LEAFY LONGS FLOWERING SILENT
CHAPTER 8: THE PILE IN THE RAIN

I couldn't possibly be silent and not glance at the babbles at the ends of the hall and as usual, he stayed with his position to keep telling stories and laughing, Does he never care about me anymore?

At least that's according to the current thinking that exists, because every time he meets an involuntary gaze and he does not smile or duck like the other girls in my school.

They are on average busy looking for attention, it seems to have become a mandatory staple food and sometimes bland taste makes you lose sensation when you see a beautiful girl' who smiles as sweet as real honey without sugar, expect me to reply with a smile that will continue with the next journey of the heart.

Only once did his chest feel quivering by a girl's smile, which was impossible if he did not know who this personal figure was, but why was he like an unmoved stone with all the charm that radiated and clearly dazzled his eyes while inside the darkness of the heart back then.

Not a girl' who is beautiful and charming and charming, she is just a girl's schoolgirl class 2A who prefers to spend her break time in class, joking with her friends, and friends, spend time with a word together.

My mind is so crazy that it's not love, it's ambition and obsession.

***

Years are almost gone and changed without any compromise, but still a beautiful girl who dazzles with authenticity feels her life feels the same, nothing changes.

She's Rosa Pratiwi.

Today the rumbling sound of rain fell from the already unstoppable sky vomit so fast, disturbing his hearing and eye sight in enjoying the dish of a gripping but very successful sight made the heart enjoy it as well.

"You're cold?" said a man who was worried about his girlfriend's condition.

"Yes, little!" The girl' answered.

Rosa Pratiwi just silently listened without looking to the side, she slightly stepped away from the two lovebirds.

"Cha!, why there, come here" grateful that Nelly called him to stay away from two lovebirds who were playing the role of worrying about each other.

"Ah yes, just a minute!" Rosa stepped closer to Nelly.

"Elo why come close to them, do you want to feel heartache again!?" Nelly said, whispering scolded.

"Gue didn't come any closer, by chance they were near me Nel!" Rosa answered without looking at Nelly.

"Yes it's up to Elo Cha!, the important thing is never to approach them again" Rosa simply nodded. A glimpse of Rosa back in the previous period and remembering that she had been in a position like that. Joking laugh together in the rain and seem to have a sense of worry with each other.

But it's just a memory.

Inadvertently Rosa turned towards two lovebirds who were making out like people dating or just mingkin they were already dating.

His eyes looked at the man', two seconds in the eye, the man' tried to turn his eyes away, while Rosa was still staring at the man' with a sad look.

"I've been picked up, wait for the rain to stop, don't break through the rain!" the girl's talking.

"Well, be careful on the road" the man smiled.

After the girl's departure, silence began to be created, no more humorous sounds of friendly laughter from the two lovebirds.

Rosa who was daydreaming and the man' who was silent because for them there was nothing worth talking about again.

He's Ivan, a past for Rosa.

Disconnected from one year ago and they are just an ex-lover even though maybe one or both still hope to go back in time to become a lover again.

All this time Rosa was only silent when Ivan made out with girls' other than herself, because he is aware that he is a nobody and has no right whatsoever in establishing or continuing a relationship that was previously full of selfishness.

"Cha, I'm ahead yeah, I've been picked up" Nelly spoke barely audibly at the swift sound of the rain. "Gue went home first!, remember Cha, elo don't get close to him anymore, I don't want the old incident with elo repeated again!" Nelly gave me a message.

Only Rosa and Ivan are left.

The two of them simply fell silent without anyone willing to start opening a topic of conversation. They are like strangers who have just come to this planet, know no one and have never known each other.

As the rain drops, Rosa starts to feel cold and starts rubbing her palms over and over again to feel the heat warm up. Ivan began to be sensitive to Rosa's condition, he understood if Rosa was feeling cold. Ivan is confused how? Wanting to help but a sense of prestige self-control but still the sense of humanity emerged slowly.

"Wear this!" Ivan offered a brown hodie to Rosa.

Rosa looked at the hodie in Ivan's hands, again remembering that she had worn the hodie when Rosa felt cold in the past when they were together.

"No, thank you" Rosa refused.

Ivan dislikes Rosa's refusal, takes Rosa's hand and puts her body in her hand. "No prestige, I know you're cold!" Ivan said with a wit.

For a moment Rosa smiled faintly, it turned out that Ivan still cared about her. "Yes, thank you" Rosa started wearing Ivan's hodie, feeling a little warm.

"Why were you staring at me?" Ivan asked without looking at Rosa.

"Non-intentionally!" Rosa answered indifferently.

"But your eyes are sad!" ask Ivan.

"My eyes are sad!" Rosa lied.

"You think I don't know if you're lying? we've been together for months!" said Ivan.

"Why are you bringing up things that have become the past?" rosa replied softly, her eyes returning wistfully.

"It's not what I mean, but I know you're lying, being with you for months makes me know how you are!" said Ivan.

"I'm sorry, if you still have a taste for me, please lose it!" rosa was silent for a moment. "I don't want you and I to feel pain, this story is long gone" Rosa continued.

"In fact I can't take away the taste for you, let this taste remain until an indeterminate time, I never try to forget you or fight to get you!" answer Ivan.

"I just let this feeling stay in my heart and gradually it will be destroyed by the wind of time that never comes back!" said Rosa.

"But the heart will increasingly feel pain, I do not want to be a jerk without caring about what you experience" said Ivan.

"In fact, you've become a jerk and it's happened!" after saying that, Rosa left without saying goodbye to Ivan.

Ivan just kept silent at Rosa's departure, guilt always filled his mind. Ivan could not ask to return because he already had no taste in Rosa and Rosa was the same, the pain of a betrayal had made his heart no longer felt.

What is a relationship for if there is no sense in it? He doesn't want a bad relationship.

"Hope you can get the man who has always bestowed his love on you!" Ivan spoke softly.

***

The night blackened without the presence of the moon and stars. The sky was covered in pitch-black clouds. The night crept slowly, and the water began to fall back from the sky soaking the earth.

A few minutes later, Rosa was tired from all day activities. Rosa broke her body and tried to rest.

A very quiet night.

Now, the girl's asleep after trying to brush off the thoughts that are still in the top of her head. After he tried to brush aside the shadow when with people who either love him or just mere words...!!!