Risa Wedding's Story
THREE
“No suffering, other than deep love.” -.Risa
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The woman stared at the two black suitcases in the family room lying just like that, only a few days ago feeling hope. But it turns out that hope was pseudo, after receiving a call from someone, in a hurry Ezra left without a word. Just telling his wife not to feel anxious.
Forgetting all their plans, the word rush does not end well, but what makes the rush has hope, is none other than Risa herself. So when asked who should take the risk, yes. Dizziness jerked her head, Risa spread her body on the sofa.
***
“Nak it's time we take off Elsha,”
“Mother don't joke! wait I'll be there!”
Ezra could not think for too long, after getting a call from his mother Elsha. What a joke it is, they really want to release the tools that have supported Elsha's life for two years. Let go of it just like that, from the rubble of hope.
She would never let that happen, even if it was Elsha's own mother.
When he saw from a distance his mother Elsha sat on the bench in front of the door of Elsha's room, he approached her and landed her ass next to her mother Elsha.
“What do you mean Mom says want to give up?” ezra said he could not hide his emotions.
“Are you not tired Za? Don't you want to continue living!” the shiver of despair was inside that voice.
“But it is not me or Mom who has the right to decide life! Even if I give up it's Mom's choice, not Elsha herself!”
Actually the man was very unwilling to speak in such a high tone to Ratih's Mother, but emotions had affected half of her modesty. Even after that, there was guilt. When he saw the shoulder of the old woman next to him tremble, he held back a cry. With no heart he hugged the middle-aged woman's body, feeling the same sadness. Mother Ratih's cry was like her mammoth cry, it could make her heart feel like it had been pierced by a dagger.
“What exactly is Mom, until I think I want to stop what Elsha has been fighting for?”
This time Ezra asked in a gentle tone, while rubbing the wrinkled hands of the middle-aged woman.
“The results of the lab examination have come out and Elsha has complications, I'm not strong enough to see Elsha suffer. Maybe we should act.”
Hopefully he knelt before Ratih's mother.
“Bu, I'm already here. I will never intentionally let go of Elsha, we can definitely get through this difficult time!”
Black haired petite woman, friendly one. Elsha Mahata has been asleep for two years, in the space of two years that Ezra who always routinely replace the flowers in the woman's room. Accompany him during the worst times, give encouragement to Ratih's mother. Looking day by day that makes his healthy body dry up, until the protrusions of his bones are clearly visible.
Elsha used to be a cheerful girl, she always remembered the girl's smile and laughter. Even when the smile was finally frowned upon by the accident that made him sleep long. He believes that what keeps him alive is love, but somehow after two years of waiting for Elsha to wake up, consciousness emerges, love and guilt are no longer distinguishable in the heart of the man.
***
Mentari had drowned when Risa woke up, she realized she was still lying on the sofa of the family room, two suitcases were still there, which was a sign that her husband was still not home. Instantly his heart throbbed again, feeling an invisible incision. Tired of the woman sitting on the sofa, she had been asleep for that long. Dizziness and then added with nausea, he must have slept too long on a cold sofa. His body got into the wind.
Then he pressed the room light switch, some time the room description made the retina uncomfortable. Suddenly he felt very eager to soak in warm water, feeling his neck and shoulders ache. Remove one by one his clothes, then go into the bathtub that has been filled with warm water. He let out a comfortable sigh as the warm water hit his sensitive skin, feeling the achy feeling slowly disappear.
Drowsiness suddenly came back to attack him, either because it was too comfortable or there was something wrong with him, which obviously lately Risa is often sleepy, not infrequently also can sleep up to a full day. It didn't take long to fall asleep.
Ezra saw that the two suitcases were still there, suddenly he felt slapped by the attacking consciousness. Risa, pictured sad look of the wife.
Ezra hastily opened the bedroom door stunned when he did not find the woman he was looking for. Then when opening the bathroom door leaf he heaved a sigh of relief, looking at the soaking risa with closed eyes, could-be the woman fell asleep while soaking.
***
Risa woke up on the bed already wearing the pajamas she used to wear, her memory going back to a few hours ago. Then consciousness struck him, Ezra must have gone home. But the disappointment still filled the heart, as soon as she heard her husband enter the room in a hurry she went back to sleep.
In the morning the mood remained the same, this time the man woke up early. They still have not talked about anything after the failure of their departure to Bali.
“We can buy a new ticket to go to Bali,” said Ezra with his leisure, Risa to want to delicate.
“Not done!”
Ezra ignored Risa's ketus tone, “I've already taken Sa,” leave.
“What?”
“Where were you yesterday? Can't you appreciate our relationship getting better? Or do you want to show me that our matchmaking has indeed failed?”
“Why say you digress!”
“I'm your wife, I deserve to know! ”horizon.
Ezra looked at his wife's eyes directly, with a sharp look. His lips showed a straight line.
“Just because our relationship is starting to improve, you should not interfere too much with what is not necessary!”
The woman was wide-eyed, which made the guilt deepen in Ezra's chest. While researching his expression, he even realized that the woman's face was pale, questions started popping up in his eyes. What Risa was sick, suddenly the woman got out of bed and rushed to the bathroom with her hands covering her mouth.
Suddenly the turbulent feeling appeared in her stomach, Risa to the point of not focusing on what Ezra was saying. He lowered his head in front of the toilet, spewing out all the clear liquid. Like there was something that made her stomach want to take out all the food from inside Risa's stomach, but nothing came out. Because obviously the woman had not eaten anything.
“You sick?” ezra asked, massaging his wife's nape slowly.
Risa shook her head slowly, but then an unusual feeling of dizziness and nausea came again, which made her regurgitate fluid.
“We go to the hospital,” said Ezra firmly.
***
“How long have you been married?”
“Around almost a year, doc,”
“New pair apparently,” said the doctor smiled meaningfully.
“So how is my wife doc?”
“You don't even know the early signs of pregnancy,” said the doctor was relaxed, rubbing the chin.
“Pregnant?“say them simultaneously.
Ezra and Risa looked at each other, both surprised by the doctor's statement. Then the woman glared into her own mind, only to realize that she still has not got her period this month.
“From the results of the examination, the father's wife has early signs of pregnancy. Its content is estimated to only enter three weeks, still in a vulnerable stage. Nausea is also still fairly reasonable, hormonal changes in the body cause pregnancy symptoms such as nausea. For Risa Mother herself, multiply the portion of vitamin foods and eat with a balanced diet, I will give nausea medication. And congratulations to Ezra, please accompany his wife well!”
“Good dok”
***
“I think it won't be this fast, but the doctor said it made me aware of the incident at Mami's house, ”gumamnya.
“We don't use safety,” says Ezra cut Risa's mutter.
“We should be grateful, right Sa? Didn't you say a week ago you wanted to have children?”
Risa confirmed Ezra's words, only she could not say it was not pregnancy that made her doubt. But the attitude of her own husband, it seemed like his reaction was mediocre.
“You're not happy we have Za's son?”
“What makes you think like that,”
“Yes because of your reaction this.”
“Sa when do you understand that all things cannot be expressed in words?”
Then Ezra took Risa into his arms.