
"Nur...!" there was a cry calling, Nur turned to the direction where the voice came from.
"Hei Cha's... Why?" ask Nur.
"Bagas Nur's... He's the same Ayu...!" rosa explained.
Deggs... Deggs... Deggg...!!!
"Finally... Ayu?" asked Nur again, Rosa just nodded her head concerned about the feelings of her best friend.
"How long should I wait for him?" Tanya Nur hoped to get an answer.
"Hmm.." I just heard Deheman Rosa.
"Sampe she sensed it was Nur...!" rosa sat next to me.
"But when?" Ask Nur Fitri.
"Gue knows the wait for Elo Nur!" Reply Rosa.
"No Cha. You don't understand! You are happy with Fakih. So you will never understand what I feel right now." again Nur looks disappointed feelings mixed in him.
"Propay to Nur...!" rosa's reply calmed Nur.
"How long should the gas be? I've been waiting to understand and understand how I feel! Where will you be aware of my feelings ma elo? Now do I have to suffer again for the umpteenth time? Do I have to be tormented again to wait for Elo to break up with Ayu? I hate Gas! I hate every time the breath is all for you. Elo who does not know if there is me here, elo who never tried to find out about people who expect elo Gas!. However, I still cannot hate the same elo. Yaaa! it's all because I love you, yeah! love that blinds all." Nur's long daydream.
"Nur... Nur Fitri!" said someone patting Nur's shoulder.
"What the hell is Cha? Again because of me. It's diem ah!" Nur was upset.
"Your...!!!" the sound is hard.
Nur. "mother... Ma'am... Miss Siswati?" nur stammered.
"Do the thing up front!" Continue Miss Siswati again.
Instantly Nur's eyes were immediately fixed on the blackboard and advanced slowly to work on it. Nur is quite smart in math lessons, not infrequently Nur participated in various mathematics study competitions from a team school with Fakih and Rosa.
"It's mom...!" nur said as he rushed towards his seat again.
"Baik Nur's... Don't daydream again ya.." reply Miss Siswati.
"Hehe" Nur smiled.
KRINGGS...! KRINGGS...! KRINGGS...!
The home bell has rung...! Nur and Rosa left the class. Like two animals that have long been in brackets, after seeing the door open immediately ran out and tanoa on purpose I hit someone.
"Eh sorry sorry...!" said the man.
Nur who had looked down and looked at him. "Yes ga.pa..pa...!" it turns out that the one who hit Nur was Bagas.
Nur did not know what to do to pull Rosa's hand forcibly away from Bagas, while Bagas remained silent in his cool style watching us move away.
***
"Cha what was I supposed to hear his voice? Aaa melted me.." said Nur chatty.
"Hahaha yes... Cie sumringah really.." reply Rosa.
"Ah yuk cepetan deh way" said Nur while smiling.
"You're the kasmaran... Beautiful tau Nur!" reply Rosa while matching Nur's steps.
"Oh yes Cha, Nur...! Tomorrow who participated in the activity of the osis tell to gather at the laboratory room Budi Waluyo sir!" Fakih reprimanded the two of them who were cool with his candlestick.
"Ready. sir Boss!" Nur immediately continued his gala with Rosa.
"Sip...!" Fakih did not want to bother them, just threw her smile at Rosa.
***
Tonight, a night without stars and moons in the sky. Everything seems to know about someone Nur's current feelings. A very very messy feeling made riled up, happy, and the severity of the sprain there is also as a spice.
Kukuruyukk...! Kukuruyukk...! Kukuruyukk...!
The sound of the rooster crowing long wakes the sleep.. She immediately took a shower and rushed to school.
During the trip, Nur held everything he could hold, seeing everything he could see. Suddenly his gaze was focused on one point where there were two people who were exiting the gate with a motorbike.
"Bagas ? Ayu?" nur said then turned his face away.
"God, I'm sick of it! Eliminate this taste. If I could not have it, why did You send this feeling in the heart? Why God? Am I wrong? If I am wrong, why do you torture in this way God? Loving someone who doesn't love, even if you don't think so, it just makes this heart hurt." The rebellion of Nur's heart was silent.
***
By walking gontai towards the class, Nur kept thinking about it...!
"Hey...!" say hello to someone who surprised Nur.
"Hey Bang...!" balas Nur's.
"Are you upset?" Bambang Canda.
"Lo what the hell is here? Want to suck me up? Huh uh?" nur Bengak on Bambang.
"Eh not so Nur time, I want.. Want...!" Reply Bambang feels heavy.
"Ah is... Bacot lo!" reply Nur rough then leave Bambang.
Bambang was surprised by all the words spoken from Nur's mouth, not a Nur who said that. Actually Nur is not a type of girl' who likes to jerk-jerap, but maybe Bambang appeared at the time and place that is not right.
Nur has arrived at the class, his view breaks through this class, no Rosa?
"Rosa where are you? How come tumben has not come...?" nur said in his heart, while taking out the notebook from the bag.
Before long, Rosa comes with her lover Fakih Alfarizi.
"Mesra... Envy me!!" Nur.
"Hehehe... Is there PR?" ask Rosa.
"Do not know...Cha!" balas Nur's.
"Oooh yuk yuk on to the OSIS room now, have been waiting for ma pak Budi Waluyo!" Said Fakih later.
***
Fakih, Rosa and Nur walked together swiftly to the Osis room...! Before long, there was a pat on Nur's shoulders who often seemed to daydream alone at any time.
Nur looked at "Lo again... Lo again.." said Nur when he saw Bambang next to him.
"Jutek is very nice... Where you going?" ask Bambang.
"To the chamber of Osis. Lo?" reply Nur is still in a state of annoyance.
"Same.. I follow Osis." Nur excitedly turned to him with an inappropriate expression.
"lo? A Bambang? Who is famous for his body in First High School wants to join Osis? Not wrong?" nur said holding back laughter.
"Yeee is not donggg... I want to turn out well" Bambang replied.
"Not believe me.. Oh yeah!' retali Nur then ran to the Osis room following Rosa and Fakih.
Brukk...! Brukk...!
"Aww.." - Nur.
"Hey sorry sorry." he said woke Nur from a falling position due to an accidental collision earlier.
Nur raised his head "Yu... Ayu...?"
"Hey?" hello Ayu.
"Eh.. uh! what's up?" ask Bagas who suddenly came.
"Gue accidentally hit Nur earlier Gas." explained Ayu.
"Nur? Follow Osis, right? Enter." said Bagas when he saw Nur.
'Bagas reprimanding me?' batin Nur was excited then entered the Osis room leaving Bagas and Ayu both.
***
During the course of the OSIS meeting, Nur did not fully notice the OSIS chairman speaking. But, he was paying attention to someone and who else if not Bagas?
"Understand everything?" Ask the head of the OSIS.
"Understand!" says all.
The head of OSIS who saw Nur daydreaming...!
"Nur...!" abugn. Nur is still daydreaming. "Your...!" he said harder.
"Eh understand I'm very understanding!!" sahut Nur then stood up respectfully.
All the children laughed no exception Bagas, Bagas laughed also saw the behavior of Nur.
"Okey, please brother Fakih Alfarizi as the chairman of the entire section to explain the next clasmeting problem!" Chairman of OSIS again.
"Okay, thank you, chief! I'll explain............................................!!!" Fakih explained everything in detail and was very understanding with what material he described.
***
"Nur!" call someone
"Yeah?" nur turned.
"Who's home?" Ask.
"Himself. Why Bang?" ask Nur back.
"Bareng me yuk!" Say again.
"Good bike?" nur. Bambang nodded.
"Come on. Free right?" fashion Nur.
"What the hell didn't Nur do? Huhah!" reply tease.
"What a lo...!" Nur laughed.
"Good!" tell Bambang.
Bambang motorbike shot between the car and the motor on this road.
"Yeah! slow pelannnn!" nur.
"Close embrace!" The reply was a little unclear because of the obstruction of helmets and masks.
***
Since Bambang was driving his motorbike fast, I have reached home.
"Well, you wanna come in first?" ask Nur.
"Can deh. Just want to say goodbye to your nyokap lo!" bambang Balas.
"Sip.. in!" tell Nur.
"Nur's home…!" I said when I entered the house.
"You Bam...! Oh...!what's your name?" Mamah asked when she saw Bambang standing behind Nur.
"Mine aunt...!” bambang said while kissing mama's hand.
"Yeah Bambang yes your name.I'm sorry aunty forgot. You're Nur's girlfriend?" Ask mama.
Nur who was opening his shoes was immediately shocked and looked at Mamah.
"Apasih maa? Notnn!!" elak Nur's.
"Not aunty.but ba…!" Bambang speech cut off.
"Udah ya Bang mending lo go home. it's late afternoon you will be diomelin again!" nur said while pushing her slowly out of the house.
"Hehehe Bambang came home aunty!" said Bambang while sitting on his motorcycle seat and immediately go home.
"Try Bambang Bagas or Fakih" thought Nur while closing the door of his house.
***
"Hey Nur!" greet someone.
"Lo cry?!" bemused. Nur immediately wiped his tears and closed the novel that had been hit by tears and turned his head.
"Yourmand!?" nur said when he saw Bambang in his uniform.
"Haiy...!" sumringah.
"Sok cute lo...!" nur Sahut.
"Hehehehe.. tell me what?" Ask Bambang.
"auu ah!" balas Nur's.
***
"Nur!" someone called Nur.
"Eh Ayu's. What's up Yu?" ask Nur.
"Can you please send this to Bagas? I'm in a hurry to go to the toilet!" reply Ayu.
"Here I can." Reply Nur.
Nur saw a rose and this box of gifts...!!! "Gue doesn't know what's in this box. What candy? What chocolate? Or flowers too? Ah I have no rights. Whatever's in this box and it won't change everything. Bagas only for Ayu and Ayu only for Bagas. Then who am I?" nur Inner with a fairly felt vibrating.
"Hoy is daydreaming!" said someone surprised Nur.
"Republica?" Nur.
"What is this?" He asked when he saw the flowers and boxes that Nur was holding.
"Nih from Ayu!" Nur's reply looked lethargic.
"Make me?" Reply Bagas.
"Who else?" ask Nur back.
"Huh elo, yes, thank you!" bagas said and went straight from in front of Nur.
"It's the same!" submissive Nur then silent.
***
Nur was silent on the bench, scribbling a diary. I don't know why the mood at this time, see people just laugh annoyed, hear people sing just furious. What's wrong with you, Nur Fitri?!
A hand with a bottle of mineral water was gripped right before Nur's eyes.
"Want a drink?" Smooth ask.
"Hmm. Yes thank you Bang!" reply Nur took a bottle from him.
"Sama-sama" he said smilingly and sat down next to Nur's bench.
"Not bosen?" Ask Bambang again.
"Boss? No" replied Nur.
"Tell?" Ask Bambang again.
"Yes Bang. Why the hell?" ask Nur again.
"It's okay.it's just grim that you're squirming so on." He said while looking straight ahead.
"What the hell is that?" Nur Balas.
"That's it hahaha!" laughing reply.
"It's not funny crazy!" nur.
"When do you think?" Bambang.
"When what?" ask Nur.
"When did you sensitize Nur?" bambang's voice was so faint.
"What Bang?" Nur asked as if he had not heard Bambang's words just now.
"Huh? gapapa kok hehe hotel. I'll go back first!" sama later.
"Huh. Yes, there!" Nur Balas.
***
"Oh my God, I'm tired. I'm tired of feeling feelings that shouldn't be there. I was sick of being too tired to wait for someone who never thought I existed. Oh my God, if I'm not allowed to have it please erase this feeling and show me the right person.
***
Nur is currently feeling very calm because there is no Bagas, no Ayu, and most importantly there is no Bambang.
The troublemaker who always comes arrives.
"Eh cheek of a kingpin!" colek someone nur's shoulder.
"What the hell is Cha?" asked Nur without looking at it. I'm too smart to be fooled by a Rosa.
"Hahahaha you know that I am Rosa!" abugn.
"Hmm...!" balas Nur's.
"Neither at home, school, toilets and here elo galaaaaaaau mulu. Not tired what Nur?" Ask Rosa.
"What is Cha?! I'm not upset!" elak Nur's.
"Gue has already memorized lo Nur. Don't boongin me!" sahut Rosa made Nur speechless.
"Sampe when are you waiting for something? when do you keep going?! Life must go on Nur. Do you continue to be willing if your happiness, your pleasure is taken by someone who is not clear it. How long is Nur going to take? The nur I know has changed, from the jolly and now the most beautiful. Honestly, I have more respect for what Nur used to be, not now. Nur the crybaby, which is hard to say.” Rosa said at length.
"Lo doesn't know I'm Cha!" Nur rada loudly.
"Gue tau lo. And I know who pantes lo and it's not Bagas. Wrestle out? Not Bagas Nur but…!" rosa's speech was cut off.
"Udahlah. You are all rich. I hate!" nur said then left in front of Rosa.
"But Bambang, Nur!" Rosa said in her little heart.
***
Nur ran away from all. Because annoyed and feeling the burden of the heart becomes more and more so will the sense of unrequited, in the simple garden chair of the school Nur sat alone there, crying as it became, no matter if anyone saw.
In this cry, Nur thought about all those things in a state of disappointment that made sometimes a small laugh and made the bersambsh cry. "Ah I hate this life! Life is too unfair for me." Even in a sad heart, there is still a soft voice.
There was the sound of footsteps approaching. I looked at "Bambang?" Nur.
"Simplified...!" she held out a tissue with a smile. Nur took his tissue and immediately turned away.
"You want to be won?" Bambang asked again and Nur only nodded weakly then Bambang sat right next to Nur.
"Why?" Ask Bambang again with a tone full of care. Reflexes, Nur suddenly hugged her.
"Don't I fall in love?' nur said as he pleased in his embrace.
"Huh? What's?" Ask Bambang.
"Yeah..did I not fall in love?" tanya Nur again but not in a state of still hugging Bambang.
"Everyone falls in love and everyone has to fall in love" Bambang replies.
"Yes, but not for me. My love journey is too bleak!" answer Nur.
"Yes because you stuck in one person. And never open your heart to others. Never try to be sensitive to others!" bambang Sahut.
"You mean?" Ask Nur again.
"Yes, you never open your heart to others. You always shut your heart for the sake of people who clearly do not know you exist." Reply Bambang.
"I just open my heart to others. After all the heart will be closed again because there is still Bagas" said Nur back.
"Now try to wait Bagas how long?" Ask Bambang.
"Lumayan? Do you like people too? And you dicuekin? Hahahahaha we're the same!" nur.
"Hehe.. yeah!" Answer Bambang.
"You know who dong is. its initials!" nur.
"Hahahahha is his initials. ELO!" bambang Balas.
"ELO'S? Deh who? Our schoolboy? There is no initial ELO. Ohh don't don't…?!" nur's speech was cut off.
"Emmm girl' I mean you!" bambang explained.
"HUH? L'm I?" Surprise is not a toy.
"Yesa Nur Fitri!" bambang Balas.
"Why me?" ask Nur.
"Why did my love fall in your heart!" Bambang.
"Ihhhhh…!" Reply Nur throw a face.
Silence…!!!
"But I'm sorry I can't bales the affection of you. I haven't been able to do Bagas. Sorry Bang!" nur said not feeling good.
"Hmm yes it's okay Nur. we can suhabatan kok. But you have to promise, you can't be a weak Nur. It can't be Nur the crybaby, but it has to be Nur who used to be. The jolly and unimportant thought. Can you?" Bambang.
Nur was silent a thousand languages and then!
"Can't ya?” Ask Bambang again.
"I can promise!" nur said to embrace it back.
"That's dong!" bambang Balas.
***
"Gue can't blame God in this love story. Instead, I learn, let someone go for life in the future. It's hard, but it's destiny. I will learn to give up Bagas and try to love Bambang and I hope I can. God, help me forget it!" Nur said in his heart with a fluffy smile!.