yuk!" Take Intan.

"Tan! May I have a minute!?" Ask Nelly.

"Well, I've made time for Elo Nel, if there is something to say! Who knows if I can help!" Definitely Intan again.

"Just ask Tan! Can ya!?" Nelly. Intan smiled and nodded casually, Nelly continued her words. "Elo knew Rosa and Fakih were dating?"

"Yes I know, what's up with them Nel?!" Ask Intan. "Ooh... I know, don't elo say that you like ma Fakih huh? I'm bosen dreadinnya, cape' everywhere asked Fakih already have a girlfriend yet? Rosa dating what ma Fakih? Ask to know Fakih please? Adeeehs... Very leleh I Nel!" Intan Clear.

"Can Elo is Fakih's oldest friend, so it's only natural that everyone asks elo!" Nelly.

"Yes.yes! Bener elo also like ma Fakih ya Nel?!" Tanya Intan later.

Nelly nodded, Finally Intan also explained how the love story of Rosa and Fakih from A to Z to Nelly to how they could be.

"After I Nel, Fakih has never said that he likes ma Rosa directly, but Rosa has given signs to Fakih will heart and feelings, he said, I think Fakih has the same feeling!" Definitely Intan again.

"Then they haven't officially dated dong!" Nelly.

"Yupz...! But I think elo don't expect too high deh Nel, ntar fell. I want to tell ma elo nih, I also had the same feeling at that time with elo Nel, but I do not want to be a pimple or boils that do not dare to be frankly ma Fakih ya, yes, not also because I'm a girl' whatan is often in the assumption people are not good if the heart talk precedes the guy'. I told Ma Fakih that I have a heart for him!" Intan Clear.

"Keep what Fakih's response as elo frankly so Tan?!" Nelly asked increasingly inquisitively.

"She laughed, hugged me and said 'Tan, from the orok to this big body I understand elo dah like my own brother, ntar if we are going to keep storming just nih, we can't both be this familiar anymore!' So said Fakih ma I Nel!" Intan Clear. "Where did I sprain in so mituin ma him, yes directly I snare his head is!" Continue Intan while laughing reminiscing about the new story he told.

Arriving at home I went straight to sleep, I cape with today, the day that stifles the chest. After long hearing the story of Intan that was told to me, I am now determined to immediately solve this problem, without having to hurt others.

But I want to wait a few days at least so that the emotions in this heart a little less first. Tomorrow I try to get away from Rosa, I don't want to talk to her anymore, and I don't want to deal with her.

"Elo why is Nel, how does it seem that elo attitude is different from yesterday?!" Ask Rosa.

"Gue just needs his own time. Where's your boyfriend not with him?!" Syndicate Nelly.

"Kok elo said that anyway Nel? I'm just like Fakih there's nothing!" Rosa Say.

"Halaaaah! kemaren elo said what my ma, just wanted to date Fakih right. And let me guess, you take him, right?!" Nelly was carried away by emotions.

"Yes I will accept, why do not you like if I deket same Fakih huh? Don't you like to see me happy, is he? Or maybe you like Fakih, Nel?!" Rosa attacked Nelly with all kinds of questions.

"If so, why?" Nelly immediately left Rosa who was silent because of my words.

Yeah....! let it be, let him know how I feel and since then we have been hostile.

Let alone to walk or play together, chat was rarely we do even if we meet each other, which there are even lyrics.

Even though I couldn't stand it and I finally decided to talk first.

"Hi Cha?" Say Nelly.

"Hi," answered Rosa flatly.

"May I speak to you, Elo Cha!." Ask Nelly.

"Yes...!!! By the way," answered Rosa still upset.

"It's important, it's about us." Nelly is short.

"Okay, where?" rosa was rather curious.

"Follow me." Nelly.

Finally I took Rosa to the side of the school laboratory with a waiting chair there.

"The cha! I'm sorry...!" Nelly suddenly said.

"Sorry, what's it doing?" Rosa still looks confused.

"Make it all, I'm wrong! I'm selfish Cha. I should have known about Elo and Fakih! as an elo friend, I should know and be aware of how the elo position is because it is a matter of the heart!" Nelly.

"Neither Nel, elo not wrong, the guenya is too emotional. I'm sorry too!" Rosa said back.

"So we'll take it back again!" said Nelly.

"Well, to be honest, Nel, I can't stand a day just don't say the same elo and today I'm super-super relieved to be able to talk like this again ama elo." Rosa smiled happily.

"Yes Cha, I'm the same." Reply Nelly.

And finally they embraced, and together promised not to bloom again because they now understand and understand that any problem will actually have a way out without having to drift in each other's emotions.

Even though the intent that is in the heart has not been fulfilled, but that is okay, I must be willing to release Fakih for the sake of friends, because girlfriends can be found anywhere, but friends can not, but friends can not, they are hard to find.

And I don't know why I'm happy, with what I do, I'm happy because I make other people happy too.

Sometimes happiness comes when we have to sacrifice, right?