Rainbow for Aqila
Renata and Gempano

Wailing, the roar of tears is always an inalienable part of the parting, but most painful when the person leaves without saying goodbye

The classroom in one of the art faculties was immediately silent, only a light sound came out from most of the students in the class

Men may be sad but in different ways, they may feel lost but not shed tears, enough to strengthen the heart

Renata to the point of not expecting, he just fell silent stiff on his desk with reddened eyes, his arrival early in the morning to the campus was actually thinking to calm his friend, because he knew about the accident Naufal, Naufal, he could feel how devastated Aqila was then, when he began to believe and two more days became a couple with halal sacred ties, the unexpected happened

Shaken heart and mentality, forced to continue to struggle by circumstances, forced to always be strong and resilient, such was the figure of Aqila Valisha Bramadja in the eyes of Renata

However, another fact he actually received when Bu Maya who is famous as a killer lecturer entered with eyes and a reddened nose, not only Renata but also raises a big question mark in the minds of students who know how the lecturer when teaching

Maya approaches Renata, giving her a light blue envelope and reminding her to open later. After that, the sad news came out of the lecturer's mouth when he said Aqila was no longer able to join this class. Not saying leave, not saying move campus but saying he was struggling with the pain that was eating away at his heart and body

Mom Maya to not expect, the nights Aqila came to her house alone, saying that he could no longer personally enter the campus because he had to go to treat his illness even though the father had sent a letter to the rector, left a light blue envelope and only advised to be given to Renata, he said, he apologized that in class had hurt the feelings of the lecturer

Treating, just for treatment, Maya Ma quite understand, treat diseases that gnaw the body and seek treatment for heart injuries umpteenth time

Bu Maya could only nod and hold one of the bright students, giving words of motivation and spirit that might be stale for Aqila because it was too often heard

"The fool must meet, even if you are separated by a great distance, if you are separated for one reason, then God still has a thousand reasons to make you meet"

The sentence that came out of Bu Maya's mouth when she saw the blue paper that was still folded with a shiny plastic wrap, she said, he thought Naufal was only joking when he said this invitation was first given to him and had not been spread to people, but it was real, he said, he gets the first invitation and the last invitation because two people are still toying with destiny, testing how big their struggle is

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"Assalamu'alaikum Ren" greeting at the very top of the letter was enough to make Renata's tears fall let alone continue reading the next sentence

"I'm sorry to go, leave without saying goodbye and saying goodbye, leave without meeting and give a warm hug farewell, because that's a tough thing for me"

"When making this decision, I'm sure it's the best, sorry guys, we have to split up but I'm sure it's only temporary, just different countries and continents not different realms of life"

"I went for treatment instead of running away from this bitter reality or wound, it's not time to be happy now, I have to fight harder first as before, goodbye my best friend you are my best friend, when I forget you in the future please remind me not to stay away or run away"

"Don't be sad, okay? Don't cry for too long, this breakup isn't to stretch our relationship but test how strongly we can maintain this wonderful relationship"

"One more time, just accept the love of Brother Gempano, I see he is a serious man with you, do not be afraid to see me fail in that relationship, because our destiny is different friends"

"Destiny is like playing tricks on them both, but just counting the days they have another halal bond before the creator"

"Don't be sad anymore, Aqila did this for the good of you two" Renata looked back at the person beside her to convince herself whether it was really Gempano who often had a shifted brain or someone else

"Kill what? This way I could hate him and not want to see him again" Renata said with a disappointed tone holding back anger but still his tears could not lie

"really? I don't think you're that kind of person" Gempano replied

"I'm disappointed, disappointed that he left without telling me anything about it, I'm disappointed that we haven't said our last good-bye, and I'm disappointed that he's always smiling and doing well in front of me, without intending to tell her the matter" Renata lowered her head, squeezing the blue letter she had just finished reading

"You sure? I'm not sure I heard that, you're disappointed that he didn't tell you straight away and hasn't had time to say goodbye. But for me it's better, because I'm sure it's not that simple, if Aqila meets you and says hello, you two will find it harder to part" Gempano paused his sentence for a moment, gazing at the blue sky with the pure white clouds that formed the various images

"You say you're disappointed in him for not telling me anything and always smiling all right?, believe me if he doesn't really want you to worry or keep thinking about him"

"But with his attitude like that I always think about it" Renata denied

"Sometimes some people think that if they can be okay with holding their own problems without telling others, they are strong enough and complain to God, and Aqila was one of those people"

"They limit themselves or may be confused about where to start, because maybe they don't even understand themselves and what they want"

"I'm sure Ren, Aqila did this for the good of you both" Renata lowered her head and confirmed Gempano's words in her heart, supposedly from High School she realized that her best friend was such a person

"You're praying enough for him, for him you're a good friend, a place where he can be someone else than most people see in him"

"You're special, don't ever think that he doesn't think you exist"

"How do you know?"

"Understanding a person involves not only unilateral decisions and a sense of what we are going through, but we need to use the brain to think simply why it can be like that, because sometimes too much involves bad feelings"

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God willing tomorrow author up again in the morning huh... 🙏

Sorry long up, now the author began to have a busy stay in the real world... 🙏🙏🙏