Rainbow for Aqila
Failed it?

Spring which brings happiness and is welcomed by everyone, in fact not as beautiful and pleasant as that for Aqila

Early May spring soon replaced summer, most people were happy but happiness was not for him

"From the results of chemotherapy so far, there was no change with brain cancer in Aqila's head"

The words of the doctor that sounded so painful to him, blame him for accidentally passing want to see Papa Arya, but instead heard something that broke all his spirit and desire to live

Looking at the bright blue spring sky and the beautiful white clouds, Aqila took off the ring embedded in her ring finger

"You're the liar of Naufal Pradana Al-Ghazali, where are all your promises?" she shrieked in a raucous voice, but a moment later shook her head again

"No, I'm a believer in everything"

" You're a rainbow like what you often say, just like a rainbow that's full of color and only temporary, because tomorrow I might be gone and never come back"

"How are you doing there rainbow? When can you remember me? Your light is starting to fade here, has someone filled your heart?" Resisting longing with uncertain long wait, holding the sense of wanting to meet in the middle of a distance of thousands of kilos that stretch, he said, and resist the urge to tell stories about everything when the memories are like broken tapes with a few pieces of lost images

"Aqila" Devano called out with a slight run towards his sister

"Why brother?" Aqila asked as Devano was already standing nearby

"So, I'm sorry, I have to go home to Indonesia first, because the office work started to pile up and this morning Mama called she said Diva slipped in the bathroom"

"Astagfirulloh continues what is the situation?"

Aqila is clearly worried about Diva, the woman who officially became her sister-in-law four months ago, unfortunately because her weak content made doctors forbid her from traveling far

"Alhamdulillah, said the doctor there is no problem with the content"

"Sir Diva's pregnant?" Devano was silent for a moment then replied 'yes'. He had told Aqila all day long

"Take care of yourself here, Rian's sister for another week of graduation, we all have to come, Aqila's chemotherapy is now done and Papa said last night, if Aqila's condition must be much better after chemo"

"Silver can be relieved, seeing Aqila is also better" Aqila smiled and nodded, her papa must have not told anyone about her condition

"Where is papa now?"

"Say I saw the doctor this morning, but I don't know where it is now"

"Aqila will soon be able to go home, to the campus, to play with other friends, because the chemo is finished" the words of encouragement that were released from Devano's mouth were like mocking sentences for Aqila because of course all of that was not as easy as it was talked about

"Take care of yourself, Brother go first"

"Sir Devan" Aqila called out to Devano who had turned around to leave from there

"Yes? Why?"

"Just look at the situation" cut Aqila quickly as Devano was about to return to her direction

"All right"

"The point is that Aqila must believe that the human soul mate will not be exchanged" Aqila smiled and nodded and then sat back in the chair as Devano's shadow moved away

"Lo tuh can only memgerepotin others Aqila, Kak Devan ninggalin wife and office affairs for lo, Kak Darren until he was scolded because he was not considered a professional in work, but he was not considered a professional, Rian's sister even had scolded the lecturer, Mama same Papa tired of going back and forth, Reyna lonely because mama or papa sometimes not there, you tuh just a burden that ngabisin money a lot to make medicine, you know, just a burden and a problem for others, what else are you waiting for here?, Love? Who would dare to guarantee that?" Little heart Aqila whispered negative words, dirty thoughts began to enter her head until when she saw the many vehicles that passed in front of the dirty shadow continued to haunt her

"Not useful"

"It's just a pain"

"Unexpected"

The whispers were like they kept ringing in his head

Meanwhile, Papa Arya, on the other side of the hospital, notices her pensive daughter, who came out of the doctor's office an hour ago, but to get close to Aqila she can't even hold back her tears

"From the results of chemotherapy conducted so far, there was no change in the size of brain cancer in the head of Aqila"

"Ta but the doctor he always looks fine, indeed had forgotten a few times but now he has not nosebleed as often as before"

"Sir Arya certainly knows that humans have many masks to menyuyukan their faces until we are confused to recognize which the real face is, but humans are never confused about which mask to show to others"

"I saw Aqila did have a great spirit to heal, but from the look of her eyes like a hidden deep wound that still hesitated she revealed" Papa Arya paused for a moment and asked again

"Is there any other way?"

"Operation immediately"

"Do that, whatever and at whatever cost I don't care, the important thing is that my daughter can recover"

"Operation has considerable risk, we dare not guarantee it will work, the chances are only 50 out of 100, he said, this operation is very dangerous because it can affect the function of parts of the brain especially the position of the cancer in the head Aqila is located in a part that is quite difficult to reach" Papa Arya squeezed his chest that beats strongly, and the body is beating strongly, why isn't she the only one who's been through all this, why must it be her daughter? Why should Aqila? his daughter who he was so proud of, his daughter who had sacrificed a lot because of his selfishness as a parent, his daughter who had felt too much pain

"I often see patients like this, some of them managed to survive because of the strong desire to recover and the great encouragement of the family, he said, but there are also those who fail some of them because they have resigned to his life"

"The point is to give full spirit to Aqila, he needs the support of those closest to him and do not forget to always pray, because about all the affairs of this world only God knows"

"Never feel resigned and lost hope, we are just ordinary people not a god who knows everything, after all the effort we have spent next let the intervention of God who wills"

"Failing father becomes the hero you always lean on, boy, in fact the smile you always show in front of papa is not from your heart, you are too much hurt and bear everything alone from the past, he said, you must feel foreign to all this, so you always look fine and happy in front of papa, but papa himself does not know how often you hold back crying at night"

Again Papa Arya shed his tears, lucky not too many people who were there, when he looked again in front of Aqila was not there, no longer there, his eyes widened when he saw Aqila as if he wanted to crash himself in the middle of a passing vehicle

"AQILA" No matter being the center of attention, he ran as fast as he could when a black sedan drove behind him